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*Allie*Christian's Mommy =D

I love my son!!

About Me

Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy. Before I was a Mom - I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known the warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.
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I'm not a perfect person There's many things I wish I didn't do But I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to knowI've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is youI'm sorry that I hurt you It's something I must live with everyday And all the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away And be the one who catches all your tears Thats why i need you to hearI've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is You [x4]I'm not a perfect person I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to knowI've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is youI've found a reason to show A side of me you didn't know A reason for all that I do And the reason is you

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My Blog

being a mommy =D

So, ive been a mommy for almost 2 months now. Its been the most challenging and wonderful two months of my life. I have learned so much ; Loving someone so much they become the reason you live ; new r...
Posted by *Allie*Christian's Mommy =D on Sat, 20 Sep 2008 08:53:00 PST

My son

So finally my baby is here! I couldnt be more proud of my baby boy!  He is the best thing that has ever happend to me.  I never knew how much love i could have for someone until the day i sa...
Posted by *Allie*Christian's Mommy =D on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 01:19:00 PST

So far in my pregnancy...

So time is flying by...Im 26 weeks...which makes me 6 months, and finally in my third trimester!!! I can finally feel little christian moving all around, and of course he chooses the most awkward time...
Posted by *Allie*Christian's Mommy =D on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 11:17:00 PST

For my unborn son, Christian

My baby boy, Christian, I’m  Counting down the days, until i get to hold you in my arms for the first time.  i have dreams of what you will look like, and what you’ll become.&nbs...
Posted by *Allie*Christian's Mommy =D on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 12:48:00 PST

Youve hurt me for the last time.

For all of you who dont know, yes i passed my GED and now im officially smart =P.... But on a serious note, I find out what im having this month...Im excited...Today has been a pretty bad day, hurtful...
Posted by *Allie*Christian's Mommy =D on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 12:34:00 PST

My life has changed...

Most of you know the news....Im pregnant.  I dont know how i feel about this, i know there is no doubt in my mind, i wont love this baby with all of my heart, and then some.  People keep te...
Posted by *Allie*Christian's Mommy =D on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 10:10:00 PST

When is it my turn to be happy?

    Im so tired of finally feeling good about myself and what im doing for myself, just to later really see it does feel like i take 5 steps forward and 10 steps back.  It seems l...
Posted by *Allie*Christian's Mommy =D on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 05:11:00 PST

Youve prolly heard this once or twice from me

Soooo...Once again this has to do with men....Why when i feel like something has sparked between me and guy my instinctions are wrong, now i cant totally blame it on the gut i guess its my fault for a...
Posted by *Allie*Christian's Mommy =D on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 02:09:00 PST

im different ....i guess

..m the type of person, that yes w..ll confront somebody, ..f ..ve heard there was a probelm, just to f..nd out for myse;f ..f that rumor ..s true, ..m the type of person who doesnt just let anyone .....
Posted by *Allie*Christian's Mommy =D on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 12:04:00 PST

I never knew i could be so happy.

Ive counted down the days and im almost done.  The long long days of dreaming and getting the motivation to turn my dreams into reality...I have posted many bullitens, telling you all the recent ...
Posted by *Allie*Christian's Mommy =D on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 09:49:00 PST