In fact, we constantly cling to imagined selves that we take to be permanent and real, seeking to enhance and protect ourselves by erecting barriers against all that we see as standing apart. Thus arise the feelings that poison ordinary life - desire, envy, anger, fear. Acts rooted in such anxiety and self-attachment can only lead to further pain.COMA A COMPLETE UTTER COMA OF THE MIND THEN THE FEELINGS GO AND FROM THERE IT IS JUST A BLANK COMA STATE OF BEING.. AND JUST BEING IS JUST EXISTING IN THE WORLD WITHOUT MAKING AN IMPRESSION ON LIFE.. YOUR LIFE MY LIFE SOMEONE ELSES LIFE SO WHERE DO YOU GO FROM THERE... WAKE THE FUCK UP AND LOOK IN FRONT OF YOU AND SEE WHAT YOU CAN HAVE TOUCH AND FEEL BEFORE IT IS GONE AND YOU CAN NEVER HAVE THAT MOMENT AGAIN IN YOUR LIFE CAUSE YOU DIDN'T TAKE THAT CHANCE.. THAT LITTLE LEAP OF FATE AND GIVE IT A REAL CHANCE.. FUCK NO YOU MISSED THAT MOMENT JUST LIKE YOU MISSED MY TOUCH AND BREATH.. ITS GONE NEVER TO RETURN... THEN WHAT DO YOU DO? WISH THAT LEAP OF FATE WOULD COME AGAIN.. IS THAT GODS INTENTION. YOU WILL NEVER KNOW.. TO YOU KNEES AND .................. NEVERMIND I AM DONE RAMBLING.. MY BRAIN IS NUMB AGAIN.. COMA STATE OF MIND OFF TO BED And to the next sober day..