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ChernaZhena

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About Me

Oh Hell, where to start... these things are so hard to jump into. Ok, alittle about me, I'm from a small town in Illinois, about 100 miles south of Chicago. I knew from a very early age that I was different from the rest... I was drawing on everything I could get my hands on, paper, books, walls, you name it I was covering it with my artwork...I was not what you might call a Social Butterfly, I pretty much stuck to doing my own thing...ART!!! I was always fasinated with Fashion and decided that thats what I wanted to do... become a FASHION DESIGNER!!! I Took off for Atlanta GA. to fulfill my dreams. Talk about Culture Shock!!! WOW! It was the best time of my life!(I've posted some of my work in my photo's section) I graduated, found a job, and entered the world of retail. MAN! What a ruthless world we live in... I quickly learned it's not pretty in business, and I also learned, (after 10 yrs of trying ) that I'm not cut out for it...I switched gears and broke into the field of Fashion Merchandising... or as some call it DISPLAY!!! I LOVED IT!!! I worked for some of the leading retail chains over the course of the past 15 yrs. Some years back my family needed me,so... I decided to do my own thing and work freelance. I do alittle of eveything from illustration, to interior design, wedding receptions, partys of all kinds, and personal shopper/wardrobe assistant! Living the single life has freed me up to do whatever I want, whenever I want. Currently I reside in Augusta Ga.(for now) I love to travel and do so whenever I get the chance. I have ecletic tastes in almost every aspect of life. I'm the one who sits back and watch's everyone get wasted... Need another drink? Let me get that for ya... Pack a bowl and light the bitch up!!! Sure thing, I'll even roll one up for ya! I've been described as Wild and crazy, yet the most loyal friend you could ever have. I reguard honesty as a valuable asset, and love a good sense of humor. Want to go on a spontanous whitewater rafting trip, or a Heavy Metal Concert...just let me know and I'm there! You could say I've come out of my cocoon now! CHECK OUT THESE WINGS!!!!!

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

As many interesting people from different walks through life as I can...These 4 guys I've had the AWESOME PLEASURE to meet several times.Here's their latest a remix of "PERFECT INSANITY" WE ARE DISTURBED!!!!!

My Blog

Life and Death

I believe I've always had a spirit of rejection attached to me,  I think it came at the moment my birth mother learned she was pregnant with me. You see I was put up for adoption f...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 16:03:00 GMT

Incubus Dreams

Anticipation, twisting round my brain, somethings gotten hold of blood and thicker things... Writhing, twisting, my body awaits, Pulsating, vibrating the which flows within my veins... The s...
Posted by on Sat, 12 May 2007 16:52:00 GMT

Untitled

Tis Heavy Thing I Carry, This Burden I must Bury. It's Fruitless, call it Pride, Curls and Twists Inside. Pain and Anguish, They I Feel, Weighting Me Down, I Must Kneel.      ...
Posted by on Sat, 12 May 2007 16:45:00 GMT

Confusion

These thoughts sloshing in my head,  Churning,a raging storm ready to explode... Whirlpools form, twisting and winding their way down, Gathering, pulling, out of control... Like the lies that for...
Posted by on Sat, 12 May 2007 16:13:00 GMT

Despair, the wallowing...

Ashamed of my life. A disappointing journey. Lamenting in the pale moonlight, darkness swallows me up. Collapsed in on itself, as I claw at the sides of this crypt I live within. Mourning mistakes ma...
Posted by on Fri, 11 May 2007 22:41:00 GMT

LUST MODE FULLY ENGAGED

Defiling Chastity Erotic Visions Intensify Insatiable Cravings, Ravaging My Mind Decadent Appetites I Need To Indulge Caressing, Stimulating, Arousing, Those Depraved Sensations Within Savoring The Su...
Posted by on Fri, 11 May 2007 22:12:00 GMT

Exuberant ANGER!

I'm in celebration mode, Free of the Demon GOD DAMN DEPRESSION... foul evil spirit... When I think I can't take anymore & I want to escape this HELL... "IT" finally kicks in, ANGER!!! Ahhhh, that...
Posted by on Fri, 11 May 2007 21:52:00 GMT