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Posted May 28th 2005
Jason(g0of) passed away Mar. 21st 2005. He had been dealing with an illness all of his life and was unable to overcome his latest challenge. He was an extremely strong willed, passionate, and caring person and no parent could have been prouder of a son than we were of Jason.
Even though he had difficulty breathing, he went out for tennis in high school and never missed a practice or a meet. We played golf together, but I think he went so he could go maniac in the golf cart. He enjoyed being on his PC talking with his friends and being there to help or just listen or use his weird sense of humor to make anyone laugh. He also had a great eye for photography and took alot of pictures and If you'd like to take a look you can see some of his work at http://g0of.deviantart.com.
It's amazing how little parents know about their children as they grow up. It's natural for them to have a life of their own and we have been lucky to have Jason for 23 years. Over the past 2 months, I have seen posts from his friends that have given me a glimpse of his private life and it made me happy that he had good friends.
If you've gotten this far, please read on to get a sense of what Jason was like in his own words.
Thank you to Court for coding my page. It's purple it's plush, it's freaking lovely. ~33
this is old by the way, she just copied my old dilly profile in here. I had to update the age/piercing thing, but thats about all that's been updated. I'll fix the rest and add more later :]
All right a little about me, I'm Jason, 23, from Chicago. I work the insanely fun night shift 5 days a week. No more friday night fun for me anymore =( That doesn't stop me too much though, I've learned to find people that share the same sleeping habits as me. Its helped to keep my sanity. I'm a club music addict� Progressive, GermanTrance, EuroTrance, HardTrance/HardHouse, and BootyHouse. I've lost touch with it.. but i still love my Alternative music. You cant listen to club music 24/7 unless you're a crackhead which i happen to not be, i just act like one. I have 1 piercing, no tattoo's, before i got my lip pierced I used to go around taking my fake lipring pics. yes� fake, I used the top tab to a pepsi can, id get home extremely bored, finish a drink up, rip the tab off and tada. I do lots of retarded things when im bored, you'll notice that about me. I can be a complete moron one minute talking about the craziest things then i can be a sweet little softy talking about the things i love the mostest. I tend to do my own thing, I never was one to do things just because everyone else was. I like to think i don't care what other people think and for the most part its true other than the ones i care most about. I tend to get along with most people, unless youre a freaking moron, cant stand them. My closest friends are the ones i value the most, and i would do anything for them. I'd rather have a couple close friends than a ton of soso ones. I cannot stand drama, which ive noticed happens when you entrust personal information with soso friends, hence that. And yes, i know im a geek, i know im a nerd, I know i look like that kid from the New Guy, I know i look like Clay Aiken (grr), I'm not perfect, i dont claim to be. I claim the opposite in fact, so save yourself in telling me the obvious, mmmkay? ;D If you're read all this and still feel the need to talk to me, first you should talk to your psychiatrist and talk about upping the dosage on your meds then you might try emailing me.
I love acting like a little goofball. So unless I feel the need to be serious (which i definitely can and will be if the situation necessitates), I'm gonna be acting like a big doofus *coughBoogiemanStorycough* haha dont ask about that ;xx anyway, I love being close with my friends. I love cuddling, i love talking on the phone when im half asleep. I love those warm rains on summer days. I love the electrical storms on hot nights. I hate the cold, but i love the christmas season. I love spending hours on that one perfect gift for someone. I love when its snowing out, I can stare at it for hours, it just puts me in a trance, but i cannot stand the stuff the next day after its on the ground, it needs to go away. I love the night, I love how its so quiet and peaceful, unless its party night then it helps to hide the craziness which is sure to ensue. ;x I love blackouts and spending them with the person you love. Especially if it's at night. It's like the entire world disappears and the only thing that matters at that moment is you and the person you're with. I love the stupid little things� getting a new song and putting it on repeat till you know the words, all my little electronics gadgets that make me feel like i just knocked over a circuit city, my tahoe, my cell phone (text messaging!!! ~333 taking the most retarded pictures with the built in cam), going to the store and buying a new toy for me to play with, seeing something in the store that reminds you of one of your friends and getting it for them, I love to think of all the stuff i can spend my next paycheck on and then the fact that i just end up putting it in the bank, I love to listen, whether its some serious problem that i can try to help one of my friends out with or a anger/frustration rant, or the stupidiest little story that happened to them today that has no ending (it was awesome) ;x and yah thats all i'll bore you with today i think� fun huh?

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My Blog

3 Years

Seems like yesterday.  Not a day goes by that I don’t think about you.  There are always reminders of you here in the house.  Your room hasn’t changed, the pictures of you.&...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 08:51:00 GMT

Happy 26th Birthday

Think about you everyday.  Today would have been your 26th birthday.  Even though life goes on it doesn't get easier and today it's tougher.  Watch over us, keep us safe.  I always...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 09:04:00 GMT

2 Years

Your Mom and I just got back from the cemetary, thanks for holding off the rain so we could be there a bit.  It was strange that there was no rain but 2 huge claps of thunder rolled over as we st...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 14:32:00 GMT

my penguin will protect me. He's buff, he's tuff... he's a freaking penguin

Hey Jay, came to see you today and found a number of penguins so I took one home.  The Tahoe hit 100,000 miles.  Just thought you should know.      
Posted by on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 18:31:00 GMT

Happy 25th

Jason, Happy Birthday.  We know you are here with us, but we wish we could talk to you in person.  There is so much to say, so much we should have done.  Just wanted you to know that we...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 18:41:00 GMT

One Year

What could we have done differently?  What should we have done?  What do we do now?  What happened?  How did things go so wrong so quickly?  We just got back from the cemetery...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 14:53:00 GMT

Remembering

Hey Jason, three days and it'll be a year since you left us.  Time flies.  I come out here everyday because it makes me feel like we still do things together.  It may sound stupid, but ...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Mar 2006 17:53:00 GMT

Christmas

Christmas is 3 days away and unlike other years, I have a list of one thing.  I'd give anything to talk to you one more time.  Other than that I can't think of anything else I want.  I ...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Dec 2005 20:15:00 GMT

Happy Birthday

Jay, I haven't posted too much stuff, but not a day goes by that we don't think about you.  There will be 3 days that will be the hardest to deal with.  Mar. 21st, the day you passed away, C...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Sep 2005 18:41:00 GMT

But What if There's no Heaven

        But What if theres no Heaven   The promise of eternal life filled with all good things We hope to find someplace to rest so well always be...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Jul 2005 09:29:00 GMT