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Ray

damnant quod non intelligunt : they condemn what they do not understand

About Me

when the mirror is directly in front of you, you will pretty much look the way you expected to see yourself. But, if I took the mirror and started walking around to the side of you, you'd start to see yourself the ways others see you. i wish i could accurately describe myself, but the truth is, i am forever changing. i value the good, the bad, and the reasons for each. my family is the most important thing in my life. right now i really don't care about anything except bein happy

My Interests

He is always in transit-from one place to another, one person to another. restless, nervous, but not content to live one day at a time. whatever hes doin at the moment, he yearns to do something else. he thrives on contradiction. you can't even be sure when he likes you, his mode of expression is always contradictory.If he doesn't seem to know your alive, he's prolly intensely aware of your existence. whatever he's feelin his first instinct is to camuflage it.he is usually inteligent and has a clever gift of gab. and how he loves to talk. don't try to win a verbal battle with him. he is highly articulate, and words are weapons he can weild with devastating effect.he is free flowing,spontaneous, and highly volatile. He is a fascinating, many-sided, intellectual man, constantly and almost painfully aware of how people react to him.he will display great initiative in launching a project. the problem is to keep him on course. All to often, quickwitten gemini is left behind by plodding, less imaginitive native competitors for he is notoriously the da Vinci of impression.he doesn't react well to failure. he's to eager to blame himself, to trigger depressed emotioms in which the failure confirms his secret feelings of adequancy. however, these moods don't last long.He loves to travel, he is a hard worker, but only for a short stretch. and he does the best at any kind of work that presents a stimulating mental challenge. HE LOVES TO BE IN LOVE and will try to take it wherever he can find it. but he lso seeks freedom and will not submerge his ego to please any woman.he always must establish his intellectual superiority. if a woman accepts this to easily, he will get frustrated.THERE HAS TO BE SOME RESISTENCE, SOME PROTEST OR STRUGGLE.HE HAS DIFFICULTY HOLDING ON TO HIS MONEY. POSSESSIONS SLIP THrough his grasp. He finds security only in insecurity. The future with him is uncertain; the present is undiably fun

I'd like to meet:

I admit I want a woman similiar to my mom. sweet,loving,adorable,but a little more relaxed. i want a woman who's affectionate and likes to cuddle. someone that's open-minded but secure in her own opinions. i don't generate enough reason to endow all things considered. the mind being one stretch that mends all things man, after ones heart.

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My Blog

chill

another american institution, the beauty contest,examined from a cynical point-of-view, but neither funny nor sad enough to support its stance. Slackly structured, it manages to dramatize hypocritical...
Posted by Ray on Thu, 30 Mar 2006 08:42:00 PST

wen

WOMAN TO MAN."Woman is man's enemy, rival and competitor." --JOHN J. INGALLS.How could the hand be enemy of the arm? How could light feel jealousy of heat , Ihs most unseemly, and devoid of sense. Why...
Posted by Ray on Mon, 06 Mar 2006 08:21:00 PST

if i can't have it i will share it

.. content="MSHTML 6.00.2900.2802" name=GENERATOR> If there is a clear purpose identifying the strengths and weaknesses, " for your eyes only," which should free your overly concerned observations. No...
Posted by Ray on Sat, 04 Feb 2006 03:13:00 PST