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i'm da 1 they all want but luv 2 hate

~rather b hated 4 who i am then lved 4 who im not~

About Me

i am a loud person most of u already know that and most of u hate it but ohh i am not da same little girl anymore i grew up and i am lovin iight so as i always say i am bouncin like a tit and holla back when u wanna talk iighti am da type of person who wants to make everyone happy for the cost of me but its straight at least now i can admit it i can have fun almost anywhere like going to da club for insitince i hate it but my friends love it and i go wit them becuase they want me to i have fun just watching them have fun i might be jewish but i am not cheap someone of u know that i dont mind half da time spending money on otha people of course when i have it i dont mind well thats it for now i will get more in lata

My Interests

i like to have a good time love to smoke and drink the L when i get a chance of course love to listen to music and chill with a book in a nice comfotable bed i love to watch movies over and over again its fun i dont like to play viedo games but sometimes i dont mind watchin otha people play them

I'd like to meet:

someone who is laid back and just likes to have a good time anywhere doesnt really need to go out to have fun~ somone who watches movies over and over again becuase there is nothing like a good movie i really want to meet JOHNNY DEPP FUCKING HOT I'D DEF BONE HIM and ANGELINA JOLIE THOSE LIPS I'D DEF WANT TO SUCK ON THOSEf

Music:

------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------mariah- "always be my baby"------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------We were as one For a moment in time And it seemed everlasting That you would always be mine Now you want to be here So I'll let you fly 'Cause I know in my heart Our love will never die You'll always be a part of me I'm part of you indefinitely Boy don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong No way you're ever gonna shake me Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby I aint gonna cry And I won't beg you to stay If you're determined to leave boy I will not stand in your way But inevitably you'll be back again 'Cause you know in your heart babe Our love will never end You'll always be a part of me I'm part of you indefinitely Boy don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong No way you're ever gonna shake me Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby I know that you'll be back boy When your days and your nights get a little bit colder I know that you'll be back baby Oh baby believe me it's only a matter of time You'll always be a part of me I'm part of you indefinitely Boy don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong No way you're ever gonna shake me Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby-------------------------------------------------------- ------------------ -------------------"Headstrong"----------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ ----------------------------Circling your, circling your, circling your head, Contemplating everything you ever said Now I see the truth, I got doubt A different motive in your eyes and now I?m out See you later I see your fantasy, You want to make it a reality paved in gold See inside, Inside of our heads (yeah) Well now that?s over I see your motives inside, decisions to hide [Chorus:] Back off I?ll take you on Headstrong to take on anyone I know that you are wrong Headstrong we?re Headstrong Back off I?ll take you on Headstrong to take on anyone I know that you are wrong and this is not where you belong I can?t give everything away I won?t give everything away [Verse 2:] Conclusions manifest, your first impressions got to be your very best I see you?re full of $..!T, and that?s alright That?s how you play, I guess you?ll get through every night Well now that?s over I see your fantasy, you want to make it a reality paved in gold See inside, inside of our heads (yeah) Well now that?s over I see your motives inside, decisions to hide

Movies:

triple x- hannibal- silence of the lambs- red dragon- love and basketball- the notebook- strip tease- dirty dancin- american history X - underworld- underworld everolution- mommie dearest- homeless to harvard- red rose- coyote ugly- sweet home alabamha- home sweet home

Television:

gilmore girls, angelia's eyes , lifetime , da disney channel, fear factor, will and grace, roseann, fresh prince, family matters,

Books:

i have an obsession wit books i love to read and i love to get lost in a book its my fav thing to do i love to read anyhting that is written by jude devorx, nora roberts and the famous one stephen king temptation- bag of bones- long walk- the reef- princess- sweet briar

Heroes:

my girl christina because even though she has been through so much she still has a smile on her face when she isnt sick of course- my grandmother no other reason just because its her u would understand if u knew her - my girl rachael because she has the ability to make anyone laugh even though she isnt in the mood to gotta love her

My Blog

my best friend

Have u ever had a friend that u depend on so much its kinda ridonculas that u know no matta what happens betweeen you to that u will always be there for them.. well thats how i feel about my best frie...
Posted by ~rather b hated 4 who i am then lved 4 who im not~ on Sun, 20 May 2007 10:41:00 PST

only if u knew

It may take you two minutes to read this but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about.You stay up for 16 hoursHe stays up for days on end._________...
Posted by ~rather b hated 4 who i am then lved 4 who im not~ on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 11:39:00 PST

maddd funny

You Know You're From Massachusetts When... The person driving in front of you is going 70 mph and you are cursing him for going too slow. When ordering a tonic, you mean a Coke...not quinine water...
Posted by ~rather b hated 4 who i am then lved 4 who im not~ on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 11:53:00 PST

sammys bad day neva ends

its hard to forget when it causes soo much pain but yet your not sure where the pain comes from but u know its real, just as real as the tears upon ur face when ur thinking about it. you want it to go...
Posted by ~rather b hated 4 who i am then lved 4 who im not~ on Wed, 11 Jan 2006 01:26:00 PST