Missie Mrs Undead [TEAM CRAZY]

About Me

"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)"
lookit! its comic book missie!! (© planet ruskin comics)
I feel you next to me fiending, getting spacey... with the common love of music

My Interests

a few pretentiously worded things about the horror that is [ m i s s i e ]
♣ chelsea [♥] hammersmith
♣ hammersmith [♥] chelsea
♣ I actually have NO idea what my natural hair colour is anymore
♣ you're not the cutest guy in here
♣ I am the most paranoid person you will ever meet
♣ I love a good arguement, it makes me feel better
♣ I don't do regret
♣ lover ♣ fighter ♣ tantrum/temper ♣ I'm the girl with bruises on her knees ♣ ... no silly jokes please ♣ cut me in/I'll cut you out ♣ loyal ♣ fat girls do it better ♣ infatuated ♣ I pick fights for my own amusment
♣ shocked to the x core x ♣ it has come to my attention I like my drink... ♣ ... a bit TOO much
♣ in love with myself ♣ self hating ♣ fucking anti scene kid ♣ come fall in love with the sound ♣ trying to be elitist, but to no avail ♣ I slashed his tyres - I bled his brakes - it had to be done ♣ bruises/scars/lines - Iâ€™m under no illusion that this makes me cool. It doesn't ♣ there's more of me to love ♣ break my ♥ and Iâ€™ll shit on your doorstep ♣ sister/mother/daughter *delete as applicable ♥ I LOVE HATE MYSELF ♣ bribe me with spiderman toys and Iâ€™ll give you sexual gratification ♣ this only applies to my boy ♣ unfeminine ♣ I am the queen of spitting in your face ♣ the air is thick with filth ♣ I have no attention span ♣ red is so my colour ♣ passion/pain/pleasure ♣ crushing ♣ I can't get him out of my head ♣ Iâ€™m not fat - Iâ€™m plump ♣ Iâ€™m beginning not to care ♣ Iâ€™m losing interest ♣ my best friends are better than yours ♣ I'm not the nicest person you'll ever meet ♣ I have no interesting talents ♣ if you feel lucky/if you feel loved ♣ sex is not the enemy... the tomato is

I'd like to meet:

without my friends there would be nothing ... only spoken word

Music:

along with the usual shit everyone else listens too... I bum DEFTONES harder than any band in the world. EVER
OMG - the gossip

I also find time for...
glassjaw scarling fear factory mudvayne led zeppelin the mars volta jeff buckley NIN one minute silence orgy pitchshifter prodigy QOTSA sick of it all skinny puppy
IAN fuckin' BROWN
smashing pumpkins soundgarden static x the smiths machinehead slipknot stone sour the cure metallica the afghan whigs death from above 1979 bring me the horizon RFTC spineshank head automatica norma jean the chariot terrorvision the stone roses mewithoutyou caliban the spill canvas 36 crazyfists hatebreed hole jack off jill job for a cowboy

Movies:

here's my current TOP 5
*subject to change*
reservoir dogs
cabinet of doctor caligari
the boondock saints
mallrats
imitation of life

Television:

f a m i l y g u y i n v a d e r z i m a m e r i c a n d a d c s i f a i r l y o d d p a r e n t s
n e v e r m i n d t h e b u z z c o c k s
s p a c e d
p e e p s h o w / m i t c h e l l + w e b b
jupiter!
I did a song
... you aint got one!

Books:

e l e c t r o b o y
s l e e p w i t h m e
c h o k e
o n c e u p o n a h o u s e o n f i r e
t h e l i t t l e f r i e n d

Heroes:

I'm c h Ã© l l i n a but most of the time I wish I was someone else
the boys call me "miss" because they are too lazy to call me "missie" because I am too pretentious to call myself "chÃ©llina"
I can't sing, I can't play anything + I don't have any obvious talents that set me apart from anyone else
I write a lot + I'm in the middle of writing a book
I think jeremy kyle is a god + my favourite drink is a large pepsi, no ice...
I like my steak blue
I love my boys with all my heart especially my twin brother rich ♥ + of course my partner in crazy :)... + I love my ladies even more [ E.Love ♥ ]
I like fucking love my boyfriend lots, his name is greg... thats all you need to know about that =P
I have the most random dreams that quite frankly I'd pay a kings ransom to find the meaning of
I don't care what you say, the correct terminolgy is "mugged off"... "mugged up" is just fucking stupid
I shove needles in peoples faces or wherever else they want me to... shove it that is =P
you have endless ways you can commit suicide without dying dying
I've never been more content than I am right here, right now
..

My Blog

365 days later...

its time for that all important polly* update..... I sat running my hand up and down the glass, my head spinning from the aftermath and the sheer volicity of what had actually happened, I grew more co...
Posted by Missie Mrs Undead [TEAM CRAZY] on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 02:10:00 PST

more polly* for your money...

well hello all you avid readers!this is a snippet of the latest bits of polly* I have been writingits got swearing!its got scotland!!its got references to masterbation!!!its even got AIDS...ENJOY x ...
Posted by Missie Mrs Undead [TEAM CRAZY] on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 11:11:00 PST

regret

this is a rewrite of a poem that was about someone else... see if you can guess who this one is for... choke'd pt.2 Im not the one with the mixed up headIm the girl, the girl with the thoughts set to ...
Posted by Missie Mrs Undead [TEAM CRAZY] on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 10:09:00 PST

choke

Im not the one with the mixed up headIm the girl, the girl with the thoughts set to stunyour my boy, my boy with a weaknessthat I let feed my addictionand now Im clinging to every memory I canso when ...
Posted by Missie Mrs Undead [TEAM CRAZY] on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 03:25:00 PST

polly*

So these are the bits that I reckon are probably gonna make the final cut in the actual book. They are in no order, just bits I felt to share with everyone for feedback really! So please, please, PLEA...
Posted by Missie Mrs Undead [TEAM CRAZY] on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 02:11:00 PST

36C - a story about a lover named charlie

I want you too want me in spite of things that Ive donethe lies that Ive spun and given you credit forI need you to understand the beast that is methe ugly marks, the scars, the words that sometimes m...
Posted by Missie Mrs Undead [TEAM CRAZY] on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 09:32:00 PST

DIVE

if I drowned tomorrowwould the smell be gone then?that fucking stench thats always aroundeverytime I come aroundeverytime I let you winif I drowned tomorrow would you be able to breath then?that low m...
Posted by Missie Mrs Undead [TEAM CRAZY] on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 07:36:00 PST

I dont care where just far...

things are... weird Im finishing the year back where I was before I met bryn. back at my dads, back all alone & back in the grip of addictions that I thought I had broken. I want to hate bryn for...
Posted by Missie Mrs Undead [TEAM CRAZY] on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 09:32:00 PST

random old pics...

new years eve yo... dave [on ians shoulder] - ian - jons hand - moi - back of mikeys head - mouse - saraaaaaagggghhh fag skillz saraaagggghhhh - moi - emma [coke queen? maybe] - lezza lou moi...
Posted by Missie Mrs Undead [TEAM CRAZY] on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 05:46:00 PST