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Crash

To the people I forgot, you weren't on my mind for some reason and you probably don't deserve any th

About Me

Someone once said "its not who we are underneath but what we do that defines us".I'd like to say I'm a pretty good guy, but that's an opinion and your entirely welcome to make your own about me. A country boy. Im also a "not so closet" anime fan. I am a martial artist. A cowboy. I'm an army brat. I spend saturdays workin on my truck. I'm proud, somewhat level headed but tend to be very rash. I'm a car tech. Im an asshole. Im a hardass, yeah I walk round talkin tough. I dont like to fight but i aint scared to bleed. I bring the heat so you can call me arsene. Ive got a temper and im the jealous type. I'm warmhearted and live to make people smile even if i make a complete fool out of myself. God knows how many times I've made a mess of myself. I know how strong I am alone but a little help from those around me always gives me a little boost when I'm at my weakest. Im a desperado of sorts, i tend to go off on my own. I dont like thinking since i do entirely too much of it when and when i dont have time for it. i would love to say im ignorant and everything people do or say gets past me whether or not they try or try not to hide it but i tend to be very perceptive. i play dumb for those who dont understand what perception is. I'm a pourd ass Texan and i do what i fuckin feel like, its in my blood. I am a living contradiction. I am who I am. I believe in the what you see is what you get philosophy. im am only human and i am as flawed as any other person on earth sorry i aint perfect but God loves me anyway even with all my imperfections.. i miss ya bro Moto GP Animals - video powered by Metacafe..
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My Interests

Living life to the fullest: I go to college, I work, and I party as much as humanly possible - everything in excess, and not always in that order. I tried that thing they call moderation but my conscience just can't live with doing anything half-hearted.I'm an avid news junkie feeling for the pulse of the world. I'm extremely social, well once i get comfy yet I catch myself spending lots of quiet time reflecting on my future and the fate of our world (free time...As If!). I tend to prank people. i draw and paint and want to make my own cartoons and brand someone with my artwork, not to mention im gonna be the worlds best moto GP biker. party...drink...i work hard and play even harder. always short on sleep, never on enthusiasm. I'm definitely not cool, but I'm always doing cool things.

I'd like to meet:

I've met a bunch of varied, different and interesting individuals in my lifetime and i expect to meet that many more in my next 40 years or so. I like making new friends just because everyone has their own take on things, especially life. Each new person i meet expands my experience and horizon on this amazing thing i call life and I'm very grateful to have all of it. :)

Music:

hank williams. lynyrd skynyrd, johnny cash, alabama, trace adkins, jason aldean, country in general, im very "at home" with it,Boy Sets Fire, Thrice, Madball, Terror, Hot Water Music, Throwdown, Against Me, Bouncing Souls, Most Precious Blood, Strecht Arm Strong, Anti-Flag, The Casualties, Alkaline Trio, Bad Brains, Dead Kennedeys, Suicidal Tendencies, Opertion Ivy, Misfits, Social Distortion, Pennywize, Funeral for a Friend, Death by Sterio, Bleeding Through, Comeback kid, Ramones, Rise against, alexis on fire, Atreau, Agent orange, Dead Milkmen, David Bowie, strike Anywear, NOFX, Sublime, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Dropkick Murphys, Brand New, Bad Religion, Sick of it all, Hatebreed, The Refused, Mad caddys, As I lay Dieing, Haste The Day, A-18, With Honer, An Irony Massacre, Tom Waits, Richard Cheese, Elvis Castello, Widespread panic, In flames, Audioslave, Tool, Pink Floyd, Korn, Greenday, Dimmu Borgir, Sublime, Dave Mathews, Likin Park, String Cheese Incident, Switchfoot, Drowing pool, ICP, Eve 6, Smashing pumpkins, Dream Theater ,basic you know alot pretty much anything except grily grily pop like that crap from back in the 90's

Movies:

anime and horror/action and comedy. liar liar,bruce almighty, cowboy bebop movie, samurai x, inuyasha, yu yu hakusho, blue collor comedy tour, last samurai,spiderman 1 and 2, Akira, ghost in shell,Pirates of the Carribbean, Finding Neverland, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory Chronicles of Narnia, Lord of the Rings, Ice Age, Jumanji, Serendipity, The Fox and the Hound, The Count of Monte Cristo, Ocean's Eleven, Napoleon Dynamite, Rat Race, Anchorman bubble gum crisis, .hack/sign , endless waltz, full metal jacket, escalfowne, matrix(all), nightmare before christmas,mortal kombat, requiem for a dream, sraceface, once apon a time in mexico, knockn on heavens door, boondock saints, eternal sunshine of a spotless mind, garden state which that movie pretty much defines my life....damn i can't list all of them thers so much well i like movies lets put it that whay and my will to list them all is dead so no more listing

Television:

i dont watch tv. i go outside but i watch anime you know adult swim and whatever else might be on if i get time for tv. FX and usa are two of my favorite channels though

Books:

horror or action and sci fi .li also like the bible i am a religious person so you know. i like mangas too but not sure if those count since they're graphic novelsbut i like them ok so.................... BACK OFF

Heroes:

My father first and foremost...if there was anyone who was so strong and driven it would be him. hes the kindest yet firmest person i have ever known. i know i can only strive to be as increadible of a person as he is and i will fullfill my life as best possible so he can proudly call me his son..bruce lee, steve irwin, nelson foster and his family,zach cooper and his family,my friensd i call part of family, mother and sister, my teachers and mentors richard becker and arleane rotter, joel mooney, barry stavroe, chris weaks, debbie edge

My Blog

this is to part deux

i borrowed this from a wise wise friend of mine with a very kind and understanding heart she wont give herself credit forthis is to pushing on the splintered walls of the world, trying to break free.t...
Posted by Crash on Sat, 03 May 2008 08:29:00 PST

thoughts

through the death of a longtime friend ive found something. because of what he taught me. im a new man and life is hard money is tight, i got no money in my pockets and a hole in my blue jeans. but th...
Posted by Crash on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 10:49:00 PST

ill get enough sleep when im dead...

i realized it....why i cant remember things the way i used to....why im always so sleepy.....why what seems like just yesterday happened today and not years ago...why the love for and the sorrow of in...
Posted by Crash on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 09:41:00 PST

frustration

i dont know i really dont know and i think thats what frustrates me most lol. people naturally withdrawl when in pain so no one else can hurt them and i dont know why cuz there are many kinds of pain ...
Posted by Crash on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 06:16:00 PST

yeah

im stronger than he is i just didnt realize it hahaha funny mindtricks really can fuck you up haha easy come easy go i guess
Posted by Crash on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 09:20:00 PST

its been a full year

its been a full year since he left.....it had just dawned on me....and i......i havent moved.....i havent fucking gone ANYWHERE!!!!! the bastard crippled me he actually fucking cripled me so much that...
Posted by Crash on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 06:34:00 PST

texas

Instructions for NEW Texans: 1. Save all manner of bacon grease. You will be instructed later how to use it. 2. Just because you can drive on snow and ice does not mean we can. Stay home the two days ...
Posted by Crash on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 02:08:00 PST

been awhile

since i last wrote somethin well life is fuckin funny as all ya know. you think about how miserable you are one day and its already a new one before you know it. i think the best thing ive learned in ...
Posted by Crash on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 08:26:00 PST

fuck this

hey this isnt really a blog but a message to the little piece of hosre shit that told my father im fucking suicidal so if you are reading this.....FUCK YOU ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!! GET A CLUE HALF MY FUCKIN B...
Posted by Crash on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 06:41:00 PST

uncertainty is a bitch

im bored....you know what i mean like im bored life is boring....i havent done anything eventful in awhile. well work is fun lots of fun actually. but i need to get out more. lookin forward to the nex...
Posted by Crash on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 08:36:00 PST