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.paula.

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me

what to say what to say...ah yes, so.. my name's paula..ima taurus..yada yada yada.. i graduated with a b.a. in psych.. doin the grad thing at adelphi, in the msw program.. anyways.. hmm.. i'm pierced, i'm tattooed... i'm all about trust and honesty.. i wear my heart out on my sleeve for sure, but i can't help it.. ima dork like that.. somehow i got it in my head that love overrides everything else in this life, and i crave for it. the things that keep me going though are my family, my friends, music, writing, klonopin, my dog, and my cat.

My Interests

music, movies, bars, grrls, gina gershon, karina lombard, kate beckinsale, penelope cruz, monet paintings, animals, stars, traveling, nature, hiking, the mountains, spontaneous road trips, the islanders, the mets, tattoos, piercings, reading, writing, poetry, driving, cuddling, my friends, 420, the beach, xbox360, computers

I'd like to meet:

grrls are always good.. anyone with some intellect.. someone who is interesting.. and is as corny and idealistic as i am..Get this widget!

Music:

ani difranco, sarah mclachlan, tegan and sara, holly mcnarland, all american rejects, hawthorne heights, tatu, jem, taking back sunday, a.f.i., michelle branch, the cure, muse, o.l.p., the murmurs, mb20, nelly furtado, evanescence, lydia, brand new, the spill canvas, tori amos, melissa etheridge, madonna, frou frou, garbage, acceptance, placebo, something corporate, panic! at the disco, gavin mikhail, gavin degraw, maroon 5, the fray, justin timberlake, timbaland, the wreckers, paramore, flyleaf, metro station ...and the list goes on...

Movies:

bound, foxfire, hackers, high art, lost and delirious, requiem for a dream, mulholland drive, vanilla sky, stardust, the matrix movies, a clockwork orange, underworld, ice age, rat race, abbott and costello, the final destination movies, the saw movies, imagine me and you, tristan and isolde, the illusionist, walk the line, what dreams may come, the machinist, the ultimate gift, gladiator, wristcutters: a love story, alvin and the chipmunks ..ah there's so many i can't think of

Television:

the l word, queer as folk, six feet under, dead like me, buffy the vampire slayer, popular, carnivale, lost, battlestar galactica, smallville, the amazing race, family guy, futurama, curb your enthusiasm, nip/tuck, heroes ..

Books:

1984, brave new world, the davinci code, anthem ..hmm what else.. i love shakespeare, tryin to read some tolstoy..

Heroes:

.I have no heroes."My dreams are a cruel joke. They taunt me. Even in my dreams I'm an idiot... who knows he's about to wake up to reality. If I could only avoid sleep. But I can't. I try to tell myself what to dream. I try to dream that I am flying. Something free. It never works..."

My Blog

1 year minus 3 days

so here's my deal at the moment...alrighty so lemme set the background for why im thinkin about what im thinkin about...tomorrow's the one year memorial for my gramma..but its not the actual day cause...
Posted by .paula. on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 07:29:00 PST

fireworks and darkness

no clue where i came up with that subject its kinda cheesy but i heard the fireworks show from my window and suddenly realized that as people are out there celebrating, getting drunk, whatever havin a...
Posted by .paula. on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 07:09:00 PST

i have no fukkin idea what my subject is..life, love, loss, death..fukkkkkkkkk youuuuuuuuuuuuuu

so my gramma's dead.  we were all there with her for these passed few days..but who even knows if she knew we were there.  they took her off sedation and she just never fukkin woke up. ...
Posted by .paula. on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 03:40:00 PST

october 16th...

so i'm sitting here smoking a bowl as usual around this time of night..i tell myself it'll help me sleep..but it doesnt really, nothing does.  it's one month since i've been back home.  well...
Posted by .paula. on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 10:06:00 PST

personality test

My Personality Neuroticism 75 Extraversion 29 Openness To Experience 77 Agreeableness 74 Conscientiousness 66 Test Yourself Compare Yourself View Full ReportFind y...
Posted by .paula. on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 08:02:00 PST

september's finally over...

'wake me up when september ends' bah i fukkin hate that song.  k so ima rant a bit because hmmm its my page and im allowed to.  so its funny how a day, a week, a month, can start out so grea...
Posted by .paula. on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 11:50:00 PST

september 16th..

so i was thinking today about shit and trying to make sense of it all..of course i came up with nothing but i did come up with some random connections that probably mean nothing to anyone but me but w...
Posted by .paula. on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 01:17:00 PST

fukkity fukk

wtf is my problem seriously..i cant fukkin sleep ever anymore..
Posted by .paula. on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 03:16:00 PST

hmmmm

so i finally customized my damn blog page..heh and got a pic (as crappy as it may be)...wooop im movin up in the world..uh yeah heh
Posted by .paula. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST