The Illicist [390] - ProfilesArchive

About Me

Killin' em softly what it cost me it lost me in it's intricacy the intimacy of the emcee and the M-I-C to some it seems to me needs to be explained plainly speak what you can't see you ain't me and you can't be why be what you ain't listen as I paint the truth like a saint see so you can see and not be blinded like me open your mind and view the design in time maybe you can take the time to climb and read the signs take control of the lines and shine instead of being left behind buried in your own crimes against yourself and excell and rebel against the rail before the ringing of the bell when class is over and it's time to crossover meet Jehovah you can look Him in the eyes and say I Was A Soldier...http://journals.aol.com/bdashrock187/InsanitiesofA MisunderstoodMind/ My AOL Journal! Everything on it for the past few months you can also find here on my MySpace Blog. Go back further and you might get to know me better.

My Interests

MUSIC... Freestyling, women, fast cars, clothing, books, chillin' out with my friends.

I'd like to meet:

Good friends, good connections, and God.

Music:

Jimi Hendrix, The Doors, Lynard Skynard, Tupac, Notorious B.I.G, Haystak, Bubba Sparxxx, Outkast, Eminem, Obie Trice, D12, Dr. Dre (Old School), Snoop Dogg (basically just Doggystyle, and any song he's featured on), Bone Thugs, Whodini, Run-Dmc, Goodie Mobb, Wu Tang Clan (especially Method Man), Mariah Carey, Stained, Creed (yes I know...), Collective Soul( a little), Tom Petty, Bob Marley, Marvin Gaye, DMX, Nas, Jay-Z, Mobb Deep, Ludacris, 3 6 Mafia, 50 Cent (first album only), Akon, Young Jeezy (some), Dirty, Alice In Chains, Guns 'n Roses (because my Uncle used to love 'em), Evanecence, Linkin Park, The Offspring, FunkMaster Flex mixtapes, DJ Kay Slay Mixtapes, Mo Thugs Family, Naughty by Nature, N.W.A., Eazy-E, Graveyard Shift, UGK, and a lot of underground hip-hop.

Movies:

Scarface, Goodfellas, Underworld, Blade Trilogy, both Star Wars trilogies, The Doors, Man On Fire, Half-Baked, Training Day, The Butterfly Effect, Scream Trilogy, Halloween I, II, H20 and Resurrection, Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Aqua Teen Hunger Force seasons 1-4, any of the James Bond films Sean Connery played in, Entrapment, First Knight, Without A Paddle, Hustle & Flow, 8 Mile, X-Men 1 and 2, House Of 1000 Corpses, The Devil's Rejects, Dead Presidents, Menace II Society, Don't Be A Menace To South Central While You Drinkin' Ya Gin And Juice In The Hood, Tales From The Hood, The Aviator, Dragon Ball, Dragon Ball Z, and Dragon Ball GT (I like Anime, gimme a break), Stir of Echoes, Armageddon, Space Balls, Kiss The Girls, Along Came A Spider, Sin City, Dumb & Dumber, The Haunting, Lilo & Stitch (how can you not like Stitch?), Godfather trilogy, and that's all for now that I can think of...

Television:

Aqua Teen Hunger Force, The Boondocks, Inuyasha, Ghost In The Shell, Ghost In The Shell: Stand Alone Complex, Dragon Ball, Dragon Ball Z, Dragon Ball GT, MTV's Crips, Room Raiders, Next, Made, One Tree Hill, 7th Heaven, What I Like About You, Charmed, Wilin' Out, MXC, CSI, CSI: Miami, Smallville, Supernatural, According to Jim, Desperate Housewives, Seinfield, The first episode of every season of American Idol (gotta love the crazy people, I am one after all), Crank Yankers, South Park, Reno 911.

Books:

The Gunslinger, The Drawing of the Three, The Wastelands, Wizard and Glass, Wolves of the Calla, Song of Susannah, The Dark Tower(all by Stephen King)(Dark Tower I-VII Respectively) Rose Madder, Insomnia, The Regulators, Desperation, Skeleton Crew, Everything's Eventual, Nightmares and Dreamscapes, Four Past Midnight (all by Stephen King, can you tell I'm a fan?) Tick Tock, Dark Rivers of the Heart, Lightning, The Watchers, The Eyes of Darkness, False Memory, The Key to Midnight, Hideaway, The Servants of Twilight, Midnight, Strangers, Whispers (all by Dean Koontz), 'Salem's Lot, The Stand, The Talisman, It, Needful Things, Bag of Bones, Black House, From A Buick 8, Thinner (all those also by Stephen King), Taliesin, Merlin, Arthur, Pendragon, Grail (known as "The Pendradon Cycle" by Stephen R. Lawhead) The Paradise War, The Silver Hand, The Endless Knot (Song of Albion Trilogy by Stephen R. Lawhead)and last but NOT least... Sun Tzu's The Art of War.

Heroes:

Is there really a such thing?

My Blog

Chew This

Chew This Get the fuck backgimme the microphoneI told you I was comin'and now it's onyou said you gonna get mewell what you waitin' oncuz now I'm hereI thought it's what you wantthis is big boy...
Posted by The Illicist [390] on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 11:12:00 PST

Plot My Demise

Plot My Demise I remembera timewhen I was convincedyou was one of minein my mind I still find it hard to believe I was ever so blindbut you was ever one to try to hide and denyinfiltrate and co...
Posted by The Illicist [390] on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 04:42:00 PST

The Cowardly Deserter

The Cowardly Deserter You been a loud mouthfor a little too longand you used to be my homienow I wanna see you goneused to be my partnernow I wanna see you dieand you such a coward you can’t loo...
Posted by The Illicist [390] on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 07:31:00 PST

Poetry: Missing (Chasing My Tail)

Missing (Chasing My Tail) It’s only melonely I seeonly myselfwhat am I supposed to be?if not what I amI don’t understandI thought I did everythingyou wanted andmuch morebut you shut...
Posted by The Illicist [390] on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 04:12:00 PST

My Brothers

My Brothers To my brothersthe ones who’ve always had my backthe ones who held me downwhen everyone held me backthe ones who kept me calmwhen I was tickin’ like a bombthe reason I&rs...
Posted by The Illicist [390] on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 05:39:00 PST

Lyrical Blows

Lyrical Blows Release my rageon a pageand maybe I say too muchlet it outopen my mouththey'll have to tape it shutthese people who are theythey take too muchignorant of the truthso the make it u...
Posted by The Illicist [390] on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 10:42:00 PST

The Last Tear

The Last Tear The last to sleepmy body's exhaustedbut my mind's outlasting mewon't let my memories of youmaster mea tragedyme losin' controlyou probably glad to seethis ain't the wayit had to b...
Posted by The Illicist [390] on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 09:59:00 PST

Releasing Anger

Releasing Anger My heart's desirethe pen and padthe lighterthat starts the firein my mindrisin' higherto another plane of thoughtanother level I soughtthe pain has boughtfrom the ch...
Posted by The Illicist [390] on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 01:31:00 PST

Home

Home Emmersed in the beatI'm hurtin' to releasemedicine for the diseaseit's curin' methis sicknessI spit wit the quicknessthe wit I spit withis giftedsifted through thoughtsnone boughtonly trut...
Posted by The Illicist [390] on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 04:30:00 PST

If I Died Tonight (My Very Best Ever)

If I Died Tonight Chorus: If I died tonightwould God accept me?would my people mourn me?would my enemies disrespect me? If I died tonight would anybody miss me?would I feel the pain?would it be over q...
Posted by The Illicist [390] on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 08:16:00 PST