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Helios

What is the meaning of wisdom?

About Me

I'm strong willed, intelligent, sarcastic, wise beyond my years, sadistic if someone wrongs me, complex, playful, open minded, romantic, fun and deep. I love to think but in that lies my greatest of flaws, I think too much. lol I'm a intellectual in nature. I love philosophy. I'm very open minded with religion as long you don't try to force your beliefs on me. My personality is contradictive to itself, but I'm not hypocritical. I know myself pretty well. Anywayz I'm into rock music mostly. I can't stand country or rap. I like alot of 90's rock. I connect with it. If you're interested in getting to know me or just wanna chat, then leave me a message or add me.

My Interests

writing, poetry, having fun, good music, complex women, the zodiac, anything that makes me think. Life itself.
Buried at PhotoCasket.com gonna make lucifer my bitch one day

I'd like to meet:

I'm looking for women to date or become friends with . I'm a lil picky about the kind of women I'll date. Just to give ya a idea. I like women who are intelligent, opinionated, creative, imaginative, playful, fun, enigmatic and women know themselves. I like alot of the women in Suicide Girls. Anywayz drop a line if you're interested. Catch ya around.

Music:

Fuel, Paramore, Atreyu, Flyleaf, Marcy Playground, Smashing Pumpkins, Avenged Sevenfold, Fitch, Foo Fighters, Oasis, Simple Plan, Poison The Well, Goo Goo Dolls, Stained, Cold, Buckcherry, Kitty, Linkin Park, Audioslave, Saliva, Bullet For My Valentine, pennywise, bush, third eye blind, stone temple pilots, verve pipe, jane's addiction, dog's eye view, silverchair, candlebox, gin blossoms, soundgarden, dave matthews band, shawn colwin, buckcherry, tom cochran, pearl jam, tool, primus, smash mouth, harvey danger.

Movies:

Braveheart, Empire records, Fifth element, Underworld 1 and 2, Akira, Ninja Scroll, Dogma, Dead poet's society, Butterfly effect, The Breakfast Club, The godfather movies, Something about Mary, Ichi the Blind, Without a Paddle, Fight club, sin city and many more. Fooly Cooly rocks! lol

Books:

I like most types of books except for romance novels. I rather live a real romance instead of reading about one.

Heroes:

Anyone who thinks for themselves and stands up for what they believe in. Just be yourself. We use the word hero too loosely. Save someone's life then you're a hero. If ya play football or some sport, you're just a over paid jock mostly, not a hero. Not all jocks get over paid like football or basketball stars, but every jock wants to be over paid like the stars of their sports do.

My Blog

eharmony lol

what the hell? I had zero matches on eharmony! lol what does that tell me about about myself. I'm not normal enough for them to match me to someone else? Thats kind of depressing in a way. Out of all ...
Posted by Helios on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 02:11:00 PST

a enigma in itself

I don't understand it. I have a good deal of control over my emotions but somehow this one woman manages to stir up my emotions good and bad. It drives me nuts. I care for her so much but I think that...
Posted by Helios on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 12:11:00 PST

simple

I think that I'm gonna hide under a rock for a while and not look for any relationships until I get some stuff taken care of in my life. If someone comes around thats my type thats cool but ...
Posted by Helios on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 01:54:00 PST

lookin’ beyond

Life is so complex and painful. I've been through hell time and time again. I used to wonder if it would stop sooner or later. It won't. Thats a part of life. Good and bad things happen to ppl all tim...
Posted by Helios on Thu, 10 Jul 2008 12:24:00 PST

A new chapter begins

I was right about my mom leaving this world soon. I just didn't think it would be 4 days from my 26th birthday. A part of me died along with her. I couldn't save her from herself. I tried to bring bac...
Posted by Helios on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 01:50:00 PST

a fading light

I felt like venting a bit. I don't do it enough thats for sure. I never cared for other's sympathy or pity. Thats why I typically don't talk about things. It feels like everything I've been doing for ...
Posted by Helios on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 09:12:00 PST

a freshly broken heart

that harsh feeling of getting your heart broken always knocks me flat on my ass, but I'm getting better about getting back up. how many times must I get my heart broken before I can find one woman who...
Posted by Helios on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 01:55:00 PST

The questions that bind us and the answers that elude us

Ever sit and wonder why or how about dreams? I pondered that kind of stuff for years. People rarely ask themselves the questions that have the kind of answers that will change their lives forever. Som...
Posted by Helios on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 10:58:00 PST

cycles of my life

Another relationship down the drain. grrr I have crap for luck. This last one was in vain. It should of never happened but it did. All I feel is regret and sadness. I'm back at the starting point of t...
Posted by Helios on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 12:06:00 PST

upside down

Make a paradise out of hell mold into perfectionturn everything upside down, let them in my worldstare eye to eye with the truth it will be your bestfriendsanity is innocence say your fairwells to tha...
Posted by Helios on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 10:40:00 PST