a letter to an old friend |
this is a letter i started writing last night with a pen and paper...i wanted to explain things to him but i didn't know how so i wrote it down. i ended up ending a lot friendships a couple years back... Posted by on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 10:36:00 GMT |
dreams |
it all started when i was in this video game...it was like mario bros and i was the character only it was me. I was looking around looking at the funky area i was in and i saw him there sitting under ... Posted by on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 08:13:00 GMT |
what i used to write |
re-reading what i wrote last year and the posts after that seem like its the same garbage repeating itself...i talked about getting better and smiling a little more everyday...it's kinda stupid ... Posted by on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 13:37:00 GMT |
wow |
It's been over a year? So much has changed, so much so that i don't understand why i was the way i was before and how i lived. But, sometimes when you look back on life you know how well you've turned... Posted by on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 15:39:00 GMT |
Happier and 20lbs heavier |
haha ... I'm not small and timid i don't quiver in the dark and wait for someone to rescue me for the dark sadness that is within my heart.I pulled myself out. No help...though i did scream and yell u... Posted by on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 04:55:00 GMT |
new EVERYTHING |
So it's been a while since i've been here...i seem to always say that i only REALLY type anything on here...is when something life changing starts or ends. Anyway, I started it. I told myself that i ... Posted by on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 06:55:00 GMT |
Another sad memory |
I walked in my room and when i turned on the light i see my bed slightly moved and my old diary in plain sight. I have a lot of diaries before and i kept this specific one under my pillow all th... Posted by on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 03:15:00 GMT |
haven't checked it out |
It's been a while and it feels like everything has changed from what it used to be. I'm happier, i'm smiling, i'm everything i thought i could NEVER be and more. I can't believe life can be so good. B... Posted by on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 23:43:00 GMT |
wow 5 months |
Wow it's been that long already? I haven't been writting a lot of blogs on here for a long time huh....I guess i should say sorry first. I haven't been keeping touch with anyone that i used to talk to... Posted by on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 10:23:00 GMT |
you made me cry |
Once again for a moment in my life where i thought to myself...would it be worth it to give my trust to someone i don't know. I thought maybe...if started to give ppl my trust in them that maybe...the... Posted by on Sun, 22 Jan 2006 00:28:00 GMT |