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About Me

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My name is Sonja. I was born and raised in Dallas, Texas! I love being a Texan and, quite honestly, wouldn't want to live anywhere else! I'm your classic Dutch/Irish redhead .... fiery and fun! I enjoy making new friends and expanding the circle of love! I have a sarcastic sense of humor but I'm the first one there if someone I care about needs me! I value my family and friends and would do anything to make them happy! I'm also a horrible insomniac which is why I'm always online late at night!
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In February 2007, I lost someone very dear to me...someone that I loved with all my heart and soul. When he passed away I reevaluated my entire life and priorities. I've learned to treasure every moment with those you love. I've learned that you can't force people to be your friends. They either are or they aren't ... it's that simple! I'm still working on putting myself a little higher on my own priority list instead of trying to "fix" everyone else. I've always been the caregiver to those who needed me and now, after years of putting everyone else first, I've finally admitted that I need to take care of me!
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My Interests

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My Blog

Help Me Make It Through The Day ... November 5, 2008

For those of you who are my close friends, please have a good thought or say a prayer for me on Wednesday, November 5, 2008. Don would be turning 36 .... My heart wouldn't be breaking all over again ....
Posted by on Mon, 03 Nov 2008 04:08:00 GMT

A Blog about Blogs about Men and Love ...

Seems I've been making quite a few new friends lately, which is always awesome but comes with the usual set of "so tell me about you" questions. You know what I'm talking about ... when a new friend ...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 02:58:00 GMT

Why Now?

I’m having a "Don" night ... Not good at all. Everything hurts ... Will the pain ever stop? Will I ever find love again? Will anyone ever love ME again? I don’t think so ... I think I&rsqu...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 20:13:00 GMT

The Right To Remain Silent ... Ron White!

RON "Tater Salad" WHITEBlue Collar Comedy Tour..Most states are trying to abolish the death penalty ... My state's puttin' in an Express Lane!..He had the right to remain silent ... ...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 00:31:00 GMT

Solitary Heart ...

Solitary Heart In an empty roomFilled with nothingnessBut everything I possessI sit alone ... in utter solitudeThe quietness that surrounds meIs almost deafeningIn its bitterness and angerYet I sit .....
Posted by on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 01:55:00 GMT

Happy Birthday, Don ....

.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. I'm so tired of being hereSuppressed by all my childish fearsAnd if you have to leaveI wish that you would just leave'Cause your presence still lingers ...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 21:37:00 GMT

These Dreams ....

I had a dream about Don again last night. That might not sound so unusual but, actually, it is rare that I dream of him. Since he passed away in February, I've dreamt of him maybe five times. These d...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 01:47:00 GMT

Six Months ....

Today has been a sad day for me. Six months ago today, Don died. I have such mixed emotions about him I'm not quite sure what to feel or how to think. On one hand, I still love him and miss him so muc...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 21:07:00 GMT

Oh, What A Night .....

I got really drunk last night. I don't mean a little drunk ... I mean a lot drunk! What the hell was I thinking? Apparently, I wasn't thinking at all. Well, no, wait ... that's not entirely true. I W...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 17:16:00 GMT

Guilt about Don ...

Tonight I'm feeling a whole lot of guilt about the way things turned out. Even though I know better, I'm wondering if there was anything I could have done that would have prevented Don from dying. If...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 13:45:00 GMT