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Protagonist

They say of the poet and the madman we all have a little-- Sandra Cisneros

About Me



Some quick little info if you feel like reading: I like thunderstorms and rain, I dig night walks and going barefoot on cold cement. I have a passion for good books, knives, and things old fashion. I'm usually up for anything to get me out of the house. I love horror movies and whatever can give me a rush of fear like having a nightmare when I was young. I have a good range for what I like in people (friends, girls, bands, ect.). I like people who are ambivalent, there's always another way to think about what happens. I want to know people who I have a lot to talk about with, but don't feel like they have to say something all the time; comfortable silences are some of the best moments you can spend with someone. In my true nature I'm not myself. "How am I not myself?" Like you, there's a lot about me you'll never know. So if you want something amazing, come and see what you can find. You'll never if you don't, and hadn't didn't, so save should, and do and claim did.

My Interests

Whatever makes you the happiest.

Constant

Put forth from the bone for that which is known
Receive null to heart, let chance written in stone
And still it tries with all remorse, save inform
To keep ignorance as bliss, make any use loan
Gives sustained content to all cared stay one
Want but little lot
Though none come

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Finish Before Start

Now it occurred;
Appeared as cotton so soft.
Lasted but for moments;
Before the seeds became visible.
Small as they were;
Grew into weeds with roots.
Spread into life’s throat;
Stole all air to breathe.

Thoughts hindered;
Choice but to make.
Poison to rid the overgrowth;
Chance the bud never returns.

Conflict of sacrifice;
Even weeds deserve beauty;
Bliss will come if gave time.
More draining than before;
And approval not had;
All against, but moves on.

Effort fulfilled;
The cotton is pure again;
Seeds removed by sender.
Roots remain embedded;
Some push, some pull;
Exertion still not revealed.

Imprint left wanting;
Another scar where striations subsist.
Always counting;
Over all holds the worth.
Time for true attempt may be upon;
Still a question of merit.
More to be aided, endless;
Remains to try.

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I'd like to meet:

People who like the things I like.

Part of me really loves the beauty in photography.
Nature can be amazing.

Cool people and chill music make great times.
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Music:

Muse, Murder By Death,The Pixies, H.I.M., Blonde Redhead, At the Drive-In, Brand New, Bright Eyes, Coheed & Cambria, Lydia, Danzig, The Distillers, Tiger Army, Thrice, Portugal the Man, Missing Since Yesterday, Explosions in the Sky, The Smiths, Taking Back Sunday, The Smashing Pumpkins, Mikoto, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Billy Idol, The Horror Pops, ALTA mesa, Atreyu, Radiohead, The Beatles, Jimmy Eat World, Garbage, Lostprophets, A Perfect Circle, The Dust Brothers, Marilyn Manson, Korn, Adema, old Incubus, Evanescence, Deftones, Winds of Plague, Most Valuable Mono... I also enjoy the solo of the electric guitar, piano, violin, and cello.

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Just Words

Put your nails against my skin
Relentless and forever
Drag them deeply
Sink them to my core
I am but a canvas
Still I will give you my worth
Make me all you can create
I'll show you what it means to breathe
Once upon a time you found a piece to my puzzle
Even earthquakes can build mountains
Trade me your eyes for one day
I won't blink for a second
Put your teeth against my essence
Chew, swallow, repeat

Movies:

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Interview of The Vampire, Fight Club, Snatch, Fifth Element, Detroit Rock City, American History X, A Beautiful Mind, Me Myself and Irene, Pulpfiction, Reservoir Dogs, The English Patient, Queen of the Damned, Boondock Saints, 12 Monkeys, Bolw, and see if you've ever herd of this one; "Faust, Love of the Damned." I love it, it's crazy. If you know where i can get a copy, please tell me. I know there are a ton more movies I love, but i'm distracted with blank thoughts at the moment.
Winter Lake Swimming. Ice Cold 28* weather. (and there was ice)
That Girl
When I close my eyes I see a girl I've never met
Her eyes breathe air into my starving lungs
Her hair engulfs my vision and frames her beauty
She has the power to make me forget every trouble in the world
But who she is remains just out of my reach
She has been there for as long as I can remember
And every year she gets but a bit clearer
One day I will find her and I will know
When I close my eyes she will have arms wrapped around me
And when I open them once more she will be there still

Television:

The Shield, Rescue Me, The Office, 24, Farscape, The 4400, Family Guy, King of The Hill, Stargate, 7 Days, Alias, Lucky Louie, Entourage...

Books:

I love a good book.
The Davinci Code, The Perks of Being a Wallflower.
Any of Chuck Palahniuk's masterpieces--So far read: Fight Club, Choke, Survivor, Lullaby, Invisible Monsters, Diary, and Stranger Than Fiction.
My childhood favorites were Magic Tree House books. No one else has probably even heard of those.
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Heroes:

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Shiiit, celebrities be the ones who look like ME.

Well some of you were right.Haha, I got Tom Cruise twice....
Posted by Protagonist on Wed, 30 May 2007 01:20:00 PST

That Girl

When I close my eyes I see a girl I've never metHer eyes breathe air into my starving lungsHer hair engulfs my vision and frames her beautyShe has the power to make me forget every trouble I ownBut wh...
Posted by Protagonist on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 03:06:00 PST

Just words

Put your nails against my skinRelentless and foreverDrag them deeplySink them to my coreI am but a canvas Still I will give you my worthMake me all you can createI'll show you what it means to breathe...
Posted by Protagonist on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 11:01:00 PST

No Questions.

This is not for beauty, this is not for your ears to smile.I stand here to say I will never let them go,Not a god damned one of them.They will never be less to me, they will never fade or falter in my...
Posted by Protagonist on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 01:53:00 PST

Finish Before Start

  Now it occurredAppeared as cotton so soft.Lasted but for momentsBefore the seeds became visible.Small as they wereGrew into weeds with roots.Spread into life's throatStole all air to ...
Posted by Protagonist on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 06:54:00 PST

My soul mate knows not how much I love her, yet I know not her.

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Posted by Protagonist on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 02:56:00 PST

Constant

Put forth from the bone for that which is knownReceive null to heart, let chance written in stoneAnd still it tries with all remorse, save informTo keep ignorance as bliss, make any use loanGives sust...
Posted by Protagonist on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 02:58:00 PST