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About Me

1. MAKE SURE YOU SEND ME A MESSAGE BEFORE YOU ADD ME! THIS WILL CUT DOWN ON ME HAVING TO DELETE PEOPLE FOR NOT TALKING. IF YOU ARE A BAND DO NOT WORRY ABOUT IT!
2. MY COMMENTS ARE SET TO APPROVE/DENY, SO I DONT GET ANY OF THOSE STUPID SPAM COMMENTS. I WILL POST EVERY COMMENT THOUGH SO MAKE SURE YOUR COMMENT IS WHAT YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEE. IF YOU NEED TO TALK TO ME PRIVATLY OR WANT TO A MESSAGE WILL DO THAT.
Hey I'm Alexis, and I'm the biggest loser you will ever meet! If you do meet me that is... I'm 14 years old, and live in Utah. I kinda like Utah for the fact that There is a lot of insane people! You should see our mosh pits, and our Vans Warped Tour:)
I play guitar well my guitar looks like a Mexican banjo but I'm getting a new one hopefully soon...I love music! I love bands, and to promote them like a muthafucker! I go to concerts a lot. I go to the Vans Warped Tour every year, and find new and really great bands! Its really fun to mosh in 101 degree weather also.
I'm kind of a loner, i barely leave my house. I get so sick of this world most days that i cant even stand to look at it. I don't have any really close friends because i have a lot of people who like to stab me in the back. The only person I'm really close to is my friend Brittany. Shes amazing! She has never stabbed me my back, and always has been there for me. But i consider her my sister, not my friend. Same with our families, thats how close we are. I talk to strangers a lot for the fact that i like to meet new people. I don't know why thats just how it is! I hug strangers all the time as well;)
Im in love with and practically married to a guy named Rob...he is my life! I love him very much and think about him constantly...He is my number 1
I'm a pretty ethusiastic person who is not afraid to be herself around anyone. I'm not shy at all! I love going on stage being myself...its funny... literally...I'm really wild, very out going, open-minded, and some times people cant handle that. No one scares me, but i scare people. well yeah
My life is not bad nor is it good...it just comes together as one. Some days are slow, tiring, and depressing. While other days are fun, fast, and exciting! Then i have some that are in the middle. I never have one mood... its always like 6 or 7 moods...like i will be pissed, tired, depressed, happy, lonely, excited, and nervous...all at the same time! So no one knows when to back off.
I hate people with plastic smiles meaning i hate fakes! Also meaning by "fakes" people who try to be what they're not for the world to see them as a fake and not the true picture. Everyone blindfolds themselves some way or another and wonder why its dark with their backs turned away from their problems that do get bigger. I have done that and sometimes still continue to do that but i have so many problems around me its hard to turn around.
I love to give advice, and help people with their problems. But the down to that is i let peoples problems grow on me, and it brings me down, makes me depressed. The up to that is i helped someone without anything in return. I do that a lot!
well thats all any questions feel free to ask! If you want your bands banner up on my page send to me!
Alexis's top 20 bands
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1.) The Used
2.)The Almost
3.)Anberlin
4.)The Offspring
5.)Chiodos
6.)Anti-Flag
7.) Still Standing
8.)Skillet
9.) Bleed the Dream
10.)30 seconds to Mars
11.)Armor For Sleep
12.)Rufio
13.)The Dreaming
14.)Rise Against
15.) Bleeding Through
16.)A Static Lullaby
17.)Say Anything
18.)Breaking Benjamin
19.) Aiden
20.)Drop, Dead, Gorgeous
top 3 are in order! the other ones are not in order
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My Interests

music

guitar

nervous break-downs

bubbles

mosh pits

concerts

piercings

tattoos

bands

vans warped tour

immortals

insane asylums

love

hate

showers

guys with long hair

night time

closets

boxes

the street

emptiness

The Used

blood

stiches

Poems

songs

the word "Fuck you!"

weapons

gay pride

nature

equality

graveyards

hospitals

religion

WwW.SparkleTags.Com

I'd like to meet:

i dont care who i meet anymore. As long as i meet people
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OH! You have to listen to these guys!


OH! You have to listen to these guys!

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Music:

** bands i have seen in concert

? bands i have met

A...
The Almost?
Angel Blake
Armored Saint
The Audition
Aiden?**
Ancient
Amorphis
Alexisonfire
As I Lay Dying
Armor For Sleep**
The Agony Scene
Agnostic Front
Apartment 26
Allister
Anti-Flag**
Accept
Arch Enemy
All That Remains
The Apex Theory
Antifreeze
American Hi-Fi
Alien Ant Farm
AFI
Atrocity
Anti-Nowhere League
At The Gates
Atheist
Autopsy
Amon Amarth
Aura Noir
All American Rejects
Angel Corpse
Acient Wisdom
Aura Noir
Allister
Angel Corpse
Acient Wisdom
Alchemist
Anberlin
Amber Pacific?**
Amorphis
Ancient
At All Cost
A Life Once Lost
Anders Manga
A Static Lullaby
The Abyss

B...
Broke City**
Bury Your Dead
Bloodsimple
Bones Brigade
Bayside
Burst
Beloved
Boys Night Out
Break The Silence
Blood Has Been Shed
Billy Talent
Big D & The Kids Table
Bert Switzer
Brand New
The Beautiful Mistake
Brand New Sin
Breaking Bemjamin
Box Car Racer
Bomb Child
Bigwig
Broken Hope
Borknagar
40 Below Summer
The Blank Theory
Bathory
Blood Coven
Bal Sagoth
Bleed The Dream
Broken Hope
Box Car Racer
Behemoth
Break The Silence
Boys Night Out
Bury Your Dead
Bleeding Through
The Black League
Blood for Blood
The Black Dahlia Murder

C...
Chiodos?**
Comeback Kid
Cartel
Cheap Suits
The CafFiends
Coal Chamber
Count The Stars
Cannibal Corpse
Chevelle
The Crown
Couse Of Nature
Cradle Of Filth
Cataract
The Casualties
The Clash
Catastroph
Children Of Bodom
Carcass
Cianide
Clifton
Count Rave
Count The Stars
The Chasm

D...
Dark New Day
Deicide
Dissection
Dream Theater
Desperate Measures
Damageplan
Drangonlord
Darkest Hour
Deviates
Dope
Double Drive
The Dillinger Escape Plan
Dark Funeral
Dimmu Borgir
Dysrhythmia
Don't Look Down
Death By Stereo
Death
Drowning Pool
100 demons
Defaced
Die Apokalyptischen Reiter
Divine Empire
Darkane
Deeds Of Flesh
Darkest Hour
Demonic
Deathwitch
Defleshed
Darkthorne
Deicide
Despair
Dissection
Dismember
Disembowelment
Demon Hunter
Dark New Day
Dysrhythmia
Drop, Dead, Gorgeous
Darling you should be ashamed
The Dreaming

E...
Exmortem
Egypt Central
The Exploited
Element Eighty
Emery
Emperor
Eyehategod
Every Time I Die
The Early November
Ether Seeds
The Exies
Earshot
The Explosion
Ensign
Enthroned
Evergreen Terrace
Ether Seeds

F...
Familiar 48
Fragments Of Unbecoming
Fear
Fear Factory
Face To Face
The Fight
Friendly Fire
From First To Last
Finch
FlyLeaf
From Autumn To Ashes
Fenix TX

G...
Gadjet
The Get Up Kids
The Germs
Grade
Glasseater
Goddethroned
Glassjaw
Glenn Tipton
Good Riddance
Gutted
Gorguts
God Dethroned
Gates Of Ishtar
Gorgoroth

H...
Hinder
Head Automatica**
The Hurt Process
Himsa
Halford
High On Fire
Hot Rod Circuit
Hopesfall
Home Grown
Helloween
Hypocrisy
Hoods
Hüsker Dü
Hawthorn Heights**
Hirax
Hypocrisy
H.I.M.

I...
Institute
immortal
I.R.A.T.E.
Ill Niño
The Impossibles
immolations
Incantation
In Flames
It Dies Today
Institute

J...
The Judas Cradle
July For Kings
Jacknife
Jag Panzer
Jughead's Revenge

K...
Kill Hannah
King Diamond
Killswitch Engage
Kittie
Krisiun
Kyruss
Krabaththor
Kampfar

L...
Letter Kills
Light This City
Lacuna Coil
Litmus Green
Lost Prophets**
The Living End
Life Of Agony
Less Than Jake**
Last Rites
Loudblast
Lacuna Coil
Long-View
Lamb Of God

M....
Murder Weapon
Midtown
Modern Life Is War
Mad At Gravity
Mest
Matchbook Romance
Madcap
Mindfield
Mushroom head
Moonspell
The Movielife
Manowar
Massive Attack
Mercyful Fate
Metal Church
My Dying Bride
Monstrosity
Morbid Angel
Motorhead
Marilyn Manson
Machine Head
Mayhem
Monstrosity
My Own Victim
Murderdolls
Marduk
Midtown
Mozart Seasons(R.I.P.)
My Silent Good-bye
Mudvayne

N...
Name Taken
Never Surrender
No Address
No Trigger
None More Black
Nonpoint
Nasum
New Found Glory
NOfx
nile
No Use For A Name
Nirvana
Nothingface
Nevermore
Neurosis
New Bomb Turks
Naglfar

O...
Orgy
Onesidezero
Outspoken
Opeth
Ophthalamia
Otep

P...
Pulley
Pro-Pain
Pressure 4-5
Papa Roach
The pink spiders**
Poison The Well
Phoenix Mourning
Paxtin?**
Phathom?
Paths Of Possession

Q...
NONE

R...
Rufio
Remembering Never
Rancid
The Ramones
Rise Against
Rammstein
Rotting Christ
red jumpsuit apparatus?**
Runemagick

S...
Saosin**
Smoke Or Fire
The Sword
Snapcase
Sinai Beach
Story Of The Year
Silverstein
Streetlight Manifesto
Senses Fail**
Spitvalves
Soilwork
Summon
Shinedown
Stone Sour
Saves The Day
Socialburn
The Sun
Spitalfield
Seven Witches
Shadows Fall
Stone Sour
Sublime
Still Breathing
Stretch Arm Strong
30 Seconds To Mars**
Student Rick
Static-X
Spineshank
Satyricon
Skinlab
Soil
Scar Culture
The Starting Line
Something Corporate
Strife
Strung Out
Sentenced
Sick Of It All
Samael
Six Feet Under
Sinister
Suffocation
Sacrilege
Smashing Pumpkins
Social Distortion
Suffication
Sadistic Intent
Satyricon
Satanic Slaughter
She Wants Revenge**
Setherial
Soilwork
Straylight Run
Sum 41
Say Anything
Shiney Toy Guns
Still Standing

T...
Type O Negative
Ten Foot Pole
Tourniquet
Tesla
Thrice
Taking Back Sunday
TRUSTcompany
Throwdown**
Thursday
Three Days Grace
Theory Of A Deadman
Tyrant
Twin Obscenity
Thy Serpent
Tidfall
Tartaros
Trivium
Take the Fall
The TradeMark
Tragic Black**

U...
The used?**
The Unseen?
Ãœnloco
Unearth
Unwritten Law
U.S Bombs

V...
Vader
The Vandals
Venom
18 visions**
Vision Of Disorder
Vladimirs
Vio-Lence
The Victim Effect
Vomitory

W...
The Who
Wayne
wheatus
White Skull

X...
NONE

Y...
10 Years
Yesterdays Rising

Z...
Zao

Bands i have seen in concert but are not on this list:

Blue October
Soul Asylum
Helmet
Evaline...i have met them as well


Check out this band..They Rock

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OH! You have to listen to these guys!

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Movies:

The Crow

American Pie

Scary Movie

Clerks

American History X

SLC Punk

Black Christmas

Gothika

I Know What You Did Last Summer

Save The Last Dance

Saw

The Glass House

and more!

Television:

south park the simpsons most haunted american dad family guy war at home carlos mencia grounded for life full house that 70's show spongebob futureama CSI Exposed NEXT scrubs

Books:

The series of unfortunute events

Heroes:

Rob...

Brittany

spider-man

my mom

my brother!!

My Blog

DEAR DIARY 16

Dear diary, im stuck in the middle of confusion of my life. I don't know where im going im just walking slowly away. Every time i tell myself one thing i end up doing something else. Every time i feel...
Posted by imprisoned inside her mind... on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 09:44:00 PST

DEAR DIARY 15

Dear diary, sometimes i don't know where my life is directly headed or if im turning it the right way. I'm starting to think, i don't know if im thinking clearly or cloudy because the choices i want t...
Posted by imprisoned inside her mind... on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 09:44:00 PST

Dear diary 14

Dear diary, as this book called my life slowly turns it pages, i like to look upon what use to be the beginning and only wish to never look back again. I would not change my past if i had the chance t...
Posted by imprisoned inside her mind... on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 09:44:00 PST

DEAR DIARY PART 13

dear diary, i have trouble cleaning up the mess of myself, i wish i knew how to. Every day i have all these thoughts that bounce around in my head all at the same time without slowing down. I don't kn...
Posted by imprisoned inside her mind... on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 09:44:00 PST

concerning "Dear Diary" if you read my dear diary blogs read this

Well i honestly feel like the dear diary blogs are a waste of my time because i dont think anyone reads them.A little while ago i had something going called blog news but i did not have to many subscr...
Posted by imprisoned inside her mind... on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 09:44:00 PST

ok so this saying is good but i dont know who wrote it

"you can only push a girl away for so long until she walks out of your life on her own so be careful, and make sure this is what you want because once she turns around she isn't coming back"
Posted by imprisoned inside her mind... on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 09:44:00 PST

DEAR DIARY PART 12

Dear Diary, there are cracks in my mind like there are shadows upon my walls. I sit and wait for the sun to be taken and the moon to rise again. We all need a break now and then from our problems but ...
Posted by imprisoned inside her mind... on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 09:44:00 PST

DEAR DIARY PART 11

Dear diary, i have overwhelmed my self with thoughts, and now hope to just become one or a shadow on your wall. I am now back at my dark place at the edge of my rocks that almost fall. Somewhere deep ...
Posted by imprisoned inside her mind... on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 09:44:00 PST

Dear Diary 10

Dear Diary, i have hit a road with a coupe choices that really determine a big part of my life, the end of this chapter  at least, and beginning of a new one, which i am more then excited for. M...
Posted by imprisoned inside her mind... on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 09:44:00 PST

Dear Diary 9(special edition)

Dear diary, if the rest of us were to leave the well alone would we really have the time to speak for the unknown, and the ones that are already dead within themselves? We are all dead for the fact th...
Posted by imprisoned inside her mind... on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 09:44:00 PST