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.T.h.i.s. .I.s. .M.y. .S.t.o.r.y.
The name? The name is Tin-Tin
I entered this world like a fucking hurricane at about 8pm on May 29th 1988
I was born with blue eyes, blonde hair and a heart condition
They didn't find the condition till late on
And they never gave me a replacement valve
I have two older brothers
They are both chavs
They used to beat me up everyday
Once upon a time
I was held by my ankles and dropped
It HURT
One of my brothers had a drug problem
I watched my dad pin him to the ground
He paralyzed a teacher
He went to prison
when I was about 5
I electricuted my forehead on a fence
I still couldnt reach the apple I dropped tho
We used to travel alot
Once
We went to denmark
I fell off a cliff
I missed the water and hit rocks
I didn't break anything
But I cut my leg open
From my knee to my ankle
That hurt too
The last Major accident
Would be the tent exploding
No picture this time cos its too graphic
But a tent exploded on holiday once
and inside was a whole family
mum dad and kids
I saw it happen
Then I saw the family standing there
With skin hanging off
and the tent melted to them
PLEASE dont flash lighters in my face
I get flashbacks
Then my dad cheated on my mum
For 4 years
One day
He never came home from work
We got a call late at night
He was never coming home again
3 years later
He married the other woman
Without all my family probelms
Theres only one thing left
That has constantly screwed me up
My love life
Girls seem to enjoy
Hurting me
The problem I have with that?
I don't enjoy it
I Never got as far as suicide
But it has crossed my mind
Several times
BUT
Even
with
The Heart
The Hurt
and The Pain
Im Still Vegan
Im still un-broken
Im still Alive
I still play sports
and
I still play guitar
and live for music
Everyday of my Life
The day I die?
That was 18 years ago
This is a poem called : You Lie
Go out kissing the gun barrel
Licking the smoke from the air and dressing your wounds with dust
Is this lifes meaning?
To show the pain and regret
The torture of the light on the shadows
The depth of the oceans show no respect to the shallows of the mind
And feeling fine?
Whats fine when your done and the bloods on the wall
And the beating of the heart gives up for the soul
When true meaning shows no fear
Hate and love?
It's just an emotion of your past
Before you were born
Before you even cared
People already despised your life on this cold blue and green sphere
Earth and fire?
They come hand in hand
No they don't
YOU LIAR
Fire came first and earth tried to conspire
No wonder all the animals are consumed by desire
Top to bottom
We think how we like
We poke and pre-judge
Like a creature from the deep
We sniff blood and we jump we see teeth and we run
And when we hide do you think that we're done?
No we run and we hide and smurk when we lied
But the blood is much darker than the blood we first drank
So we go for more
Taken over by power
As we eat at the raw on those that cower
And when we go to the fight
And we're ready to smite
Do we blow kisses to the gunmen
Or shoot holes in there might?
Blow the smoke and hope they choke
Pass the torch with the blame and a note with no name
Leave life for the ones
Who were born with good luck
Pass death to those who were born as the duck
Everyday when they wake
They stare into that barrel
And wish it would blow before the mind sets like an arrow
To this day and forth
Let the world know its losing
The toxins prodced leave the sky and there oozing
We eat dead meat with disease and decay
And say it tastes great as we eat no delay
And all that is left
Is the way that we date
We screw one another like where washing a plate
No pride in our passion
No passion in our hate
We call it sex and we waste it away
We go out on friday with the meaning to play
And to think that one time
In our short history
It was once called making love
Left for those u obey
And that is our lives
In one short glance
Filled with words and phrases that mean nothing to our past
I won't go out screaming
And I wont try to fight
Just remember your screwing up
We're the ones flying the kite.