Hey I am Caitlin, I am 20 years old and a junior at UCF.......I love Jesus, I am so grateful for everything He as done for me, although sometimes my decisions and actions don't reflect that. I'm trying to be real, true to myself, not to someone else's standards. You know, I am sad when I'm sad, happy when I'm happy, etc. I am just TRYING as hard as I can all the time, and NOT trying to be perfect. Although it is hard for me to accept that I am not going to be the picture perfect, awesome on-fire Christian individual, probably EVER, it is so good to know that God is FAITHFUL and His love is unfailing and no matter what mistakes I make in life, no matter anything, He is the same all the time. I am the one that changes and He loves me in spite of myself!!!!!! WOW!
So to me life isn't always hunky-dory, I don't LOVE everything, and I have bad days.......who knew living WASN'T simple?! Sometimes I envy people who appear to get everything they want, can do whatever they want and the consequences either don't scare them or don't apply to them............ but then I ask myself... what kind of life IS that, anyway? How can you feel your real self under all the pretty paper? How can you really know how far God can reach you if you're on top all of the time? And how can I expect to live my own life focusing on someone else's expectations? GOD only expects me to LOVE HIM!!!
My Blog
Cait geht nach Deutschland: A Journey Commences
Who I'd Like to Meet
Oh um... Jesus, definitely. I mean everyone else just isn't that great. Seriously.
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