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Words R spoken N heard but Actions R done and Felt

Restoring pieces of my life that might change..

About Me


[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Photos*]Life has been very different for me lately. I am a responsible girl who loves to laugh, and have fun .. I also like just sitting home wrapped up on the couch cuddleing watching a movie. I love going places and seeing new things. I love to travel, I want to go to Italy in the worst way lol.. I love monkeys and tigers. I love going to the beach, suntanning, and buying bathing suits. I have a little boy that i adopted (well im in process right now ) ive had him since birth and he is my life. I modeled for 9 1/2 years professionally, it was fun but very stressful but i did love it. However I ended it after i won 102 titles and I took on my son. I love sports as long as u include me in it, and answer my quetions.lol. BOSTON RED SOX BABY. I have had a wonderful last 2 years with alot of ups and downs, I love LOVE but its confusing . I have learned that I dont have to be liked by everyone, its ok. I have learned that life is too short to worry about little things, just be who you are n people will either love you or not. I have learned that there are more important things in life than misunderstandings. I have learned that people like me for who I am and thats the way it should be. I have learned that love is a scary place to be however its the most powerul amazing feeling as well. I have learned not to think that love will always be there even if it is said because that kiss, or that hug could be the last. Make the best of everything. I have learned that people sometimes get taken from us for strange reasons that we dont understand so always make sure they know just how much they mean to you in case you dont have that chance later. I feel that there is only one person on this earth for each one of us, we can be happy with others but there is always that ONE. I think that being independant is one of the best feelings, knowing you can survive without anyone.A huge piece of my heart will always belong to one person, for the comfort and the happiness I felt for a long time. I found that I was being told I was loved and it was perfect. I learned not to trust everything, look into it more.. I learned that if you love someone let them go if they come back then they are yours if not they never were really. :( I have learned that looking into my sons eyes I am needed by him and many others. I have been thru many things in life that people would hate but it has made me who I am today and if one person respects and loves me then I know im alright. I have learned that you have to love yourself before anyone else can. I have great friends and family that are standing by my side loving me and making me keep my head up thru any hard times that come my way. I have changed alot in the last 3 years for the good and some not so good. i havent figure out yet if having emotions now is a bad thing or a good thing yet. I love to shop... i Love DIAMONDS... I love new clothes and streetbikes. I want to own a huge house and have a huge huge wedding when the time is right. I would like to have more children in the future.. I have been talking to a few colleges about starting school again. I run a family business and also own my own. I dance as well, but Im almost completly done dancing... I have learned THAT YOU SHOULD TREAT OTHERS AS YOU WANT TO BE TREATED. Respecting people makes u a happier person with no regret, mean things are something you have to live with. I have learned that you should never be ashamed of yourself or your situations because that is you. I have learned life isnt always easy BUT YOU DONT RUN. A weak person runs, and strong person stands solid thru anything. Im the type of girl that would give anything I had to anyone. I would make soeone so happy, just talk dont degrade me. I learned that people can be broken, but healed again. I believe that you defend what you believe in, dont let others talk you away. Im an easy person to talk to. I have alot of friends and people that look up to me.. My screenmae ia JKBFF8 talk to me im nice ha haha ....Layout made by
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My Interests

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Add to My Profile | More VideosI love hiking, swimming (im scared of water ahh)playing football, hockey, watching sports(now lol), playing with my son, traveling,scrapbooking, SPENDING MONEY on people n in general,partying,dancing n singing,riding 4-wheelers dirrtty, going four wheeling, going to eat, movies, SLEEPING, walks on the beach, stargazing, rides, airplanes alot i like almost anything.. I need to get my aqarium fish tnk table i love it...
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Music:

I love COUNTRY and RnB, alternative.. I also like rap and raggea I am NOT TOO PICKY but ya know I am still young.....lol....Brandy, Mariah. Jessica. Boyz 2 men, martina mcbride, brad paisley, alan jackson, garth brooks, rascal flatts, keith urban, toby keith, clay aiken, jason alby, tim mcgraw, brooks and dun, george straight, diamond rio, montgomery gentry, tanya tucker, reba mcintyre, carrie underwood, john michael montgomery, vince gill, lonestar, kelly clarkson, sean paul, shakira, daddy yankee, leann rimes, garth brooks, ect...

Movies:

Dumb and Dumber, Wedding crashers, Get rich or die trying, drumline, Million Dollar Baby, White Oleander,Fear, Primal Fear, Fever Pitch, Daddy Day Care, CHRISTMAS STORY, Legally Blonde, The Green Mile, 8 mile, American pie, 15 and pregnant, too young to be a dad, Frosty the snow man....lol...

Television:

I LOVE LIFETIME... everyone knows that... I also like Full House and court tv.... cops, sports.CMT, COUNTRY TV, GAC, forensics,MTV, maury, general hospital, espn (crazy huh i find myself watching it all the time my family laughs at me lol)) TNN, TNT.....

Books:

everything I love to read and learn

Heroes:

my son.. and my parents... and anyone who loves me unconditionally

My Blog

quick update on the baby

this blog wont be as long.. just a quick update... for all that keep asking...everything is going great  with the baby, the heart beat was strong but I could only really see it.. i think my appoi...
Posted by Words R spoken N heard but Actions R done and Felt on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 07:25:00 PST

The BIG news

Well as many of you know and many are asking(just not me which is childish) yes its true I am pregnant. People are asking me a million questions. Am I happy? AM i scared? what does the father (michael...
Posted by Words R spoken N heard but Actions R done and Felt on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 04:13:00 PST

The BIG news

Well as many of you know and many are asking(just not me which is childish) yes its true I am pregnant. People are asking me a million questions. Am I happy? AM i scared? what does the father (michael...
Posted by Words R spoken N heard but Actions R done and Felt on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 04:14:00 PST

my sons adoption

AS of yesterday the 24th my sons adoption was finalized.. It cannot ever be reversed.. I am so excited it has been a long 5 years, now no one and nothing can ever take hm from me threaten it or try......
Posted by Words R spoken N heard but Actions R done and Felt on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 08:21:00 PST

CHRISTMAS

well my christmas was wonderful. I got pretty much everything I  wanted.. I gt a brand new laptop computer, a brand new amazing digital camera with video, i got the new cricut and for everyone wh...
Posted by Words R spoken N heard but Actions R done and Felt on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 08:12:00 PST

my poem hospital..you..

Left alone on that scary day, to sit and cry, beg and pray. Asking out loud over and over, "WHERE ARE YOU" with all your feelings you said were true. While I was laying there in pain and dieing, you w...
Posted by Words R spoken N heard but Actions R done and Felt on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 04:45:00 PST

my life

What can I say I am alive... On Sep. 2 2007 i was told along with my family that doctors did not think I was going to live. I had Toxic Shock Syndrome and unfortunatly I Had gotten there late, bu...
Posted by Words R spoken N heard but Actions R done and Felt on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 05:49:00 PST

my life

well it has been a long time since i have sat down and written one of these... my life is going great so far..everything has been working out good.. my son in in a christian camp... my adoption is alm...
Posted by Words R spoken N heard but Actions R done and Felt on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 07:32:00 PST

missing my friend

well today 3 years ago my very very very close like best friend who never thought anything bad about me, got killed in a freak accident on a bike... it does not feel like it has been that long and I j...
Posted by Words R spoken N heard but Actions R done and Felt on Thu, 10 May 2007 05:36:00 PST

the way I am........

Here I am.. First off I am opinionated but if yu dont give me a reason to be then I wont be.. People know how I am and if you choose to stay around me  then thats just what you'll have to deal wi...
Posted by Words R spoken N heard but Actions R done and Felt on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 09:13:00 PST