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I Heart Airplanes

Hate me if you want to, Love me if you can

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and right doing, there is a field. I'll meet you there. When the soul lies down in that grass, the world is too full to talk about. Ideas, language, even the phrase each other doesn't make any sense.

Music:

Country, Folk, Americana, Alternative Country

Movies:

Wild Hearts Can't Be Broken, Just Like Heaven, Virgin, Fat Girl, Friday Night Lights, The Aviator (Drama, Horror, Documentary, Foreign)

Books:

Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte is my favourite book. I loved Heathclif and I really felt that I could relate to having a soul mate, someone I'm suppose to be with, but having it not work out.
Other Books: Girls In Trouble, Heart's Delight, Family History, Electro Boy, Margaret Town

Heroes:

I put more faith in myself than anyone else

My Blog

If I was a kid CPS would so take me away

My mom is sick and i'm feeding her pills. Vicodent, Anti-Gas, Ambien, Alka-seltzer, bringing her food and ginger ale, and I just washed her face. My dad is taking my vicodent too because he sprained h...
Posted by I Heart Airplanes on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 10:45:00 PST

If I was a kid CPS would so take me away

My mom is sick and i'm feeding her pills. Vicodent, Anti-Gas, Ambien, Alka-seltzer, bringing her food and ginger ale, and I just washed her face. My dad is taking my vicodent too because he sprained h...
Posted by I Heart Airplanes on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 10:45:00 PST

if you ever wanted to hear it

I laid face down on the bed, eyes puffy, hands shaky, and blood covering my nose and lips. I always got nosebleeds when I cried. I was told that it was because I had a weak nasal membrane, but it was ...
Posted by I Heart Airplanes on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 01:04:00 PST

life goes on

Well I am off my "eating plan" or "plan of self-destruction". Perhaps comping to my senses is a good thing. What I really want is to be seen as something more than fat. I want to be seen as a person. ...
Posted by I Heart Airplanes on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 02:28:00 PST

remind me again why i’m being punished

remind me again why i do this? remind me again. please? why is it that i can't be healthy? oh yes it would just be to damn simple. right. silly me. i forgot.so me, feeling like shit, decided to get a ...
Posted by I Heart Airplanes on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 04:43:00 PST

Love in a Valley (Reliving the past) and no i didn’t write this

Love in a Valley(Valyrie's Valspeak in Awesome Valhalla)I useta think Wotan was viciousin all that gear, a real soc, a mega hunWe flew high, a bitchen sesh,it was radical!Those pointy things on his he...
Posted by I Heart Airplanes on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 03:47:00 PST

who’s right?

I ate 3/4 cup of sugar smacks (100 cals) or breakfast now i want more food! Ahh. I'm torn. Are my myspace friends right about this not eating thing or are my facebook friends right? maybe i need less ...
Posted by I Heart Airplanes on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 02:14:00 PST

about my today

Well i didn't listen to sarah and have pizza. Ha! I over came my craving and had willpower. but I did give in and have a baked potato with cheese. I'd rather eat a little something and not feel like c...
Posted by I Heart Airplanes on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 10:50:00 PST

what i am.

I've been robbed of my girlhood by being fat. I'm not girly. not feminine, just gross.
Posted by I Heart Airplanes on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 03:23:00 PST

i’m alive

Surgery went well. I just like to tell everyone that. Lol. The worst part was waking up out of anestesia. I don't remember it being so bad. I felt like shit. and I couldn't see, which was bad. And it ...
Posted by I Heart Airplanes on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 11:15:00 PST