who am i?.... hmmm thats something we all have yet to comprehend... no one can truly kno everything... for the simple fact that we are still quite unknown to our subconcious.
but as for the basics... well i can give u that..
my common name.. in which most call me... is karen... all the others.. well if u dont kno them.. then ur jus not special enough to kno them.. lol..
i currently reside in CT... grew up here in norwalk.. then i moved to queens NY for a few years, and now i am back where i started.. although i do visit queens quite often, and i am plannin on moving back sometime in the near future...
as for my persona... well we are all different... because of the things we been through, and what we have learned over the years as we grew.
i am an all around female... i can do almost everything and anything.. that i decide to put my mind to do. on my down time.. i enjoy chillen with my peoples, livin, laughin, and loving, i love playing pool, driving.. racing.. fixing.. cars <3, learning new things everyday, reading, writing, making music.. (my hearts desire)[i play the viola, keyboard, drums, and i am currently working on the guitar], being involved in my church, touching people and bringing in souls to show them how they can be loved despite the rejection they recieve out in the world.. i enjoy working.. and making money.. doing pretty much anything to prosper myself.. and continue to build my once broken life.
i pretty much have been thru it all .. without going into to much detail.. ive been emotionally, physically, and mentally abused, disowned and forgotten, pushed aside and neglected.. turning to drugs and alcohol thinking things would get better.. not realizing my life was falling apart.. to a point where i thought there was no return.. and altho it wasnt the best life in the world nor the worst.. i am still so thankful for it.. becuz i have learned and grown to be wiser beyond my years.. i am now able to help others in situations.. and give advice to those who seek it... i am not perfect... i fuck up a lot.. i still cry.. i trip.. i am a bit clumsy.. my hair gets messy.. heh.. i dont do everything by the book.. i have feelings like everyone else.... and i still.. unfortunately hurt..
i can be randomly slow.. or remarkably on point... i can at times get lost.. (only when under an influence)...heh.. basically.. i could really care less what people think of me... becuz they are 9 times out of 10.. wrong with their opinions.
Life is not easy for anyone.. its a long journey.. that we have to take in and be grateful for... becuz everything does happen for a reason.. and if u dont take it in... u will jus get lost..... NO REGRETS.
don't take my kindness for my weakness...
for some reason... the nicer i am... the more people walk all over me...
its really fuqed up that this society we live in
where u can't even trust the person u thought u could confide in.. only God knows, and only God will see.
He will determine your faith... and if you think you're fooling me, you are really fooling yourself.
.one love.
Only God Can Judge Me.....
so judge not...
or u shall be judged first...1 Corinthians 2:9 .."No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him"
'Footprints'
"One night I dreamt I was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene i noticed footprints in the sand.
Sometimes there were two sets of footprints.
Other times there were only one set of footprints.
This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life,
I could only see one set of footprints.
So i said to the Lord,
"You promised me, Lord, that if I followed You, You would walk with me always. But I noticed that during the most trying periods of my life, there is only one set of prints in the sand. Why, when I have needed You the most, have You abondoned me?"
The Lord repled,
"My child, I love you and would never leave you. The times when you have seen only one set of footprints are the times when i carried you."
