Hey my name is obviously alan lol, if you think you know me think again lol. I guess its a little harsh, but all I know is I dont know myself yet lol. Im in the Dixie heights Drumline, and love it! call me a band geek, whatever I know i am. I love art, and always will. Im also an art geek. I can critique any art painting, movie, picture, or whatever. I love cooking, painting, drawling, photoshop, cameras, design.. everything you can think of like that. It sounds gay or whatever, but who cares I like It. Im starting to try to care less in life. Im always critiquing myself and shit, so as of recently Ive been trying to just be. Ive gaven up impressing people, its gotten old. I would like to consider myself a social person, but sometimes I have those moments when I like to be left alone. Im a highly emotional person, and think allot about life. I can't help it as much as I try not to, it drives me insane. It keeps me up at night. I see the other side of the world. Behind the scenes. Media is the only thing in this world that pisses me off more than anything. all the lies, plastic smiles, focused in on self glorified pigs, who we all look up to and want to be. I have to live with this every day. people need to see what the media doesn't say, do or show. we need to find out ourselves what the world is. not through 50 inches of glass. A story is made through someone who was inspired through an event or past events in their life and thus a creation is made in their eyes, given onto us. All of us have one. what Im not trying to do is be the average teen out there blindly following their hearts like movies say. or just acting on raw emotion. Im not trying to prove anything to anyone, I don't need to. I find it annoying that teens have this reputation. Im just trying to be me and not impress anyone. If a girl says I would look hot with long hair, that would encorage me to get a haircut even shorter. If people say I would look hot in polos,I would wear band tees all year lol. If I don't dress in Abercrombie and Fitch, or Hollister or listen to the most poplular music, whatever its because everyone does. No Im not the goth/emo person wearing the craziest fashon statement, trying to be the oddball buying the weirdest trends at Hottopic, but I do lean to towards a darker style. My goal is to get past the drama, past high school, get a job, get an appartment in the city, go to clubs, get an adult life, live it my way.
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