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Personal details. The name is Mariam and you can pronounce it as ma-ree-yum or Miriam. Whichever. I am short which is 5ft. I am an Asian, born and breed in Malaysia although I was made in Indiana, USA. My parents were there because my dad was studying there. I am 22 this year which makes me feel quite scared. People think I look like 18 or 19 and I take that as a compliment. My star sign is a Virgo but hell, I don't believe in all those horoscopes shit. My skin colour? How do I put it ya? I don't really know the name or what you call it but I am naturally tanned and my hair is naturally curly and I have dark brown eyes and my eyelashes are short and I am not really satisfied with my body. People say that I am thin but I really think I have a big butt. I really should be thankful with what I have. I wear glasses but not all the time because then I will get a headache and my vision will become blur. So only when I watch the TV or when I am driving then I will put them on. I am a college dropout because I made a stupid mistake back in college. I am working now and I am saving to buy a decent car. I am still learning the way. You know, on how to survive. Yeah, it pays the bill.
Family is very important to me. Although sometimes I do get mad at my parents or any of my sisters but I know deep down, we love each other. My family doesn't show affection and stuff. I mean we quarrel kinda like everyday and we do get on each others' nerves but at the end of the day, we are still there for each other. We've been through everything. My family were poor back in the early 90s. We didn't have a car or even a TV and dad was just fresh out of college and life was hard for him and a wife with two kids. That was when there was only me and my eldest sister. Then things were getting the way as he planned and everything was OK till now. Yeah, I think life is a roller coaster and stuff. We're just happy to have each other and now that my parents are grandparents, things are just getting better and better each day. Friends are helium balloons. Families are boomerang.
Life is pretty good for a college dropout like me. I mean. I was practically doing nothing throughout the month of June '07 cause I wasn't in college but then I was employed in August '07 till now. Sure, people do look down on me like I am a piece of crap because I quit college and all that but hey, whatever! I mean, I survive and I don't even need any of your help. It's a mess I made and I cleared it all up by myself and I am proud of it. I have nothing to be ashamed off. Honestly. So, I like nature because it makes me feel close with Allah. I am a Muslim and I know that I am not that religious because I have sins and I still do make them and I am not perfect. I think religion topic is something that I don't want to talk about. Anyway, I like the sunset even though I am not a morning person and I love to watch the sunset. I think they are pretty. I want to learn and know more about life all around like the Big Bang and the universe and the albino things and the global warming all that because I think that general knowledge is important. I was someone who took things for granted and I made a promise to myself that I am going to change and I think that it's working. OK. I love to stay under water for as long as I can because being under water makes me feel comfortable. I love going to the dentist and I hate the doctor. No offense. I really want to be hospitalized for no reason and I really think that hospital foods aren't that bad. I think that the gowns are cool too. It's just I hate doctors. Basically, I think that life is a never ending story.
I have a boyfriend. We've been together for like 8 years and counting now. I love him and I know he loves me and I think that's all that matters. People asked us like "Oh my! How did you guys stay together for so long?" and we will like "We have no idea." I mean, seriously. We have no idea. All that I can is that our love is a journey that doesn't sail smoothly because Shakespeare once said and I quote true love doesn't sail smooth and I think he's right. Go ahead and ask anyone.
Thank you so much for reading this. I really appreciate all of you who spent your precious time reading this and I really do hope that you will comment by saying "Mickey Mouse" and I know that you've read this. Have a nice day everyone!
