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I CANNOT CHANGE THE DIRECTION OF THE WIND. HOWEVER, I CAN ADJUST MY SAILS TO REACH MY DESTINATION"
OTHER WISE HAVE A GLASS OF HENNY AND
THE NEW ME AND PAGE OVER COMING MY GREATEST RESERVATION EVERYONE HAS SOMETHING THAT THEY ARE AFRAID OFF. FOR SOME IT IS THE FEAR OF SNAKES, HEIGHTS, THE DARKNESS AND AFRAID TO DIE ALONE. SO WHAT AM I AFRAID OF?

WELL LET ME FIRST SAY THAT I ACCEPT FULL ACCOUNTABILITY FOR THE CHOICES I MADE IN LIFE.
NEVER DID I REGRET ANYTHING BUT TOOK IT AS A LEARNING EXPERIENCE. MY GREATEST FEAR IS MY GREATEST DESIRE. WELL I WILL TELL YOU WHAT MY DESIRE IS. I SEEK OUT LOVE AND INSTANTLY RUN AWAY FROM THE POSSIBILITY ONLY TO TAKE SOLITUDE IN RELATIONSHIPS THAT DO NOT STRIKE A SINCERE THREAT. SO I HAVE COME TO THIS CONCLUSION TO MAKE A COMMITMENT TO TAKE ANY ACTION THAT CHALLENGE ME ENOUGH TO EVOKE FEAR. I AM STARTING TO BE CHALLANGED, IF ONLY BY A GLIMMER OF POSSIBILITY OF LOVE. SO THE QUESTION IS 1. WILL I BE READY TO FACE MY FEAR? 2. WILL I HAVE TO DIVORCE EVERYTHING I KNOW OF MYSELF TO DO SO?.....OR IS THE JOKE ON ME? 3. IS EVERYTHING THAT I FEAR SIMPLY AN ILLUSION?? ??

MY EXPRESSION

I AM AN INDIVIDUAL WHO HAVE A TENDENCY TO ARTICULATE HERSELF IN A VERY BLUNT MANNER TO OTHERS SIMPLE BECAUSE I AM NOT A BIG ADVOCATE IN WASTING TIME WITH NICETIES. I CAN BE QUITE ELOGUENT WITH WORDS . I DON'T SAY MUCH BUT WHEN I DO SAY SOMETHING IT IS USUALLY ACUTELY OBSERVANT OR VERY ENLIGHTENING. .
BEFORE I FORGET DID I MENTION THAT I AM A PERFECTIONIST????? SOME PEOPLE DISTINGUISH ME AS VERY COLD AND EVEN SOCIALLY DYSFUNCTIONAL BUT ACTUALLY MY DETACHMENT FROM OTHERS IS VERY SPIRITUALLY SOPHISTICATED.

 


I AM RELUCTANCE TO LET ANYONE GET TO KNOW THE REAL ME IT IS AN INNATE DEFENSE MECHANISM THAT PREVENTS ME FROM BEING HURT BY OTHERS. WHY BECAUSE I OFTEN PRECEIVE RELATIONSHIPS AND THEIR ACCOMPANYING DRAMAS AND EMOTIONS TO BE AN INTRUSION INTO MY PERSONAL HEADSPACE.

WELL I AM CHANGING NOW.

 
MY HEART IS TO BE ADMIRED AND CHERISHED. THE HEIGHT OF PERSONAL GRATIFICATION FOR ME IS TO BE DESIRED BY A SPECIAL SOMEONE. I HAVE AN ENORMOUS FAITH IN OTHER PEOPLE AND IF THEY DO LET ME DOWN I TEND TO BEHAVE, AS IF IT IS THE END OF THE WORLD. ONE OF MY CHALLENGES IS TO REALIZE THAT GOD IS PERFECT AND OTHERS ARE NOT GOD-LIKE IN THEIR ACTIONS. NO ONE IS PERFECT.

STABILITY, EXQUISITENESS AND ORDER SATIATE MY SOUL . I AM A PERFECTIONIST THAT LOVES ART, FINE FOOD AND DESIGN. SOMETIME OTHERS DON'T COMPREHEND MY NEED FOR EVERYTHING TO BE PERFECT AND OFTEN SEE ME AS CONTROLLING.

CHANGES FUEL THE FIRES OF MY INNER INFATUATION. .

I HAVE AN INQUISITIVE MIND AND A THIRST FOR VENTURE. I LOVE TO TRAVEL . I APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT LIFE IS SHORT AND I AM BOUND AND STRONG-MINDED TO MAKE THE MAJORITY OF EVERY MINUTE I HAVE ON THIS EARTH A BLESSING. ONE OF THE CHALLENGES OF MY CHARACTER IS SETTING DOWN REAL ROOTS AND FOUNDATIONS IN LIFE

ALL I CAN BE IS JACKIE BROWN AND KNOW ONE ELSE.


THIS IS ME AND I CANNOT BE SOMEONE ELSE.....

1. I AM NOT LOOKING FOR A RELATIONSHIP IN AFRICA

2. NOT INTERESTED IN NO BOY TOY

3. DEFINITELY NOT INTERESTED IN SOMEONE'S ELSE PROPERTY.. CAN'T STAND SHARING...

4. NOT LOOKING FOR A BOOTY CALL....JUST FOR MY SOULMATE AND A GOOD FRIEND


 

THOSE OF YOU OUT THERE ON MYSPACE...THAT DON'T WANT TO POST A PICTURE..THE WAY I TAKE IT.....MEANS THAT SOME OF YOU ARE INVOLVE/MARRIED......COME ON IF I CAN PUT MY UGLY MUG UP HERE FOR THE ENTIRE WORLD TO SEE.... WHY CAN'T YOU?? HUH???...MMMMMM... I THOUGHT SO.... HEY YOU NEVER KNOW...THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO LIKE UGLY, YOU NEVER CAN TELL......EVERY BODY DESERVE TO BE LOVE...THERE IS SOMEONE OUT THERE FOR EVERYBODY...GOD MADE IT THAT WAY......
MY POSITIVE TRAITS ARE THAT I AM DETERMINE, SELF CONFIDENCE...DON'T NEED NO ONE TO TELL ME I LOOK GOOD BECAUSE I HAVE A VERY HIGH SELF-ESTEEN, INCLUDING BEING LOVING, UNDERSTANDING, EMPATHETIC, COMPASSIONATE, AM ORGANIZED, COOPERATIVE AND TO MENTION TRUSTWORTHY.....

 

THERE ARE TIMES THAT I AM MOODY,
I HAVE A LITTLE STUBBORNESS IN ME...HEY I AM A TAURUS OK...... I HATE LIERS, SELFISH PEOPLE, DECIETFUL PEOPLE, CHEATER AND EVERYTHING THAT IS NEGATIVE ABOUT A PERSON. LIKE  ME FOR WHO I AM...
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK THE ONES THAT TOOK THE TIME TO READ MY PROFILE AND I HOPE THAT YOU ENJOYED YOUR STAY IN MY HOME.....COME BACK AND SEE ME SOMETIMES AND WHILE U HERE

AND THANK'S YOU FOR

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

WHO WOULD I LIKE TO MEET???? GOD FIRST THE MAKER OF MY MOTHER...SECOND MY MOTHER ...SHE DIED WHEN I WAS 3 YRS OLD.....I NEVER GOTTEN THE CHANCE TO KNOW HER.
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My Blog

THE FEELINGS ( WITHOUT A SECONDS THOUGHT )

THEY CAN'T SEEMS TO EXPLAIN.......... THEY HAVE EACH OTHER MINDS GOING CRAZY. THEY CONSTANTLY HAVE EACH OTHER ON THEIR MIND, THEY GO TO BED THINKING ABOUT EACH OTHER AND WAKE UP REPEATING THE CYCLE. ...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Jul 2008 21:19:00 GMT

AM IN CHARGE

AM IN CHARGE MY DESTINY'S MY ACCOPMPLISHMENTS&&&& MY DESIRE'S&&&&MY WANTS&&& MY ACHIEVEMENTS&&. MY GOAL'S&&&&.. MY LIFE&& MY FUTURE... MY PAST.. MY PRESENT...... AM IN CHARGE MY HEART&.. MY INSPIRATI...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 02:08:00 GMT

EVOLUTION OF SELF: PT2

I GAVE YOU ALL I HAD.... MY EMOTIONS AND HEART...AND IN RETURN ALL U DIDWAS USE ME LIKE A PAPER TOWEL... THE I LOVE YOU'S WAS A JOKE IN RETURN..... MY AFFECTIONS YOU TOOK ADVANTAGE OF MY HEART..ALL U...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 08:21:00 GMT

EVOLUTION OF SELF

My soul feels nothing but hatered and it burns like the deepest botton of hell....my sensation is paralyzed from the pain that's stripping my flesh from it muscles and the bones that hold its bod...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 16:11:00 GMT

IF A MAN WANTS YOU

IF A MAN WANTS YOU       If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.    If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.    Stop making excuses for a man a...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 18:06:00 GMT

IS THIS LOVE OR WHAT

HE SAID THAT HE LOVES ME...BUT THERE IS ME AND HIM AND HER AND SOMETIMES AWHOLE LOT OF HERS. BUT STILL HE SAYS HE LOVES ME AND STILL I STAY. HE EVEN SAYS THEY HAVE NOTHING OVER ME AND THAT THEY CANNOT...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 13:18:00 GMT

ANTIGUA MY HOMELAND

ANTIGUA MY HOMELAND The land that my mother gave birth to me on, is a stranger too me. She do not know my name, neither can she make out my face. Do she remembers the footprints that I left behind? ...
Posted by on Thu, 11 May 2006 12:02:00 GMT

LOVING THE WRONG MAN

LOVING THE WRONG MAN MY HEART BELONGS TO A MAN THAT I CAN'T CALL MY OWN. WHO DOES HIS HEART BELONGS TO? WHO DOES HE CLAMS HIS HEART BELONGS TO? THE NUMBER ONE LADY IN HIS LIFE, I SAY OH NO ITS NOT ME...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 16:12:00 GMT

I LOVE MY MAN UNCONDITIONALLY

I LOVE MY MAN UNCONDITIONALLY I LOVE  MY MAN UNCONDITIONALLY THAT I CAN FEEL THE FLAME OF HIS DESIRE SLOWLY CREEPING UP MY SPINE, THE FLAMES OF DESIRE THAT COMPLETES ME. I LOVE MY MAN UNCONDITIO...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 12:45:00 GMT

MY PARENTS ADDICTION

My Parents Addiction My mother and father are addicted to a substance they call crack that is controlling  their mind, body and soul. It has control them so much that they do not know what t...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 16:49:00 GMT