she will rip your heart out.
then she will try to sew it back in again.
she will steal your soul.
then she will claim to have found it.
she will hate you one day.
then she will love you the next.
she will drive you crazy.
she will keep you sane.
I chew my nails until they can hardly be called nails anymore.
This has been a bad habit since birth.
I change my mind more often than the weather.
This has led many times to me contradicting myself and becoming hypocritical.
I smile and laugh because if I don’t I’m afraid I’ll cry.
This is because I hide my real emotions from others.
I worry what others think of me.
This is because I have low self-esteem.
I don’t know how to comfort anyone.
This has never been my strong point.
I am a good listener though.
This frequently causes my friends to use me as someone to unload all their problems on.
I breakdown slightly a couple times a month.
This is because I can’t sleep, and I lose energy, and just collapse.
I think therapists are full of shit.
This is because I don’t think they truly know how to listen.
I hate taking anti-depressants.
I hate not taking anti-depressants.
This causes a lose-lose battle in my mind.
I like to watch people and make up stories about their lives.
This helps me to more clearly see my own life.
I avoid confrontation whenever I can.
This is because I worry I won’t be able to clearly defend my position.
I miss my friends from high school.
This causes mixed feelings because they aren’t on the same life path as me anymore.
I freeze jello before eating it.
This is just because I don’t like the way it jiggles.
I love cheesy romance films.
This has always been a secret indulgence of mine.
I save worms that are stranded on the sidewalk after a rain.
This is because I believe all creatures need help sometime.
I like to be alone sometimes.
This is so I can reflect and think with no distractions.
I go to pet stores to play with baby animals.
This is only because I love baby animals.
I don’t eat any meat except for fish.
This is because fish is healthier for me than other meats.
I’m agnostic.
This is because I believe we alone are in charge of our own destinies.
I question too many things that don't have a right answer, and I'm disappointed too much of the time by what the answer tends to be.
I procrastinate on even the most important of things. I haven't figured out why yet.
I'm constantly trying to figure out who I am.
I've read more books in the past three months than most of the rest of my friends have read in the last three years. They think I'm weird. I think they're weird. Who's right and who's wrong?
I read poetry and philosophy. Even though I don't fully understand half of it, I can still appreciate the words.
I have problems that I'm not willing to admit and come to terms with, I know that they're there, but I keep them in the shadows, if I can't see them, they can't get me.
This is who I am. This is most likely who I will always be. I just ask that people take me as I am, not ask me to change too much, and understand when I can't
"my goal is not neccessarily to change your mind, but instead to change the way you think..."
"my mouth was a brilliant wound. now it only feels good when it bleeds." - Jefferey McDaniel
"Even when i'm dead, i'll swim through the earth like a mermaid of the soil, just to be next to your bones." - jeffery mcdaniel
i plan to live here when i graduate:
CHICAGO I WILL CALL YOU HOME!
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