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soo, I’m alison and i'm 22 years old. i just started my senior year at Stephen F. Austin State University and i am BEYOND excited. i took the semester off this spring and i'm so glad to be back it's unreal. I’m from longview, texas. not a bad place to be, but it was time to get out. I’m an English major and i'd call it a good decision for the most part. I want to live in a big city someday.. boston, new york, philadelphia.. but we’ll see how all of that works out. If there’s one thing I’ve learned in the last year, it’s that things aren’t always in my control. My life is a lot different now than I once thought it would be.. but to be honest, I don’t have much to complain about. I still miss Kristen and Bryant every single day of my life. I love horseback riding and the city of AUSTIN. Lake Cherokee is one of my favorite places to be and I love drinking southern comfort sours. Country music never lets me down and grey’s anatomy is kind of my obsession. there’s a box under my bed of letters that you never read. i've been broken down before but i'd like to think it's only made me better. my friends and my family are my life. school comes first for the next couple of semesters but i still make time to have fun. i love driving around aimlessly with no particular destination in mind. i miss my shih tzu, tippy, more than i ever thought possible && i have my fingers crossed that all dogs really do go to Heaven. ignorance annoys me, as do people who don't learn from their mistakes. there’s a lot more to know about me if you really take the time to listen.. but when it all comes down to it, really, all I want is to be happy. I’m not perfect, but I promise I’m worth it.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

jason wade. my dad's birth father. scott stapp. anyone worth meeting.

My Blog

here’s hoping that all dogs go to Heaven..

this really won't mean anything to anyone other than me, or my brother if he happens to read this crazy blog of mine.  but i feel like writing about it this morning, because i don't know what els...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Nov 2008 14:17:00 GMT

thanks for the memories, even though they werent so great

i keep trying to write about it.  it's weird to know that even a year later, i still can't do it.  i'm still not ready.  but i wish i was.. i wish i could have these things out of my he...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 01:08:00 GMT

walkin along the fenceline

stalkers suck.  school stresses me out.  people stress me out.  i miss my longview friends.  this semester is hard.  i feel like i never sleep, but i sleep too much.  i h...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Sep 2008 04:24:00 GMT

"i think im going to boston, i think ill start a new life"

i can't write about it at length right now.  i don't want to feel it right now.  but i do want you to know that you truly did make me happy.. and should we decide down the line that we truly...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 00:17:00 GMT

grateful.

so right now i'm thankful for a few things and i thought i'd take a second to recognize them. alarm clocks that don't go off when they're supposed to. spanish 131 at SFA. four meat/four cheese hot poc...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 09:03:00 GMT

don’t laugh at me

it has been a long time since i have questioned my life to the extent that i am at this exact moment.. i hate it, and i promise you, it is one of the worst feelings ever. the thoughts that are ra...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 13:06:00 GMT

"you're like a pop-up book from hell!"

i don't have too much to say, but i have been meaning to write for quite some time and haven't found the time to do so.. so that's what this time is for, though i don't think there will be too much to...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 14:19:00 GMT

we both lit a match and watched our bridges burn down

new found glory made a cover of the goo goo dolls "iris" and sixpence none the richer's "kiss me." they both suck. i'm going back to school today and i'm excited but i miss my friends and family a lit...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 08:18:00 GMT

my facebook fortune says..

"there will be friends there, too." when i get there.. there will be friends.  i miss those friends.
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 08:03:00 GMT

i know this is random but sometimes it gets so overwhelming

One day shy of eight years oldMy grandma passed awayI was a broken hearted little boyBlowing out that birthday cakeAnd how I cried when the sky let goWith a cold and lonesome rainMama smiled said "Don...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 14:57:00 GMT