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leave it for those who don't have a life to bitch about the life that they don't have.

About Me

You've seen my good, my bad, and my ugly. And I've been really, really ugly. We're too totally different people, yet your my only match. I know that from the period from being born till' now, I've been far from everybody's perfect-girl-next-door. I've made my mistakes, and I've left some pretty deep marks on you, others, and especially myself..I just wanna thank you for taking me in for the mess that I once was, and helping clean up to who I am now. You've shown me a totally different perspective on living in general, as well as just plain self-respect for myself. So far, this has been the best stage of my life, and I never, ever thought I'de find "love" so soon; and now that I have it, I never want to let it out of my grip, so I'll hold on to you as long as I possibly can. I love you more then the air I breathe, and I hope I never see the day when what we have ends.

My Blog

Like guessing games? (not finished)

1. Youve been there for ten-plus years; even when Ive neglected you. I know sometimes it seems like I dont care, but I miss you.2. Your the sister of mine who never fell out of the same mother. You...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 19:05:00 GMT

Sometimes I suffer from depression..

crowded     opposite of what i wish i was meant to be stuck inside what my mind had mistaken, framed to create-me my outlook, constantly overviewed; gestures, uncertain the skys' barely...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 20:34:00 GMT

For those who give a rats ass.. I give you, me being anal.

::Breaths deep::   Ugh.. Fuck me.. Again, with the constant mind-fuck bullshit that people so choose to dish out in the sence of their "i'm-so-sorry, i-fucked-up-once-the-cats'-out-of-the-bag.".....
Posted by on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 00:07:00 GMT

... Or maybe I should make just a little more room in my mouth for the other foot.

= X   .. It is now two:ten a.m. on an early sleep-less Sunday night/Monday morning I'm breaking out with Christ knows what, and I'm almost out of stogies.   .. Fuck me pink.. It's been a bad...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 23:08:00 GMT

Try to see it my way for once..

Sometimes we try so hard to get out of life what we really, truely want; others, watch, listen, and learn, yet still sit and watch the long days still roll by them..   So...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 23:23:00 GMT

Waking up.

Some kind of pain I've learned recently to enjoy. Misery's like sugar, and hate's some sort of fuel. I'm smiling.  If I were to write, and write, and write, and write.. I...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 20:07:00 GMT