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I was so naive
So stupid to believe
That what was happening to me
Everyone else could see
If they could see
And know what is happening to me
All this pain I suffer
It would happen to no other
Children are suppose to laugh
Not have they're lives cut in half
They aren't suppose to cry
But let kites fly
They aren't suppose to be touched
Or they're small throats clutched
Or they're young bodies violated
And tiny eyes dilated
I shouldn't have to feel
These things so real
I'm too young to know
Too young to say no
He touched a place
That no one should grace
Until I reach of age
To chose the beginning of my page
He took of mine
The innocence divine
I can't change the past
The innocent never last
I was too young
To know this isn't fun
I didn't know it was wrong
Here comes the next song
I want to cry when he comes
He slowly hums
A tune oh so sweet
But it doesn't dampen his heat
I'm not real
I cannot heal
He keeps taking
And my soul keeps breaking
I can't go
Life, I do not know
Point me in the direction
That will get me some affection
He won't leave!
He doesn't let my body grieve
I don't know how much more I can take
Before my spirit finally breaks
I may not come from his flesh
And our genes may not mesh
But he is still family in my sense
Which makes this situation even more dense
He can't stop touching
And my stomach keeps lurching
His hands are everywhere
Now tell me this is fair
"Why can't you leave me be?
Why can't anyone else see?"
"Because you aren't significant
Your life was never important"
Just a useless body in use
Ever present for his abuse
I'm never there when he needs me
I'm somewhere else you can't see
He can't see my heart
When he comes for my body to start
The ever-present pain
This is my one shame
I can't help the tears
Or my ever-constant fears
I just can't let it go
I have to let someone know
I feel such sorrow
Yet my body is hollow
Children aren't suppose to cry
Children aren't suppose to die
I feel the tears
Yet, I can hear my fears
Children are suppose to live
Not have to constantly give
I hate this feeling
Of constantly being
His unescapable release
Can someone call the police?
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Tammie
Birthday: July 1986
Birthplace: Washington D.C.
Current Location: Washington D.C.
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'4
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Handed
Your Heritage: African American
The Shoes You Wore Today:
Your Weakness: Pretty Smile And Eyes
Your Fears: SNAKES SNAKES SNAKES
Your Perfect Pizza: Chicken And Cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Six Figures
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "WHATEVER"
Thoughts First Waking Up: "just a few more minutes"
Your Best Physical Feature: confidential
Your Bedtime: when i close my eyes
Your Most Missed Memory:
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
Do you Smoke: off and on
Do you Swear: sometimes
Do you Sing: nope
Do you Shower Daily: Yes Sir
Have you Been in Love: Unfor
Do you want to go to College: Attend To
Do you want to get Married: Yeap
Do you belive in yourself: thats a stupid question
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: VERY
Are you a Health Freak: all day
Do you get along with your Parents: once in a blue moon
Do you like Thunderstorms: no
Do you play an Instrument: no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes Sir
In the past month have you Smoked: Yes Sir
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No Sir
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes Sir
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes Sir
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: Yeah boy
Ever been called a Tease: all the time
Ever been Beaten up: No sir
Ever Shoplifted: couple times when i was a kid
How do you want to Die: in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: ?
What country would you most like to Visit: South Africa
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Doesn't Matter
Favourite Hair Color: Dark
Short or Long Hair: Close Cut
Height: 5'11 and higher
Weight: doesn't matter
Best Clothing Style:
Number of Drugs I have taken: ?
Number of CDs I own: Alot
Number of Piercings: two
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: can't count
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