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Cyanide Sweetheart

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I hate this part; like you can sum up who you are in a paragraph. Well, for starters I am in school and The Art Institute of Indianapolis. I have a full time and part time job but am hoping to get a new one soon because all I do is bitch all day about how much I hate my current ones, and I realize I won't be happy until I follow my dreams, for better or worse. My dream by the way is to open a coffee shop, but that's still a few years away. Why am I going to school for graphic design then? I have no idea. I will still paint and draw on the side, and maybe sell some work to get some cash. I also really like making web sites if anyone needs one. I am not an unhappy person, in fact despite what's happened to me in life, I'm pretty optimistic. I was depressed for several years and I am tired of self loathing, so I have decided to love myself for who I am. I am not going to sit here and lie like most people and tell you I don't care what anyone thinks of me, because I do, I just don't base my life around it. I would prefer it if everyone liked me and found me smart, funny, and beautiful. But that's probably impossible, so if you don't, that's ok too. It also really bothers me when someone thinks something about me that is untrue. I love meeting new and interesting people which is why I'm still on myspace, and I'll talk about almost anything. I pride myself on being open minded so I love to hear everyone's opinion, and if I disagree, hopefully we can have a friendly debate on the subject.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

People to hang out with. Fellow artists, music lovers, and movie buffs.

My Blog

I’m tired

I'm tired of feeling the way I do, and I'm tired of people in general. I've been dealing with a lot lately, and no one can even pretend to be sympathetic. I don't want pity, I just want someone to tal...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 19:23:00 GMT

I don't blog much

I don't expect many to read this. I don't even know who I'm talking to. I talk to myself too much, but just in my head, I don't know how to let it out. I just swallow my words and they build in my sto...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 21:13:00 GMT

Me

To make a Danelle:  Simply mix together a lot of compassion, confusion, and mixed emotions, some hope and some hopelessness, a healthy amout of sarcasim, a bit of crazy and some silliness, a to...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Mar 2006 22:13:00 GMT

RRRrrrrgggghhhh!!!!!

                        I'm kinda angry right now, and a little bit dead.
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 23:13:00 GMT