[aka Mariny-Winny, Silly, RinRin, Rinma, Manderin Orange...]
I'm one of many ...
But I'm one of a kind.
It's a secret no one tells;
One day it's heaven, one day it's hell.
It's no fairy tale;
Take it from me,
That's the way it's supposed to be.
I Peter 1:3-9
Fly With Christ! }i{
"ThErEf0rE Do NoT WoRRy Ab0uT ToMoRRoW ,
f0r ToMoRRoW WiLL WoRRy aBoUt iTsElf ."
MaTTheW 6:34
PEACE ROCK OUT!
TrUsT Me...i'M A ViRGiN
x-no drinking
X-no smoking and no drugs
x-no permiscuous sex
"And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ—
to the glory and praise of God..."
Philippians 1:9-11
YoU HaVe ThE RiGhT To
ReMaIn FaBuLoUs!
what makes a person who they are? is it the people they hang with? the place they live? the music they listen to? the movies they watch? the sports they play? the religion they follow? the clothes they wear? the school they go to? who their parents are? the amount of money they have? the food they eat? the people they date? the way they look?
what makes you... you?
Heres A LiL of Who I Am...The People I Hang With:
I am usually very happy around my friends, they are wonderful. I have tons of friends, but only a few I would call real friends. But, I do have high expectations of my friends. I expect them to be there for me when they can, I expect them to be honest with me, and I expect us to have a mutual trust relationship. I am very optimistic when it comes to my friends. I will keep coming back to people I know will hurt me. Because I always think maybe they've changed. Aside from that, I love to help my friends when they are in their down time. It hurts me to see them in pain, and I feel very helpless when there is nothing I can do to make it better. Next, I hate having flaws, but expect people to love me for them regardless, and I will do the same for them. I am not perfect, you aren’t either, get over it...LoL.
The Place I Live:
I live in a little apartment with just my mom and I, in the suburbs.
The Religion I Follow:
If you haven't gotten this one by now, there is either something wrong with the way I am presenting myself, or you're not reading carefully. I am a Christian. I have grown up in a Christian home, and gone to a Christian school the better half of my life. Now don’t think that just because I grew up in a Christian home that I didn’t have doubts… because I have, every Christian done at some point in their faith; its part of the journey. But, I have come to the conclusion that there is no other possible religion. None of the others make nearly as much sense, or fill you with as much hope as Christianity does. God is good, and God is love.
The Clothes I Wear:
My school has uniforms now, and I HATE the idea of looking like everyone else. [Although I am pretty good at making it look like I’m not in uniform mwuhaha]. Other than that, my style basically changes with the seasons; and I’m not talking about the fashion seasons. During the second half of spring, through summer, and the very beginning of fall, I wear brighter colors. I usually wear my super hero T’s, and things along that line. During the rest of fall, winter, and the first half of spring, I swing toward darker tones, with a gothy-punky edge to my clothes and make up. One thing stays the same all year round though: when I wake up in the morning, and look in the mirror, I see an empty canvas. Krazy make up is part of my charm, and it is a ton of fun to do.
The School I Go To:
I am a senior. I go to a Christian school, I have been there since I was in third grade, I hate some of administration there, and, and my school has uniforms now [grrr]. The general environment is nice, no fights, its safe, pretty up beat. But, the school thinks they have a right to tell us what we can and cannot do with our bodies [ie: hair, piercings, tattoos, ect.] And I am not okay with that. But, the teachers [well most of them] genuinely do care about the students. I have spent time with at least three teachers outside of school, and had phone conversations with two.
Who My Parents Are:
Well, I’ll start by saying I come from a broken home. I live with my mom, who is amazing. But you can read about her in my heroes section. My dad lives 3000 miles away, across the country to be exact. Its hard, but we manage. I miss him though. A lot.
The Amount Of Money I Have:
I don’t live uptown, and I am not rich, in anyway shape or form accept in love. I am always broke; I am probably one of the biggest involuntary moochers ever. Unfortunately for me, I hate letting other people spend money one me, but quite a few of my friends seem ready and willing to do so when I am in need of financial assistance.
The Food I Eat:
I would have to say that my favorite food is pasta and chicken parmesan. LoL. Other than that, my favorite soda is Dr. Pepper, and my favorite chocolate is dark. I am addicted to starbucks and most other forms of coffee, and I love love love tea.
The People I Date:
Not necessarily that I date these kinds of boys, in fact I usually don’t; but I love eyeliner on guys, piercings, and a tattoo or two. I absolutely adore long hair, otherwise known as emo hair. If I can’t run my fingers through it, it’s not long enough. LoL. I also think Latin men are sexy, like whoa. I like my men with color, and I also do not like my men skinny. Built, yes, but for goodness sake, eat something! LoL. As for personality, the guy has got to be a Christian, I have made the mistake of going outside that a few times, and it never turns out well. He has also got to realize that girls need attention and you as a boy need to put forth effort. There is a list of things I could write, but I am not going to waste my time. Don’t think I am not writing that because I am shallow [after all, I typed quite a bit on looks], it just seems pointless to write all the obvious qualities I would like a potential boyfriend to have.
The Way I Look:
I am Italian, English, and German. I have hazel-brown eyes. I have naturally brown hair, at the moment it has blonde and black in it as well. I am exceptionally short [and proud!]. I am, also, very voluptuous. I am no where near skinny, so please, do not, by all means, expect that. I am VERY self-conscious of my body, so be careful what you say.
Personality Profile:
I am very compassionate, as I said, I love helping people. I have been told again and again that I am easy to approach, and easy to talk to. Also that I am very trust worthy. I am a bit on the weird side of things, I dace to the beat of my own drum. I want to name my daughter Scarlette and my son Royal, like I said, I am a little off. I am a little kid at heart, and it come out every once in a while, ok, more than once in a while, but its fun. I am very flirtatious; I can’t help it, seriously! LoL. My friends say my hugs are like crack [yeah, they are that good LoL], and i am a hug whore; therefore, i am a crack whore. LoL
Convictions:
I do not smoke, I do not drink, I do not do drugs, I am a virgin. [beat that sucka!] and I am extremely proud. Straight edge sXe. I hate it when people smoke around me. I think it is one of the most revolting things. So please don’t lol.
L-O-V-E:
I have a fiery passion for music. I love art in all forms, whether is be painting, drawing, sculpting, music, or the other. I love it all. I am an artist, I draw now and again, and im not half bad. I love to dance, I’m not too terrible at it either. [although if you ask my friends they’ll tell you I dance pretty fabulously]. I love cars, either has to be a HUGE truck, or a small sports car. My favorite cars are Corvettes and Vipers. I own a silver '91, convertible Mazda, Miata, her name is Mimi! :).,. I love my cell phone. My cell phone is my baby, and I would die without it.
Closing Statement:
I love my life most of the time... I hate it others... but I thank God for everyday He gives me with the people I love [I have angels all around me... I call them my friends.] ♥. Amen
*KiSsEs*AnD*ALL*
*ThInGs*FaBuLoUs!*
~*~QUIZES~*~
You Are A Romantic Kisser!
About Your Kissing Style:
You'll only kiss if the mood is right and if you think you are falling in love. Some may say you're old fashioned, but when you kiss, you see stars! One kiss from you, and anyone will be hooked forever.
What Your Kissing Style Says About You:
You're no prude, but if you're going to get sexual, it needs to mean something. You prefer to take things slow, because it only makes them better in the long run. You're much more likely to find yourself engaged than in some stranger's bed.
How Do *You* Kiss?
Bloody Tears
you have bloody teared eyes. You eyes have seen much pain, either your pain or a friends pain. You cry with them, and for them. They are someone that has been there for you, no matter the situation, and you hate to see that person get put down, or talked about. Your a good friend to stay by their side and cry for them.
"What kind of eyes do you have?"
You're You
Congratulations! You're not a stereotype. You're your own person and refuse to follow in others' footsteps.
Which stereotype do you fall under?
Accute Stress/Post traumatic Stress disorder
Diagnosis: Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. mental disorder that follows an occurrence of extreme psychological stress, such as that encountered in war or resulting from violence, childhood abuse, sexual abuse, or serious accident. The stressful event is usually followed by a period of emotional numbness and denial that can last for months or years. After that period, symptoms such as recurring nightmares, flashbacks, short-term memory problems, insomnia, or heightened sensitivity to sudden noises may begin. In some cases outbursts of violent behavior have been observed.
"Your Psych-Ward diagnosis"
Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.
"What kind of eyes do you have?"
Brown
You have brown eyes. Brown is the color of the earth. Your eyes symbolize your comforting and fostering nature. You are stable, grounding, sophisticated, considerate, conventional and orderly. People may consider you to be cozy or warm. People feel safe when they are with you. Some words to describe you: reliability, elegance, security, healing, homely, grounding, foundation, and earthly.
What kind of eyes do you have?
You Are Ashlee Simpson!
Stylish, unique, talented. You're your own woman! "It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real. I like the way that feels"
Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?
Angel
You are one of the few out there whose wings are truly angelic. Selfless, powerful, and divine, you are one blessed with a certain cosmic grace. You are unequalled in peacefulness, love, and beauty. You are a defender, protector, and caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver of the wrong, chances are you are taken advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often. But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in everyone and so this mistreatment does not make you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will try to help misguided souls find themselves and peace. Congratulations - and don't ever change - the world needs more people like you.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings*~*~*
Your Beauty Lies in Individuality
Different, amazing, and all your own. You like be set apart from all others and most love that you do. You are solitary at times, but for the most part, there is no greater compliment to you than someone telling you that you are different. You're most likely a bit of a fighter and you hate it when anyone attempts to change who you are. You wear what you want, look how you want and don't let anyone tell you what do to. You also probably wear make-up, but concentrate more around your eyes than anything. You can be a little immature at times and have trouble dealing with authority and asking others for help. You like to do things yourself and are independent almost to a fault. But, people still find your individuality amazing and the fact that no matter what happens or what anyone else anyone thinks about it, you will not change who you are.
"You laugh because I'm different. I laugh because you're all the same..."
Some Things That Represent You:
Element: Dark, Wind Animal: Panther Color: Black, Maroon, Dark Tones Song: Hold On by Good Charlotte Expression: Seductive Stare Gemstone: Garnet Mythological Creature: Fairy Planet: Venus Hair Color: Black Eye Color: Hazel
Quote: "Theres just too much that time cannot erase..."
Where Does Your Beauty Lie?
Your element is Light:
Innocent, beautiful, kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your almost angelic! You find joy in others happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in pain. You want to make everyone around you feel good about themselves and if someone is upset you can tend to become rather upset as well which means you are sympathetic and raise others above yourself. Being as kind and good-natured as you are people have most likely hurt you in the past but you pick yourself up every time. You may look fragile but you are stronger then most tend to see. Life is beautiful no matter how you look at it and you understand that people make mistakes. Not everyone is perfect. You try to see the good in the bad which is a talent few posses. Dont ever let anyone change you. You truly have a beautiful soul inside and a heart of gold.
.:-|What is your true element?|-:.
~*~*~*~ LOVING~*~*~*~
Your loving nature makes you wonderful to be around. You are the type of person that accepts people for who they are and they in return of your good heartedness, accept you right back. You are most likely a romantic at heart. With a sensitive soul and probably a broken heart from the past. You have probably been hurt by someone you love or loved dearly. Easy going and romantic, fun and lovable, you have a great personality. You are very well liked in the general world that you're in.
You're Beautiful...but why?
Your soul is STEADFAST.
You are a fiercely loyal person who would never cross a loved one. People always know they can rely on you and your dependability is well-known. Your faithfulness is never doubted, and you always back up your kith and kin whether they want or need it or not. You are a dependable and trusted soul.
What Is Your Soul's Trait?
Uniqueness
Your inner power is Uniqueness! You are very different from everyone around you, and you like it that way. In fact, youd be furious if you were anything else. To the world outside you are a buoyant, fun loving person, and are probably pretty popular. Yet deep down you feel the urge to be accepted as who you are, and desperately want someone who is truly there for you. You are very indecisive and change your mind regularly over just about anything. Youre very opinionated. At times you can be very depressed, though few people realise it with your animated personality. You are great fun to be around, and enjoy shocking people with your out there style. Youre an awesome person who many love. You have no doubt heaps of friends, but dont always have that close friend/s that you want and need. You strive to be accepted for who you are, and are protective and loyal to those who earn your trust. Although at times you think there may be no one there, look around. There is someone in the shadows who desperately wants to be your friend, who maybe you just havent noticed. Dont let anyone get you down, youre the one who gives this boring world excitement and culture. Keep it up!
Boy/Girl who will sweep you off your feet:
Someone different and independent. Someone who isnt your typical male/female. Someone who is into the arts, and is empathetic.
Your stone/jewel:
Amethyst Your power:
Difference/Change. This is the ability to make a difference in the world.
Your element:
Electricity/Lightening
A quote that applies to you:
"I'd much rather to be hated for who I am than loved for who Im not..."
What's your inner power?
CiC 18
Fly With Christ!
}i{AGAPE}i{
♥scrolly-boxy♥
far away, I feel your beating heart all alone, beneath the crystal stars ♥
PiM-PiM-PiMPiN!
You can't stop me now. You can't hold me down. You can't keep me here, I'm on my way. I've made it this far now. And I'm not burning out. No matter what you say, I'm not afraid.
im sportin the hawk... you wish you were this cool! :P
happyness is spending the day with your bestfriends...
Stop now, there's no point in breathing - it's not allowed.
world's collide, as heaven pulls us through
you want me to do what?!?!
Dance until we just can't Clappin our hands to the songs. Over and over again you promise that it won't end. And you're with me... around the clock, all around the clock.
I'm staring into space, what a lovely face. I'll try to find my place with you ♥
why is it when you want to cry the most, you cant cry at all?
If there is one thing I hang onto, that gets me through the night; I ain't gonna do what I don't want to, I'm gonna live my life. Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice, standing on the ledge and show the wind how to fly. When the world gets in my face, I say, Have A Nice Day!
I've been thinking about your touch
I've been thinking going crazy
I've been thinking way to much
*se solo sai cosa stai facendomi*