charly

its like this. theres someone that i havent been talking too for a while. it feels like weve been drifting appart. i thought we were best friends. but its like she doesnt want to be friends with me anymore. well thats how it feels. and its hard. cus its like shes ignoring me. but infact its probably just a misunderstanding. but i tried to talk to her and but its like she doesnt want to talk about anything about rubbish just nothing. so i give up, walk off. its crap. i dunno how to stop it cus everyfins going down hill. and yes im sorry for everything ive done to upset her. cus i just want everything to go right for her cus shes sed her life crap at the mo. an im not good at talking to people up front, cus i never no what im ment to say until i think about it. but were ment to be friends but it doesnt feel like it at the mo. and its crap cus shes the one person i could talk to about anyfin and i cant. ive got so much to say about nothing and who to tell? i dunno...
oh yeah and another thing. i cant do anything rite. :|
Once a man was walking along a beach. The sun was shining and it was a beautiful day. Off in the distance he could see a person going back and forth between the surf's edge and and the beach. Back and forth this person went. As the man approached he could see that there were hundreds of starfish stranded on the sand as the result of the natural action of the tide. The man was struck by the the apparent futility of the task. There were far too many starfish. Many of them were sure to perish. As he approached the person continued the task of picking up starfish one by one and throwing them into the surf. As he came up to the person he said, "You must be crazy. There are thousands of miles of beach covered with starfish. You can't possibly make a difference." The person looked at the man. He then stooped down and pick up one more starfish and threw it back into the ocean. He turned back to the man and said, "It sure made a difference for that one!"