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About Me

I'm sometimes high strung, I'm sometimes easy going, I'm sometimes a bitch, I'm sometimes fun loving, I'm sometimes loving and caring, I'm sometimes vengeful, I'm sometimes serious, I'm sometimes not......I'm NEVER boring.I am wandering on a new path of self-discovery. After 12 years of doing the same shit over and over, I've made some drastic changes. After 12 years of the same career, same life of sex, drugs, and party after party, I'm re-inventing myself. I still stumble, I still fall, what I don't do anymore is stagger and stay up all night, and fight the process of change. Instead I am one with the flow. I embody the Tao (j/k, soooo into Buddhism these days) :-).So if you wanna get to know me, and my journey, feel free to hit me up. I'm sometimes a friendly guy. :-)

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone who is cute, preferably taller than I (which isn't hard), someone who is fun, someone who is comfortable with themselves, someone who doesn't take life so seriously, cause remember, its only life afterall.

My Blog

The Halfway House

My life should be written in a Tragedramedy form. I started my experience in a halfway house yesterday. Im on hold for seven days before Im allowed out to do anything. Im going to go absolutely ins...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Oct 2008 14:21:00 GMT

Moving on to Phase II

Phase 2 of a new life in the Cracked Out Chronicles of a Former Meth Junkie begins tomorrow. I am moving into Juel Fairbanks, a halfway house. Its amazing how much love and support I still have to g...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 09:07:00 GMT

Going Thru the Motions.

Still in rehab until the 30th when I will then move into a halfway house.Kinda funny, Im 30 and while friends are buysing houses I am moving into a halfway house. ugh-Sent from my Helio.
Posted by on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 12:05:00 GMT

A Diary Entry in the Life of a Former Meth Junkie

The needle goes in, ahh, relieved, pull the plunger back, blood fills the syringe, direct hit, push the plunger in and all the pain and sadness disappears into a block hole. Clothes come off, ma...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 18:03:00 GMT

Here She Goes Again..............

If someone wants to know what meth does to a person ask me, I will be the first to tell you to stay away from it and what it takes from you. It takes your soul, your money, your family, friends, job,...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Aug 2008 05:16:00 GMT

Another Year Older - Maybe Not Wiser - Definitely Older

In 6 days exactly I turn 30. Wow. 30. To be honest with you, I didn't plan or think I would live this long. Not with my rockstar partying lifestyle the past 30 years.&nbs...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 16:24:00 GMT

My Advice On Life and the Gay Scene as a Reply to my friend Chris’s Blog

Chris. You've known me for what 10 years now? How many times have I thrown myself into rehab telling myself, I am too old for this and enough is enough. 5 times to be exact. I'...
Posted by on Fri, 16 May 2008 20:39:00 GMT

Give Me Some Love

By James Blunt Me and my guitar play my wayIt makes them frownThe little pieces by the highwayBring me downMine is not a heart of a stoneI am only skin and boneThoese little pieces are little piece...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 15:04:00 GMT

Life is Ok - Part 1

So I’m finding that life is ok lately. I’ve been keeping myself busy with work, doctors appointments, and volunteering. I spent Easter with a friend at his apartment. Whi...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 08:10:00 GMT

Everyone Needs a Little Beautiful Chaos in Their Life....

I’m in one of those moods tonight. :-)I dedicate this song to the Beautiful Chaos in my life.......... :-)I Belong To You (Il Ritmo Della Passione) by AnastaciaAdesso no, non voglio più difender...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 17:51:00 GMT