[Ghouls Gone Wild]

..
"I must have caught something in the heat of all these dances,
I'm a worm with no more chances,
and I've lost all doubt in a chemical romance,
I can't stop itching over thoughts of tarnished hope,
Kinda funny lonely feeling,
I'm not in love, you know it's not love,
Don't make it look so pretty burning./>
"& it begins like this everytime..
My heart starts reacting, my soul starts collapsing, I'm dancing in fire again
I'm burning, I'm bleeding, the parasites are breeding
It's me versus me versus them
I'm a whore, holy, loved, lonley
Murdering the others now and then
I am barren, fruitful, bored but rarely useful
A sinner seeking manic martydom
The devil may care, but I don't
No masters, no gods, no laws, no soul
I'm insignificant, I'm shiny and unique,
I'm a freak.I'm a fuckup.I'm suffering."
And you can tell from the state of my room
That they let me out too soon
And the pills that I ate came a couple years too late
And I've got issues to work through, there I go again
Pretending to be you, make-believing
That I have a soul beneath this surface
Trying to convince you, it was accidentally on purpose
And you can tell from the red in my eyes
And the bruises on my thighs, and the knots in my hair
and the bathtub full of flies that I'm not alright at all
There I go again, pretending that I'll fall
Don't call the doctors, they've seen it all before
They'll just say "Let her crash and burn, she'll learn"
The attention just encourages her
And you can tell from the full body cast
That I'm sorry that I aksed, and you did everything you could
Like any decent person would, but I might be catching so don't touch
You'll start believing you're immune to gravity and stuff
Don't get me wet, because the bandages will all come off
And you can tell from the smoke at the stake that the current state is critical
Well it is the little things, for instance:
In the time it takes to break it she can make up ten excuses
please excuse her for the day, its just the way the medication makes her..
Music
Otep
Manson
36 Crazyfists
The Used
Rob Zombie<> The Distillers
Spinnerette
Kittie
Grendel
The Dresden Dolls
Lil Kim
The Sex Pistols
Suicide City< br /> The Birthday Massacre
Tara is my homegirl ♥

I love Yum-Yum,"Fool gimme my money"
Kim will eat you
Oh Brad. What can I say. We're just insane
I really miss this motherfucker.
I've known her forever, fuck what you think.
Rhiannon- I wouldn't be the same person I am today if she wasn't in my life.I miss how we used to be, but people grow, people change. It's ok, she'll be my best friend 'til I die.
Ryan is my motherfucking homeboy
Delisha- I love her
Ser-ah, Fuck with her, I'll blow your house up.
Laura- It's not the same, and I kind of hate him for it. But I still love her.
Amy. I love this bitch, I never see her anymore. But whatever she's my nigggga<3
Luis. My favorite Peurto Rican ever.
I love Crystal, and I was totally there when this picture was taken. It was funny.
Steph is a sexy man<33
This is April, I love this girl. She's a G
This is my cousin Britney. And she's prettier then you.
Sharla. Enough Said.
This is Tanya. She's a doll.<3
My Erica. She's a "classy" ho.
Juliana Genitals. What else can I say? Bitch is amazing.
Melanie is fucking amazing
Fuck with him,I'll have to take my weave out.
Ling Ling. She's pretty amazing.
Lee is my homeboy.And no, I don't care what you think of him.
Casey, I love her. We've had some good times.Fool gimme my comments!
"There’s a highway to, to the edge yeah
Once a night you will drive yourself there
At the end of the road you will find the answer
At the end of the road you will drink abyss
I come down like a bloody rain cuts up flesh sky,
Pulse beating under, yeah
Meat petals bloom in a bone garden
Ain’t no god, no ghost gonna save you now
I sell souls at the side of the road
Would you like to take a number?"
-The Distillers