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lala cheese, my girl please

About Me

1965 mercedes benz 190DMind boggled and frantic
an endless night
a time to grab a hand
and another to say goodbye
a blind intention
but a sight of relief
i didnt plan the weather forecast
i only had faith in a belief
feeling closure in something pure
a simpletic simplicity
a depressed neglected cure
nothing was intentional
i cant expect you to understand
its not an escape
its myself that i have found
what you choose is your choice
as for me, im happy in this fantasy
its my own hidden reality
in which i have chosen to speak freely.
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old poetry

i was going through some old stuff and found this poem that i wrote years ago.... it brought up some giggles.. " all strings tied into place my legs, arms, back and face ready to do what needs to be d...
Posted by lala cheese, my girl please on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 11:18:00 PST

where did it go?

i look back on the memories that tear me down and ponder how life "could have" been if i were to say one word differently or show up two minutes later. i dont know why still think of the things that s...
Posted by lala cheese, my girl please on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 02:57:00 PST

what is with the world

i suppose i have written a blog like this in the past, who knows. i might be weak and pathetic, but i do cry, i cry when a friend, who was once a close friend, makes me feel like a piece of shit. wha...
Posted by lala cheese, my girl please on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 07:57:00 PST

yuppers....johnny and penny

What have i become my sweetest friends every one i know goes away in the end i will let you down i will make you hurt i wear this crown of thorns upon my lion's chair full of broken thoughts i can not...
Posted by lala cheese, my girl please on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 04:40:00 PST

this is about you....and you...and you

Write fifteen statements, intended for different people. Never tell which one is to who. Just write things you've always wanted to tell people. 1. you have always been my hero, even though you are a t...
Posted by lala cheese, my girl please on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 02:49:00 PST

chris,chirs,chirs,tisk,tisk,tisk

retarted, dishonest, annoying, cheating, good for nothing, scum bag ex-boyfriends. they are annoying arent they? just remember honey, i am the one carrying the baby so if you want to threaten me, then...
Posted by lala cheese, my girl please on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 08:51:00 PST

yeah, today sucks, tomorow probobly will too.....

take me to a concert and spin me around in the mosh pit why are all of the good guys taken? oh yeah i forgot, im pregnant, i will probobly be single the rest of my life. oh well, i will survive, in th...
Posted by lala cheese, my girl please on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 11:30:00 PST

lie awake until i die

i will cryin my dreams tonightor ill just lie awake until i diei will dreamof our lives spent sufferingor ill just lie awake until i dieill never give up on fateno matter the time it takesno matter th...
Posted by lala cheese, my girl please on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 05:02:00 PST

not enough time in the world

It has been an extreemly long week....engagements.....broken engagements.....tears and laughing....but life is short and there is not enough time to dwell on the little things. we could die in a split...
Posted by lala cheese, my girl please on Sun, 07 May 2006 06:04:00 PST

new piercings!!

CHEEK! EAR! ARM! woohoo!!...ALL! ...
Posted by lala cheese, my girl please on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 06:56:00 PST