About Me
my name is vanessa
i can be a bitch
i actually am one most of the time
i am a nerd
i don't like to use uppercase letters
i am from minnesota
born and raised
no it is not freezing here
i wish it was
i hate global warming
i like honest people
i will be honest with you
that's why most people think i'm a bitch
i am a graphic design student
i am also a web design student
i go to dctc
go blue knights
i am going to the u of m when i graduate there
go gophers
i love mac computers
windows vista can kiss my ass
i love the internet
and am on myspace way too much
i love internet games
i do have a life
but a lot of it is spent on the computer
i love photoshop
it keeps me occupied during class
i love pictures
i bring my camera with me everywhere
i also love my car
which i also bring with me everywhere
i love music
mainly rock and rap
i bring my ipod everywhere too
i want to learn how to play guitar
anyone want to teach me?
i love movies
you should take me to one
i like dramas
but i hate real life drama
im addicted to csi, law and order, and without a trace
i would become a forensics specialist, but i don't want to be a cop
i love my friends
they love me
we are the "purple people"
i love playing pool
shooters and qsharks rock my socks
i love to party
wanna get drunk tonight?
i like writing a lot
so this could go forever
any more questions?
send me a message
this is my fiance zay...
1. do not add me if i am just going to be a number on your friends list
2. if you are going to add me, actually talk to me, i don't build up friends that i will never talk with
3. don't add me if you are a band without messaging me first. if i like you, i'll add you
4. don't send me stupid forwards on my comments. leave room for actual people that want to fuckin really say something to me rather than "if you are a friend you will send this back to me" bullshit
5. don't hate on my site! haters are not alllowed!
6. i like to see this, it makes me happy...
song lyric(s) of the day:
Linkin Park
"P5hng Me A*wy"
When I look into your eyes there’s nothing there to see
Nothing but my own mistakes staring back at me
[Backwards:]
Everything has to end
You’ll soon find that we’re out of time left to watch it all unwind
Everything falls apart
Even the people who never froun eventually break down
Everything has to end
You’ll soon find that we’re out of time left to watch in all unwind
Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown eventually break down
I’ve lied to you
This is the last smile that I’ll fake for the sake of being with you
Everything falls apart even
Even the people who never frown eventually break down
Everything has to end
You’ll soon find we’re out of time left to watch it all unwind
The sake of being with you
Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown eventually break down
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I stay
When you just push away
No matter what you see
You’re still so blind to me
[Backwards:]
Even the people who never frown eventually break down
I’ve tried, like you, to do everything you wanted to
This is the last time
That I’ll take the blame for the sake of being with you
Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end
You’ll soon find we’re out of time left to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I stay
When you just push away
No matter what you see
You’re still so blind to me
Reverse psychology is failing miserably
It’s so hard to be left all alone
Telling you is the only chance for me
There is nothing left but to turn and face you
When I look into your eyes there’s nothing there to see
Nothing but my own mistakes staring back at me
Asking why
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I stay
When you just push away
No matter what you see
You’re still so blind to me
Why I stay
When you just push away
No matter what you see
You’re still so blind to meHollywood Undead
"Knife Called Lust"
Lets go right now!
I look alive,
I'm dead inside.
My heart has holes and black blood flows.
We'll do some drugs,
well fall in love and get fucked up while the world just shrugs.
With no thought Logically.
Were wondering the streets so aimlessly.
I hate to see these kids just being put down so painlessly.
And people say you Dye your hair and wear tight jeans,
that doesn’t mean.
That you can’t scream, or like loud noise,
you got a choice, you have a voice.
And just because you showed no love and hate on us
you fucked our trust.
Now watch we thrust this Knife Called Lust into
my Chest until it Bust.
[Chorus]
This love , This Hate
Is burning me away
(is burning me away)
It's hard to face that we're all the same
This love, This Hate
Is Burning me away
(is burning me away)
It's harder times like these that never change (That never change)
Mad at the fact your dad is an addict,
your friend takes pills he thinks it cures sadness,
I'm not here to attack or make you kids panic,
but i just think it's tragic the way these kids have it.
and everybody sins and it all begins,
it goes back around, nobody ever wins.
and you stab yourself in the back,
EVERYBODY JUST RELAX!
it all just hits so close to home,
we all got friends but we stand alone,
and your on your own from a broken home,
you keep the truth inside and it stays unknown.
Nostalgia hit and its time to quit,
and everybody acts like it don't mean shit.
and your friend will stab you just to fuck some girl,
put your hands in the air and scream FUCK THE WORLD!!!
[Chorus]
Let go
I'll bring you closer
Right now
I'll hold on tightly
Let go
We're going no where
Somewhere
And things aren't over
Harder times like these!
Growing up on the streets!
Harder times like these!
I'll put you back on your feet!
[Chorus]
And I fall to the ground with my teardrops
And I get lost every time my heart stops
This love this hate is burning me awayHollywood Undead
"My Black Dahlia"
I loved you, you made me, hate me.
You gave me, hate, see?.
It saved me and these tears are deadly.
You feel that?
I rip back, every time you tried to steal that.
You feel bad? you feel sad?
I’m sorry, hell no fuck that!
It was my heart, it was my life,
it was my start, it was your knife.
this strife it dies,
this life and these lies.
And these lungs have sung this song for too long,
and its true I hurt too,
remember I loved you!
(Chorus)
I've , Lost it all, fell today, It’s all the same
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
I've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
I wish I could I could have quit you.
I wish I never missed you,
And told you that I loved you,
every time I Fucked you.
The future that we both drew,
and all the shit we've been through.
Obsessed with the thought of you,
the pain just grew and grew!
How could you do this to me?
Look at what I made for you,
it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you.
I used to be love struck;
now I'm just fucked up.
Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!
(Chorus)
Seems like all we had is over now you left to rest.
And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound.
Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest.
And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down.
(Chorus)Killswitch Engage
"The End Of Heartache"
Seek me, call me
I'll be waiting
This distance, this dissolution
I cling to memories while falling
Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day
Waking the misery of being without you
Surrender, I give in
Another moment is another eternity
(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
You know me, you know me all too well
My only desire - to bridge our division
In sorrow I speak your name
And my voice mirrors my torment
(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
Am I breathing?
My strength fails me
Your picture, a bitter memory
For comfort, for solace
(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heartSlipknot
"Circle"
Give me the dust of my father
Stand on the face of the ancients
Bare the secret flesh of time itself
Follow me (Follow me)
I've come so far, I'm behind again
Follow me (Follow me)
I wish so hard I'm there again
Follow me (Follow me)
Follow me (Follow me)
All that I wanted were things I had before
All that I needed I never needed more
All of my questions are answers to my sins
All of my endings waiting to begin
I know the way but I falter
Can't be afraid of my patience
There's a sacred place Razel keeps safe
Follow me (Follow me)
I've seen so much I'm blind again
Follow me (Follow me)
I feel so bad I'm alive again
Follow me (Follow me)
All that I wanted were things I had before
All that I needed I never needed more
All of my questions are answers to my sins
All of my endings waiting to beginFort Minor
"Where'd You Go?"
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
