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It can't catch you if you never stop running.

About Me

I can lick my own nose. I've had insomnia since...too long. I spend a great deal of time on my own, by choice. I gave up hope for my personal salvation and rebirth.

My Interests

--driving faster than you --skinnyness --drumming --music --more music --even more music --tattoos --piercings --body modification --blood --becoming more frexishly flexible --human sexuality --queer theory --anarchy --red and black politics --my kittens --boots --face masks --plaid, lepoard and checkers --photography --public sex --long finger nails --eyes that change colors --making people I care about laugh --phiolosophy --squatting --learning to salsa --language --cooking --tight pants --bondage --moshing/slam dancing/hardcore raves --noise --deconstruction of society theory --choas theory --drawing --reading --writing --being a good friend --language --designing clothes --punks --singing into my hair brush while rockin out --hair styles --mohawks/bihawks/spikes --tea/chai --patches --hoodies --bullet belts --learning to play the guitar --penpals --becoming a better person

I'd like to meet:

I used to think I knew who I'd like to meet, but now, I'm not so sure. Given my track record and general dislike of other people, probably not you.

Music:

I used to have a long list, but then I erased it. Bascially, metal, death metal, glory metal, hardcore, anything with awesome guitar...and some screaming is nice too. I am also a big fan of the air guitar rock out...I happen to be the air guitar master, I challenge anyone to a duel. I am also a fan of rocking out in the shower, and or in the car. In the end, louder, is always better.

Television:

Is evil I don't watch it. Ever.

Books:

I read almost constantly, if I'm not reading, then I'm wishing I were.

Heroes:

I used to think I had heros. Then I realized the only person you can depend on is yourself. Fuck heros and fuck you.

My Blog

Haven't slept

I'm not sleeping again. I can tell cause I'm raking holes in my arms and my nails are breaking and I'm walking and walking and walking. I never sleep these days I think. I stopped crying just now. ...
Posted by Ms. Siren Blackheart on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 03:27:00 PST

I want to be wrong.

I want to be wrong for once. I want to be so wrong it hurts. Anyone else ever feel that way? I'm so tired of being able to second guess people, know what's coming next, what to expect. I want to b...
Posted by Ms. Siren Blackheart on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 12:31:00 PST