"I awoke, Only to find my lungs empty. And through the night, So it seems I'm not breathing. And now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be. And I'm breaking down, I think I'm breaking down. And I'm afraid to sleep because of what haunts me. Such as living with the uncertainty, That I'll never find the words to say. Which would completely explain, Just how I'm breaking down. Someone come and, someone come and save my life. Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead. But now it's like the night is taking sides. With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind. Could it be, this misery will suffice? I've become A simple souvenir of someone's kill. And like the sea, I'm constantly changing from calm to ill. Madness fills my heart and soul, as if the great divide could swallow me whole. oh, how I'm breaking down. "
Everyone I can possibly meet in my lifetime."well i wrote your name and burned it, to see the colors of the flame. And it burned out the whole spectrum as if you were everything. Mine just burned gold, a normal flame. I am not anything."
Brand new. City and colour. Chiodos. Cinematic sunrise. Death Cab for Cutie. Cyrus Youngman. beneath the sky. sky eats airplane. the color fred. old AFI. .Bayside .Bleeding through .Bright eyes .Dashboard Confessional .Hawthorne Heights .Silverstein .Taking Back sunday .The classic crime .The dresden dolls .The Used .Hollywood undead .brokencyde ...there are tons more.anything accoustic. .anything metal-like.My favorite song.
"I Will Play My Game Beneath the Spin Light"The time has come for colds and overcoats. We're quiet on the ride, we're all just waiting to get home. Another week away, my greatest fear. I need the smell of summer, I need its noises in my ears. If looks could really kill, then my profession would be staring. Please know we do this cause we care and not for the thrill. Collect calls to home to tell them that I realize that everyone who lives will someday die and die alone.And we won't let you in. Though we're down and out. No we won't let you in. You win, you win, you win.I wrote more postcards than hooks. I read more maps than books. Feel like every chance to leave is another chance I should have took. Every minute is a mile. I've never felt so hollow. I'm an old abandoned church with broken pews and empty aisles. My secrets for a buck. Watch me as I cut myself wide open on this stage. Yes, I am paid to spill my guts. I won't see home till spring. Oh, I would kill for the Atlantic, but I am paid to make girls panic while I sing.And we won't let you in. Though we're down and out. No we won't let you in. And we won't let you in. We don't want what isn't ours. We won't let you in. You win, you win, you win.And the coastline is quiet. While we're quietly losing control. And we're silent but sure we inventened the cure that will wash out my memories of her. "The harpoon is loaded. The cage is lowered. The water is red." Like you, like you.And we won't let you in. Though we're down and out. No we won't let you in. And we won't let you in. We don't want what isn't ours. We won't let you in. You win, you win, you win.
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CLOVERFIELD!
i dont really like tv.
"I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there." -The perks of being a wallflower
My Top: in order!
Everyone of you means somthing totally different to me. Some of you have helped me so much, more than you'll ever know. I could try writing it in words but they wouldnt give anyone justice. I want to thank you guys for keeping me sane. And always being there.SHAYLA.
ERIC.
RICKY.
TYLER.BRANDON.
MISTY.
T-FANNY.
EMILY.STEVE.
JAKE.
CYRUS.
BFF and amazing musician. =]
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