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lana.

Life is not a struggle. Life is a wiggle.

About Me



My name is Lana.
The number of people I love
outweighs the number of people who love me
by a ratio of about 5:1.

I have a lot of problems. I ignore them.
I don't know what I want, or what's good for me.
I'm in love with all of my friends.

My eyes are green, my lips are small
My hair is curly, I sometimes straighten it.
My stomach sticks out too far, my breasts are medium.
I have two spots on my right buttock
my toenails are awkward.

I dislike most "Big-shot play on a sports team wears nice clothes" kids.
It's nothing personal.
I just don't like you.

I love music.
I talk to much.
I'm a bitch.
I'm very romantic.

I get too attached.
-L.

You're in a special place in my heart: Nobody's replacing you.

My Interests

I dislike most girls I meet. I'd probably be a full on lesbian if girls were nicer people, but we're not.

Music:

The Beatles
Beach Boys
Beastie Boys
Blink 182
Blondie
Bloodhound Gang
Bob Marley
Cake
Cassie Steele
Christina Aguilera
Coldplay
Daft Punk
Dan Le Sac vs. Scroobius Pip
Death Cab For Cutie
The Distillers
Evanescence
Eyedea & Abilities
Fiona Apple
Fountains of Wayne
From First to Last
Frou Frou
Goot
Gorillaz
Guns n' Roses
Green Day
Gym Class Heroes
HorrorPops
House Of Pain
Imogen Heap
Jack Johnson
Jason Mraz
Joe Cocker
Johnny Cash
Kanye West
Kate Nash
KC and the Sunshine Band
The Killers
Kool And The Gang
Lemon Demon
Marilyn Manson
M.I.A
Modest Mouse
The Moldy Peaches
Nirvana
No Doubt
Outkast
Patty Griffin
The Postal Service
Queen
Radiohead
Rage Against The Machine
Ramones
Red Hot Chili Peppers
The Shins
Sia
The Smiths
Snoop Dogg
Stephen Lynch
Sublime
System Of A Down
Velvet Underground
Violent Femmes
Weezer
Wolf Mother
The White Stripes
Yeah Yeah Yeahs

My Blog

Brain Freeze

Such an empty soul your hands feel eerily cold you have such beautiful eyes like tornado skies. You kiss me andit's a routine You don't tell me how you feelsometimes I feel I'm in between you and you...
Posted by lana. on Sat, 11 Oct 2008 11:47:00 PST

Cutting the Cord

Barely UnderstandableGoosebumps that you have madeare turned to Braille As we're hiding behind the veil.You can't see itso it's not realWe're still in schoolso we don't feelThe love that manifests in...
Posted by lana. on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 09:31:00 PST

You seem to be.

You are my sunshine on tightly packed snowcreating an image of a starry skyupon the ground I freezemy toes inside.You remind me of that seafoam and gray that blends with the clouds when the rainstart...
Posted by lana. on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 05:56:00 PST

The Four of Us, in the Cold.

Tears swelled in my eyes when I felt your body very close to minebecause well actually I don't know whysuch a happy thing would make mecryWhen you said the things I never understood at the time andyo...
Posted by lana. on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 07:29:00 PST

Suffocated through blue and green.

Train track s split in two paths Tears disgu ised as sarca stic laugh s I see you and I fight the tears with passi onate stren gthIt will forev er be hard to let go.You are perfe ctYou are lovel ...
Posted by lana. on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 07:27:00 PST

A list of my secrets.

1. Sometimes there isn't anything in my box at all, but I pretend there is. 2. I don't know how I feel about my body. 3. Sometimes I wish I was a boy just so I could make a girl happier a little bit e...
Posted by lana. on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 08:33:00 PST

You never shut up about your dog.

Do you want the truth?I don't think you're the kind of boy I'd ever be attracted toI used to be unhappybut now I'm just insaneI didn't know I wanted you until you fell from the starswe stood on your ...
Posted by lana. on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 04:02:00 PST

I make it all up as I go along

I played with the piano that sits unwelcome against a window"You're pretty good at that." My father says,and I was just making it up as I went alongas I dreamedI pondered the point you attempted to m...
Posted by lana. on Sat, 16 Aug 2008 10:52:00 PST

That’s your choice.

You said you'd always wait for meyet you run away from my callsyou promised to always wipe away my tears well I have yet to open up for you. He's smaller and better Sweeter and kinderwith a cleaner f...
Posted by lana. on Sat, 09 Aug 2008 09:15:00 PST

the definition of love.

something I wrote a few minutes ago:When you love someone, you choose to let yourself become completely vulnerable. You take down your guard, and everything that protects you.And even when they have a...
Posted by lana. on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 10:53:00 PST