BwhatullBillBme - ProfilesArchive

About Me

....love isn't over when the sheets are stained in my head there remains so much left to be said make me laugh, make me cry, enrage me but just don't try to disengage me...----nothing matters more than my true family. --never cease to love like there's no tomorrow...because there just may be no tomorrow.

My Interests

anything concerning the outdoors, friends and laughter.

I'd like to meet:

someone who could pay off my debt so that my life can get a jump start.

Music:

i have a new found love-- the xm radio in my new car..i may still be without my STERN but aaahhhhh the doors that have been opened.he said ani, you've gotten tough 'cause my tone was curt yeah, and when i'm approached in a dark alley i don't lift my skirt in this city self-preservation is a full time occupation i'm determined to survive on these shores i don't avert my eyes anymore in a man's world i am a woman by birth and after nineteen times around i have found they will stop at nothing once they know what you are worth talk to me now i played the powerless in too many dark scenes and i was blessed with a birth and a death and i guess i just want some say in between don't you understand in the day to day in the face to face i have to act just as strong as i can just to preserve a place where i can be who i am so if you still know how talk to me now

Movies:

a bronx tale, goodfellas, perfume....

Television:

lword,weeds,law&orderSVU,familyguy,prisonbreak,HGTV,ilov eny,shotatlove,

Books:

tuesdays with morrie, 5 people u meet in heaven, one more day --all by mitch albom i'm not myself these days

Heroes:

my mom and my nonie

My Blog

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i wish someone would love me forever.. i'm lonely.
Posted by BwhatullBillBme on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 05:29:00 PST

horrible day.

there's beauty that lies inside..or maybe theres lies inside the beauty...the head will tell you one thing..but the heart pounds telling you another..if the planets would just align and the stars burn...
Posted by BwhatullBillBme on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 05:26:00 PST

BAAA HUMBUG!!!!

its just one of those fuckin shitty days, ya know?...you'd think being less than a wk b4 xmas that i'd be spreading the xmas queer in me all over! alas, that is not the fuckin case this year...typical...
Posted by BwhatullBillBme on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 10:40:00 PST

FYI

just wanted to get u all up to speed on a couple things... FIRST OFF FOR THOSE THAT DON'T KNOW I PASSED MY REAL ESTATE LICENSING EXAM!!! YAYYYYY!!! so hopefully there will be a major career change soo...
Posted by BwhatullBillBme on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 07:38:00 PST

memories

ur rite, my friend..the difference is believing. i just dont know what to believe in...or what i already believe to be true...maybe someday...i'll wake up in the dream...miss u brother, wish we could ...
Posted by BwhatullBillBme on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 07:35:00 PST

pissed

who gets a fuckin 950 dollar cell phone bill?????? i do that's who....i'm so fuckin pissed today...for so many reasons....i want sum cheering up....but dont even wanna look at anyone.....uhhhhhhh....o...
Posted by BwhatullBillBme on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 10:40:00 PST

mixed feelings...

sigh...ya know most days i can't fucking wait! to quit this crazy fuckin job, long hours, travellin ALLLLLL the time, missing my life at home, without any fuckin recognition for busting ur fuckin ass!...
Posted by BwhatullBillBme on Tue, 15 May 2007 12:35:00 PST

exhaustion

i can barely type im so tired. but my mind will not stop, i think..i don't know what i think othre than i think i'm goin crazy, literally. i wish i could just slow down and breathe. is it cu...
Posted by BwhatullBillBme on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 08:26:00 PST

life

So many things are beginning to change in my life rite now, some for the better some yet to be determined, but changing none the less. With so much happening im left feeling numb, like i'm stuck ...
Posted by BwhatullBillBme on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 04:10:00 PST

WTF???

what the hell is that emoticon in front of my mood in the previous blog?? a wink??contemplative doesn't necessarily mean anything which would require a wink. haha it just means that i'm thinking about...
Posted by BwhatullBillBme on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 03:29:00 PST