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About Me

I love God and play music. I am striving everyday to be like my maker. My fears in life are spiders,clowns, not having someone to love, and the Mr. Belvidere Theme Song.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

My brother that passed away. I am pretty sure if he was alive still, he would rock.

My Blog

My Quest to the Top of The Apple Tree

It's so easy to fall. I was talking to a friend yesterday and she was telling me the story of a man that everyone adored. The dream guy that the girls wanted and all the parents wanted their daughters...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 06:16:00 GMT

Another shot of Blue and a Choo-Choo Shoe.

Got a call the other day from my cousin telling me my grandpa wasn't doing well. I proceeded with optimism as usual because I am not a worrier. I normally think about it and throw up a prayer and go a...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 14:12:00 GMT

Echoes of the Mute

I need something to pass the time while my Black Powder kicks in, so until then, here is my B-Log.A lot has happened in the past 6 months. New thoughts, new goals, and new progress. I started a fitnes...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 17:24:00 GMT

When the Devil’s arms are tired

God has been revealing more and more to me lately. Some disappointing news, some amazing news. Then again, to God it's never news. But, God is faithful, and he does answer our prayers. Some are very d...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 19:39:00 GMT

Square one is a dangerous place to be.

So, I have been doing a lot of thinking about being complacent, and how sometimes it seems to be a safe place to be. But the more I pray for God to stretch me, I am now convinced that it isn't. I neve...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 22:49:00 GMT

Home Sweet Hell

 I now live in New Lenox. I am living with my parents until me and Jon's house is ready. It is nice to save money, but it sucks to be under the guise of your parents. I have freedom, but th...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 17:23:00 GMT

Winter of Our Discontent

Whisper in your ear from behind youonly To tell you that I am the happiest man aliveA feeling that only you can bring to meMy arms wrapped around your waist, protecting you from all harmIf this is a l...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 17:31:00 GMT

We As Fools Really Do Try

I guess I try too hard to be noticedmaybe its my insecuritiesBut I see nothing but beautywhenever I look at youCall me cliche but I mean itMaybe I am a jester without a causePerhaps a laugh or twoSee ...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 15:50:00 GMT

Excess is Best

I had a very weird dream last night that my dad embalmed me while I was barely alive. I was conscious still, but it was really weird. I have been doing a lot of searching for meaning in my life. I rea...
Posted by on Sat, 27 May 2006 08:51:00 GMT

Less Room for Error

Life has been throwing a lot of curve balls at me as of late. I kinda wish I was dead right now. I know that sounds emo, and cliche, but I am serious. I have hurt so many people over the years and I c...
Posted by on Tue, 16 May 2006 15:11:00 GMT