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CrazySexyCold ~R.I.P~ Matthew C. Martin~

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About Me

Right now I'm Thankin God for always being with me, watching over me and sending his angels. I'm living and learning and doing my best to make it where I need to be. My life has been one rollercoaster ride after another of ups and downs, but I love rollercoasters! I'm definitely an optimist! I always try to think and BE positive so that hopefully I bring about positive results out of everything I do in life, as much as possible. I'm not perfect, just positive. Every thing happens for a reason, we may not always know what that is. Some things that have happened in my life, I wish hadn't, but without these experiences and lessons, I wouldn't be who I am today, nor would I grow into who I will become tomorrow, stronger. I've had alot of fun in my life, I've worked hard, I've played hard, I've loved hard..and I'll never stop! I'll do anything to get where I want to be, it's in my nature. I've had to let go of alot of things, and in the process I've kind of lost how to hold on. I had to let go of the most important person to me when I was really young, that was my Mother. So it's nothing to let go of you or anything else, but that isn't what's good. Its hurt me more than helped me and I recognize that....... I'm a Mother of 2 beautiful boys. I'm half Inupiat and half Black...I was born and raised in this city, hate it or love it ..it's my hometown. Moved to the ATL in 1998 and returned to Fairbanks in 2005 to finish my degree. I LOVE THE ATL!!! I am a Capricorn, which means I am honest, caring and loyal by nature. I'll never change! I love to have fun, I love people, even tho people don't always love you back and are more likely to HATE ON YOU. My haters are my motivators. Always keep it Real! I hate liars, being lied to and lying, I am so not good at it. I believe that right is right and wrong is wrong, It is what it is and it's gon' be what it's gon' be, do unto others...the golden rule, what goes around comes around, so what you do to me will definitely come back, 10 fold, whether I am there or not, shit will hit you when you least expect it, that goes for the good and the bad. I believe in blessing people and you will be blessed! I hate bitches...but I respect women. It takes alot to be a woman but it's so easy when you know what you want. Life is what you make it. GOD IS LOVE. When you love someone you're sharing what God has given you. When you love someone you love them for life..no matter what. At least I do..so if I tell you I love you I mean that. Love is not money, sex or control..it's Love ..a deep UNCONDITIONAL feeling you have for someone for whatever reason. Love makes you feel good, and sometimes it hurts like a mothafucka, I think only when it isn't returned in the manner or spirit it's given. I think you can love and not expect anything in return...you know it's real when it comes back or is given freely without force...why demand it from someone? At that point it's not genuine! Everyone deserves to be loved..period. Without love this world is a sad, cold place. If you love yourself and believe in God, you will never be alone. You can't love anyone unless you love yourself first. Add your pic to my map, if you ain't scurred! I see alot of folk wanna hide they identity! Who ARE you?! LMAOProfile Edited by MPS MySpace Editor 2.0


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I'd like to meet:

Anybody who is open minded, likes to have fun, knows who they are, what they like to do and why. I love to kick it and I love to party! I love having a good time and forgetting about stress, BS or anything else that's not positive, even if it's only for a little while, you still have to live in reality but it's nice to have a release. I like meeting anyone who knows their own point of view, but can think from all angles, while still standing by ones opinion. That's knowing your own mind but also knowing that's not it in this world. Being able to understand where another may be coming from, whether you agree with their thinking, or not.

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Dameon

My Son has just lost his Father. Matthew loved Dameon more than life and Dameon loved his Father more than life..all I can think about is praying that God will take that love and use me to shower it o...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 16:40:00 GMT

Sun in Capricorn...

Sun in Capricorn Dec 21, 2007 to Jan 20, 2008 The Sun's entry into Capricorn marks the beginning of winter (the Winter Solstice). It is the shortest day of the year in the Northern Hemisphere, a t...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 04:42:00 GMT