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existence is futile

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About Me

i only look good in person, these pictures don't do me justice. like one second in time truly determines your appearence. uh huh. alright. you can believe that.
NANANANANANANANANANANANANANANANA . . . . KATAMARI DAMACY!
i make people smile. thats about it.
oh shut up. right now. seriously.

SKA . . . . HEP

Now it is official, I am a Mandy Moore Look-a-Like. As of mid-March, I am also a Claire Danes Look-a-Like.
Here are the facts:
I am a dork, and sometimes people think that's hot. sometimes not. i don't particulary care.
I can't dance, I do dance. I can however, freely express myself.
I sleep alot, alot.
Apparently, via a fellow a work, I am self proclaimed insecure but I have a warped sense of confidence: a positive bravado if you will.
I have a proverbial penis
avid feminist (duh)
I hate legitimately stupid people, it's really judgemental I know.
My lip has been pierced for a week. Its pussing and crusty and sore. but i still like it. just waiting for it to heal.(as a minor sidenote, as of July 2007, my lip has been pierced for a year, I know this needs updating badly and I have a facebook so I don't exactly pay attention to this)
Rudies, Man Whores, and Messy Gamer boys are sway adorable
I need to feel like I mean something to you in your life, even in a minimal capacity. Otherwise, I don't want to be in your life.
I feel the need to dress insanely. I will never be satisfied until i can reach trendyness, which is never. I always either over do it, or under do it.
I can't play a real instrument. But I can play guitar hero and taiko drum master.
I still have my snes. It works.
low maintenence, really low maintenance
as you noticed above, can't spell maintenance
Yes I watch anime, but I also watch other things.
I'm really insecure but interestingly enough, also confident.
SHY? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I'm a perv. yes i am worse than you. i assure you.
my measurements are 34, 24, 36. not sure how
my collar bones stick out yet i've got monster thighs
ah the paradox that is me
I am on a protest every day. Against convention.
Seriously, read the short story The Yellow Wallpaper , if you get it, it will change your life.
yes folks, i do cosplay
so basically, i used to think the whole cosmos astrology thing was garbage . . . but somehow i do have certain specific attributes in common with other tauruses, such as being a one man woman and exuding (i doubt i spelled it right) a sexual aura which is perceptable usually only by other tauruses . . . i know astrology crap but its weirdly apropos
i really REALLY need a pair of awesome bondage pants. i can't remember the last time i owned some. i really love bondage pants
Bit of Knowledge Imparted to you

Be honest. Say everything you think. Seriously, I'm not kidding. It is so freeing. If you feel like dancing, do it. If you want to curse in school, go at it. There are consequences, as there are to all things . . . but they are worth it for the freedom you will feel. You can soar while standing. I doubt anyone will even read this, or if they do, they will think they have tried it, until they look deeper and realize that they haven't truly. Trust me, I'm still fucking working on it. LET GO. That is the only way to be free. You are caged by your own rules and restrictions. There is no can't, there is only won't. There is always a choice or a door, even if you cannot see it. end.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

    people without any pretense truly awesome people (small percentage actually) chicks without hooters t shirts. men objectify enough, please Totoro, Chibi-Robo, and the Prince of All Cosmos
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For Daniel from Piper Saint

okay, so here's the skinny. on friday, the 13th, which was last month in january, my acting workshop put on a selection of scenes each period of the day, eventually performing in front of the whole sc...
Posted by existence is futile on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 04:57:00 PST