♥NiCKyKiTtY♥

Purple: Purples are highly individual, fastidious, witty and sensitive, with a strong desire to be unique and different. Temperamental, expansive and artistic, a Purple person may become aloof and sarcastic when misunderstood. If you chose Purple, you tend to be unconventional, tolerant and dignified, likely to achieve positions of authority. *********************************************************** S • A • G • I • T • T • A • R • I • U • S: The Sexy One!...Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Most caring person you will ever meet! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with you might end up crying. ************************************************************ **I don’t know where I am anymore. I don’t know who I am. I have no concept of the point in time in which I subsist. I have finally come to understand that all I have ever known to be true was the answer. I am no one, sitting nowhere, and apparently, I resemble all others lost in this vast world. There really is nothing. We spend the entirety of our lives searching for something and when we cannot find something meaningful we expect it is forthcoming. We are consumed by the facade of time, awaiting true meaning to be unveiled. And we are so naïve and arrogant to believe that we are the single entity which the ultimate meaning will enlighten. I so innocently believed that I was racing to somewhere, that I was working toward something. When I doubted, once again, the tangent I found myself consumed by, you stood in front of me; you held your ground solidly and prevented me from running any further, grounded with true knowledge and understanding. You have nowhere to run because you know that the only place you must be is here. There is no one waiting for us at the finish line and to persist under this pretense will leave us beaten and raped of our soul.What was it that sent me pointlessly searching for something to hold? I knew as a child there was nothing for anyone to find and the simple proof was to me that it just wasn’t there; I saw nothing and hence, there was nothing. But as a child I was immune to shun by others. Now my survival is contingent upon my will to conform, to pretend, as they do to know the Truth. The majority believes that I am wrong, that I am an outcast, a lunatic; they fear me because—I am their genuine Truth.To participate in this world and to live accordingly is to embrace deception. I wanted to believe that we could be brutally honest and henceforth appreciated for the moral of truth. There are no morals. This is true chaos. Why does our mind insist on finding order? This universe strives to achieve order, just as the laws of science insist upon… but it was the deceitful, defiant, and misguided mind that proposed this “order” from the get-go. Illumination is here, the answer I have always resorted back to when I sensibly tossed aside the pretentious visions of this confused world; instinct is primal and answers are nonexistent. You are all insane for attempting to believe in something. Embrace nothing—it is Everything we have...................