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"N-Da-Area"Get Your Own! | View SlideshowGet Your Own! | View SlideshowGet Your Own! | View SlideshowAug. 25th 2006 (1:24 PM) So Many Thoughtz...Racin...Throughout My Dreamz...Of A Life I Will One Day Live... Ever feel your mind moves faster than your life? Oh my God what a stressful feeling. Gets to the point where your like "Am I Gonna Make It??" Which is for sure a terrible feeling to have. The thoughts of not fulfilin your dreams. Dreams that you have held within yourself since you were young! Then you look back at times when life just took you through...shit gets hard. Only thing that keeps me truckin are my dreams, the future that I one day see for myself. The days when you have cash you can wipe ya ass with after eatin shit you can't even say or spell. I'm tellin you it's that serious. Yeah, it's as serious as life itself. Yeah, those days that contain no worries just days filled with happiness. Bein married to that wonderful person that has fulfiled him/her own dreams and looking forward to those samethings you are. Seeing your kids with things you never had with no questions. Living in a home that is bigger than the house you grew up in includin your home plus the yard plus the damn neighbor's home next door. Yeah, my dreams are that damn serious. I see myself with it therefore I will have it with no questions. Riden cars that you just buy just because it matched your outfit the day you damn seen it and you just had to have it. Yeah, it's that damn serious. Wo0o0o, don't make me speak on the jewels yeah the ice I would buy to go with each and every outfit I'm talkin a piece not a pair of diamonds for my ears that happen to match everything in my closet. Shit, speakin of the closet. Having a closet that is bigger than the damn room you slept in as a child. Ahh...I guess I just had to vent a little...Sat.Sept.02,2006 9'o clock... My Birthday Weekend... It isn't even near bein good. Things I was promised...reason I don't depend on no one. Today I was supposed to be taken out by a friend...didn't happen. Why am I not used to this type of shit? Yeah, the big day is tomarrow but who does shit on a Sunday? I'll answer that shit myself. No one. I had people to tell me happy birthday early which was very much taken to the heart. Ment alot to me. I usually don't even get that from people. It's funny how its usually people that I'm not even close to that show love. Yeah, family don't show shit but it's funny how I make sure their treated special on their day...fucked up huh? Yeah, funny how a person as beautiful as myself to be treated this way but you know I'm to the point where I'm basically sayin "Shit Happens" just to get over things. Therefore shit happens...I guess that ends the ventin. Do I feel any better? yeah, just a lil' the shit still hurts though.(Mon.Sept.04.2006 11:30AM) SPECiAL THANKX T0 ALL THAT MADE ME FEEL SPECiAL 0N MY DAY...ALS0 H0W "MY DAY" WENT...Okay, 1st I will like to thank everyone that made my day feel special. Therfore everyone that made n sent lil comments...THANK Y0U for not forgettin my day and makin it seem special. Also a special thank you to those that knew they were gonna forget so wished my a happy birthday early or knew they were not gonna be on the day of my bday...Yeah, as you get older birthdays don't seem to be much but yeah you make it as special as possible that's something I had ot do as hard as it was. If I could change anything I just would have done it up as big as possible and spent time with my hun Ju. Somethings just weren't possible and I had to make do but because I had such a hard time comin into this world I'm celebraten all damn week "hehe" see its cold makin things as good as possible even if it takes addin on a couple of days. "Hehe" Okay, those that have lil plans in the process jus to show they care...Thank you and the both of you I Love You! Of course Bro! I can't forget about you your always around if I need someone to talk to...then I supposed to have that SK3 in the mail comin from you?? Wow, of course why not get a special thankx? With saying this I would say Thank Ya! Muah! Yeah, thats a very special thankx to the two most important ppl in my life...Jeff. (aww) thankx for bein there for me this weekend and any other time aren't you sweet...NOT but thankx very much. Okie dokie I think thats about it THANK YOU EVERYONE! MUAH!!
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