valerie

i was too engrossed on other things, i hardly know myself.. etching!! oh well, "other things" would of course include sleeping, movie and TV marathons, drinking and shopping spree, late-night coffee, celebrity blab and endless contemplations on what to wear, what to do, who's who, why him, why me and what ifs.. hay life.. good thing, these don't come out of hand else i would have gone crazy. or maybe i already am, i dunno.apathy is my number one trait. perhaps i was born with it. goodness, i was too lazy to even exercise or jog or worst, walk! but i got the gift of gab (since this doesn't require anything) and i guess my friends were right, i would always have something logical, sensible and rational thing to say on every situation. been there done that, that's why. sheesh..i hate complications though i always tend to complicate things. i'm good in holding back emotions yet i always end up bursting what's really inside me. and yes, i'm still a believer of true love, astrology and those forever chenes. that's the only consolation i get in this disillusioned humanity.woman-child is what i am. i could be partying the whole weekend and sleep the rest of the week. i could yak the whole day and sit whole night alone in deep thoughts. i feel i'm mature but i still have this penchant for hello kitty stuffs. you would see me laughing shamelessly at this moment, next thing you know, i'm not in the mood to even talk. i'm sweet if i wanted to be and i can be cold the next. he-ller!!i tend to take things as they are, i don't drift in the future nor do i dwell in the past. NR. disappointment is my greatest fear but it inevitably happens so i just go through it. charge to experience.basically i'm a happy person. i take joy in simple things, laugh at silly jokes and find satisfaction on family and friends. mababaw ang kaligayahan. and i love doing what makes me happy. even if it hurts. basta i'm happy. i couldn't care less. try me.