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love layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotCommentsI FINALLY FOUND THAT SOMEONE WHO MAKES ME HAPPY WHO COMPLETES ME AND I CAN BE ME WITHOUT CHANGING WHO I AM...FOR A YEAR I WAS LIVING MY LIFE FOR ALL THE WRONG REASONS AND BEING SOMEONE WHO I REALLY AM NOT I CHANGED TO SOMEONE I DONT EVEN KNOW FOR ALL THE WRONG REASONS ...IN THE PAST FEW YEARS I HAVE BEEN THROUGH ALOT UPS,DOWNS,GOOD,AND YES THE BAD.. I HAVE GROWN ALOT AND LEARNED ALOT.. I KNOW NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY TO MAKE SOMETHING WORK IT TAKES TWO TRYING TO MAKE IT WORK NO MATTER HOW MANY EXCUSSES,LIES OR TEARS OR FIGHTS NOTHING CAN MAKE YOU OR THE OTHER PERSON WANT TO MAKE IT WORK. SO I HAVE LEARNED THAT ALL I CAN DO IS THANK THIS PERSON FOR SHOWING ME THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENES FOR A REASON...IT WAS A LESSON LEARENED..IT DOES GET BETTER..... IM A STRONGER PERSON BECAUSE OF ALL THIS.. WHEN U HIT ROCK BOTTOM THE ONLY THING U CAN DO IS START OVER AT THE TOP.... IM THERE AND LOVING IT...NEVER LOOKING BACK.......AND I DO BELIEVE THAT IF I DIDNT GO THROUGH ALL OF THAT I WOULD NOT HAVE MET THIS WONDERFUL MAN WHO LOVES ME AND MY SON WITH ALL HIS HEART AND ITS NOT FAKE OR LIES ITS REAL..THE BEST PART IS MY MOTHER WHO IS MY BEST FRIEND AND THE OTHER PART OF MY FAMILY LOVE HIM AND THAT MEANS ALOT TO ME..... I HAVE ALSO LEARNED THAT MYSPACE IS THAT MYSPACE AND THAT ITS NOT REAL LIFE JUST SOME FAKE ASS SHIT TALKING PLACE WITH PEOPLE WHO HIDE BEHIND THERE COMPUTERS INSTEAD OF BEING REAL AND WHO THEY ARE ... WITH NOTHING BETTER TO DO ... LIFE IS LIFE AND ITS BETTER TO HAVE LOVED WITH ALL YOUR HEART THEN TO BE HEARTLESS...........I HAVE A 2 YR OLD SON....WHO IS MY WORLD.... I ALSO RUNNING MY OWN COMPANY SO I STAY REALLY BUSY BETWEEN THE TWO OF THOSE THINGS.MY SON AND MY FAMILY ARE MY WORLD I LOVE GOING TO DINNER AND TO MOVIES AND TRAVELING TO DIFFERENT STATES WITH THE WHOLE FAMILY ...GRANDMA,AUNT KELLY,SHAWN AND CAYLEN OR WHAT JORDAN CALLS THEM KEL AND DONK DONK WE TRAVEL ALOT WE ARE LUCKY TO BE ABLE TO DO THAT. I AM STILL THE SAME OLD AMANDA IM A BRAT AND SPOILED SO I HAVE BEEN TOLD BUT I THINK MY SON IS EVEN MORE SPOILED THEN I COULD EVER IMAGINE LOL... BUT I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART AND WILL FIGHT TELL THE END FOR WHAT I OR WHO I BELIEVE IN....... YOU DONT WANNA GET ON MY BAD SIDE I DONT FIGHT VERY FAIR I TEND TO FIGHT DIRTY AND OPEN MY MOUTH BEFORE I THINK LOL SORRY IT HAPPENS....