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your heart is empty, my soul is void

Did you really have to go? Did you even know that all this time you were mine, the other side of me.

About Me

" My real name is Mackenzie, but I changed it to Kinzi in the 8th grade...
" I refer to myself as a fashion designer, even though I'm still in college...
" If you put my iPod on shuffle you will get Johnny Cash, followed by Mudvayne and then a little Snoop D-o-double g...
" I was born on Valentine's Day, but I hate it...
" I used to be fat and ugly (I'm still recovering)...
" I have a music addiction...
" I will talk to random strangers on the computer but can't even call my best friends on the phone...
" I have a mini panic attack every time I have to be in public alone...
" I am a hopeless romantic with an evil core...
" I cannot be in the shower less than 20 minutes...
" I am bipolar...
" I erupt with extremely weird noises even during normal conversation...
" I am a perfectionist...
" I consider it to be a good day if I can last the whole day without crying...
" I do not own a TV...
" I am the shy weird girl who sits in the back of class and never talks to anybody...
" I want to be a gothic model...
" I require constant attention and affection at all times...
" I swear I have ADD but no one believes me...
" I write down all my thoughts in a little notebook I keep in my purse...
" I change at least once a month, whether it be my hair color, piercings, etc...
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My Interests

MUSIC!!, sleeping, eating, tattoos & piercings, corsets, reading (mostly h.p. lovecraft- the most amazing author ever!!), goth shit, getting revenge on people who fuck me over, wearing all black, abnormal psychology (trying to figure out why i'm so fucked up and how i got that way), make-up, apathy, going to hockey games just to see the fights (and hott guys sweat!), making jewelry, stars, whining/bitching/complaining, concerts, making fun of emo kids (but i still love 'em), rain and lightning storms, hating school, the word "fuck", staying up late and sleeping til 4pm, poetry (both reading and writing it), procrastinating....

I'd like to meet:

I have already met the man of my dreams... all five of them!! LIGION is my absolute favorite band and I have seen them in concert and met them 3 4 times so far and they have become some of my really good friends. I could want nothing more than that! Love you guys!!

Music:

***LIGION***
My Chemical Romance
Alkaline Trio
Muse
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Mindless Self Indulgence
Nine Inch Nails
Cradle of Filth
Hedwig & the Angry Inch soundtrack
The Cure
The Faint
Weezer
Green Day
Hellogoodbye
The Format
Nirvana
Megadeth
Motion City Soundtrack
Metallica
Cursive
Disturbed
Head Automatica
Led Zeppelin
Dimmu Borgir
Mudvayne
Panic! At The Disco
Matchbook Romance
Breaking Benjamin
Dashboard Confessional
Stone Temple Pilots
The Toadies
Maroon 5
The Killers
HIM
Coal Chamber
Radiohead
Smashing Pumpkins
Counting Crows
Dresden Dolls
Pantera
Deftones
Bon Jovi
Placebo
The Offspring
Tenacious D
Outkast
Blue October
Marilyn Manson
Red Hot Chili Peppers
The Bravery
The Misfits
AC/DC
Hot Hot Heat
All American Rejects
The Used
Velvet Revolver
Pink Floyd
Audioslave
Shinedown
Jimi Hendrix
Queens of the Stone Age
Soundgarden
Ben Folds Five
Cake
Ok Go
Guns N Roses
The Beatles
Sublime
Linkin Park (and Jay-Z)
Snoop Dogg
Blink 182
Dave Matthews Band
Korn
Murder by Death
Deathstars
Sugarcult
Malice Mizer
Bush
The Exies

Movies:

THE CROW
Labyrinth!!
Edward Scissorhands
Hedwig and the Angry Inch
Donnie Darko
Love Actually
School of Rock
Pink Floyd: The Wall
Moulin Rouge
Romeo & Juliet
Legend
Pirates of the Caribbean (1 & 2)
The Goonies
Seven
The Blues Brothers
Party Monster
Saw (1, 2 & 3)
Empire Records
Texas Chainsaw Massacre
The Breakfast Club
Velvet Goldmine
Dodgeball
Phantom of the Opera
... and all those awesome old school Disney movies!!!

Television:

INVADER ZIM, South Park, Family Guy, Miami Ink, M*A*S*H, Friends... I'll admit to some Desperate Housewives as well...

Books:

Middlesex, all short stories by H.P. Lovecraft, Three Musketeers, Dracula

Heroes:

Ligion, H.P. Lovecraft, Gerard Way, Capt. Jack Sparrow

My Blog

you never cared

I wish I could fix myself. Wish I could find the cure to this. I wish no one had to be broken. But all the wishing in the world can't fix it, it can't fix me. I believe some people were just meant to ...
Posted by your heart is empty, my soul is void on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 02:13:00 PST

Losing Sam

"Losing Sam"You looked me in the eye said you didn't love meAnd I lied to your face, said I'd be okayThe tears fall harder and faster this timeI wonder how I keep myself aliveGive me cuts and bru...
Posted by your heart is empty, my soul is void on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 04:38:00 PST

FUCK OFF

Alright, I've had enough. I'm fed up with this endless shit.  If I have to hear that one more person wants to date me, I will scream.  Every fucking time I turn around there's another one.&n...
Posted by your heart is empty, my soul is void on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 01:16:00 PST

another lesson learned

  I broke your heart, I bruised your soul I had to be cruel, I had to control I refused to love you, I refused to care I had been broken before, my heart didn't dare But you were different, you l...
Posted by your heart is empty, my soul is void on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 12:59:00 PST

i am shakespeare

another class assignment:  this time it's sonnets... enjoy.   "Use Me" Your brilliant three-worded lie The perfection of your voice Wish you could hear me when I cry Wish I could make the c...
Posted by your heart is empty, my soul is void on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 01:59:00 PST

my demon

I wrote this for a class assignment, but I believe it turned out quite well, if you ask me: The roads of life are not always paved with a silver lining. Sometimes the roads are bumpy, and so...
Posted by your heart is empty, my soul is void on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 02:01:00 PST

salivate!!

so tuesday night, i attended my first concert of 2007... saliva, crossfade and a new band, ligion.  i decided to go with the thought that, although i'm not super huge fans of any of those ba...
Posted by your heart is empty, my soul is void on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 12:59:00 PST

valentine erased

Valentine Erased I think I have finally come to terms with reality. It is becoming clear that you no longer love me like you said you did. There are no more chances for us. Although that tiny spark of...
Posted by your heart is empty, my soul is void on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 10:10:00 PST

pretty girl

This is some freaking old poetry that I found, but I think it still applies in some cases.... Pretty Girl   As the pretty girl goes walking by No one stops to ask her why They used to love her lo...
Posted by your heart is empty, my soul is void on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 02:25:00 PST

every time

Every Time   Beds aren't made for sleeping They're made for crying hearts Every time I lie in mine Is when the crying starts I lie alone in darkness Wondering where you are Every time I think of ...
Posted by your heart is empty, my soul is void on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 01:12:00 PST