~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~SCREAMING~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Looking for something that isn't thereCrying out, desperate for hope..Holding..CryingLaughing, it's all a gameNothing real, nothing sincereCrying so hardRunning so farBut where? Without hope, all roads are lostWithout love nothing existsIt's time to stop tryingTime to let goSurrender, such a harsh word. It cuts to the bone, tearing off every ounce of flesh.What if I run. I've thought I've found it before...I can do it again.................................LiesToo many. What is truth.What is real?How will I knowHow can I hearIts foreignIt's hardSeemingly Nonsense.....But so sincere........That must be itI see it now.Darkness creepingCrawling...........drawing closer, but there it is...a little light....A dot of hope.Bigger, getting bigger, a cross...there it is...shining ever brightly....Teach me...I can't do it alone......show me......for this world has grown cold.Its hurt meWounded me more than I knowMore than I want to admit.....It hurts.....there must be more....there has to be....If not I might as well stopEnding all misery.All pain would be gone, but where would be my life? It would be hopeless....it would be lost.a waste of life....I hate waste, nothing should be wasted...nothing should be broken........But I must break.....Break me God, if your real!Show meProve yourselfI can't take itScreaming,Desperate,Yelling,No one hears, they all think it's a game.Desperate for attention....?STARVING!Hungry for something I know not....Desperate to see something I've never seen.It must be thereThe only hint of light in the darkness...But I've seen flashes before, but then they fade.This one remains the same...Flickering?No.Remaining constantThat must be it...the cross~~~~~~~By your's truely~~~~~The most important thing in my life is Jesus Christ. He means absolutely everything. Next is my amazing boyfriend Isaac.
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