atque amemus profile picture

atque amemus

Get like me.

About Me

I'm possibly one of the biggest dorks you'll ever meet but only my best friends have seen that side of me. I live in socal but my heart is in las vegas. I'm an emotional cripple and its because I've drained every inch of my heart to be just a unit to you. I'm a movie buff but i stick to my own genre of films. I love music and attempt to pass myself off to be musically inclined but you'll never meet anyone as tone deaf. I choose to use more difficult and challenging words in my vocabulary under false pretences of being more intelligent than i really am. I'm pretentious and condescending but I'll never let you feel inferior. I always put my friends before me. I love to spoil and take care of people but i hate being taken advantage of. I am easily hurt and secretly sensitive to people's words and judgements. I strive for acceptance but I refuse to conform myself to receive it. I don't believe in changing myself for girls but I do believe in catering to my core audience. I almost never say yes but I almost never refuse. I am a hopeless romantic but will deny it with an utmost stubborness. I am an emo kid but I also love NWA and Britney Spears. I am the epitome of a gay boy stuck in a lesbian's body. I love to shop but never seem to have enough clothes. I refuse to leave the house without my accessories perfectly matching. I'm a fag hag and I love it. I'm obsessive and I hate it. I'm a pushover and I deny it. I'M PROBABLY YOUR BEST FRIEND, AND YOU'LL NEVER KNOW THAT I LIVE TO REGRET IT... <*REMEMBER WHEN* ....getting high meant swinging at the playground ...the worst thing you could get from guys was cooties ...your worst enemies were your siblings ...race issues were who ran the fastest ...war was a card game ...the only drug you knew of was couqh medicine ...The only thing you smoked was the tires on your bike ...the only thing that hurt was skinned knees & the only things that can get broken were your toys. life was simple and care free, but what i remember the most was wanting to grow up then wanting to get youger and go back to the younger days *i stole this from holli cuz she rawks at life* >

My Interests

KATELYN NELSON. music, films, art, black and white, anything artistic really. TAIGI LUJAN. travels, new york...every bit of it, the midwest like ohio, canada and their ladies, las vegas and its addictiveness, RAYNE GILPIN. tattoos but not too much, facial piercings for myself but not girls i date, girls next door, just girls, BRIELLE ROMEO. falling in love, being in love, loving love, hating love, regretting love, then thanking love, just love, SARA CROMBEZ. giving my heart away, being emo, slitting my wrists (just kidding), doing hair flippy thing, KIMBERLY SMITH. playing the game, appreciating women in their entirety, being confident, acting intelligent, mature immaturity, not making sense, JORDAN CHRISTIANSON incohorent drunken poetic words, drunk dialing, drunkeness itself, drugs and its euphoric effect, JANA SLINKARD. sex without emotional entanglements, one night stands, love sex, sex sex, just sex, JORDAN KRAMER. eyes, green eyes, blue eyes, hazel eyes, beauty in the eye of the beholder. ASHLEY SAINZ

I'd like to meet:

hot canadian chicks. 16 year old jailbait cuz i'm a cradle robber. i want someone provocative and talkative. friends with benefits sounds great to me. i dont do monogamy only drunken debauchery. i love girls gone wild. i'm in love with all strippers. librarians make me shiver. glasses make me quiver. brunettes with green eyes murder me but i still can't resist. redheads have become a new development. if you want to be with me you MUST know what true religion jeans and monolo blahniks are and own a pair of both...or demand me to purchase them for you. i love high maintenance bitches. they turn me on. esp when they're wearing thigh highs. damn. ACCENTS are adorable, whether its a twang, a brit, or a yanks. i dont do asians. unless your a mix. i love straight girls, or better yet, bi girls with boyfriends. i love taking what i can't have, cuz guess what, i can have it all including you, your boyfriend, and your best friend. if i sound like a bitch its cuz i am. i traded in my soul to the guy at the door i got a pack of beer and a line of coke. i dont want love cuz i lost my heart. i do want sex cuz i found my orgasm. don't tell me what i can and can't do, i'm VERY capable of fucking you without any emotional entanglements. don't believe me? try me. come on ladies dont judge me so harshly i just wanna get drunk and have some fun.
My life is rated NC-17!

Your life is rated NC-17!

What is your life rated? (MPAA Scale)

Take Other Caffeine Nebula Quizzes

If Jina were a drink they would be:
2 parts deadly 4 parts dangerous 1 parts cocky
Get Your RECIPE Here!
American Cities That Best Fit You:
70% Los Angeles
65% New York City
60% Boston
55% Philadelphia
55% Portland Which American Cities Best Fit You?
Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake
You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many.
The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately.
You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss.
A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract. What Is Your Seduction Style?

Music:

ken oak band, imogen heap, saves the day, hellogoodbye, underoath, norma jean, straylight run, early november, head automatica, over it, paramore, jack's mannequin, taking back sunday, brand new, muse, cute is what we aim for, fall out boy, death cab for cutie, silverstein, hawthorne heights, postal service, Goldfrapp, Marilyn Manson, THE KILLS, PEACHES, eminem, missy elliot, sage francis, 2pac, pharcyde, tegan and sara, panic!at the disco, bayside, alkaline trio, Ani DiFranco, Alanis Morisette, Tracy Chapman, the Cranberries, All-American Rejects, senses fail, AFI, atreyu, DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL, Green Day, Jet , Something Corporate, The Ataris, MyChem, BEN FOLDS, Sugarcult, Led Zepplin, QUEEN, Simon and Garfunkel, Oasis, Rufus Wainwright, Gwen Stefani, No Doubt...... width="425" height="350" ..

Movies:

Almost Famous, Alfie, Closer, Garden State, I Heart Huckabees, Gia, Talented Mr. Ripley, Notting Hill, Pretty Woman, Love Actually, Playing by Heart, Hanging Up, The First Wives Club, Moulin Rouge, A League of Their Own, Life as a House, Chasing Amy, Dogma, Harold & Kumar go to White Castle, Zoolander, Fight Club, City of God, Momento, American History X, Swingers, Lock Stock & 2 Smoking Barrels, Trainspotting, GO, Good Fellas, Get Shorty, Mission Impossible, Kill Bill v.2, Better Luck Tommorow, Crash, Sin City, Lost and Delirious, Mysterious Skin, Crash, 11:14, Rules of Attraction, sixteen candles, the inside man, joy luck club it comes from afar and carries all my good intentions"

Television:

Friends, Sex and the City, Queer as Folk, The L Word, Niptuck, Rescue Me, Grey's Anatomy, Lost, Entourage, Ugly Betty, that 70's show .. width="425" height="350" ..BE MY CARMEN... .. width="425" height="350" ..

Books:

catcher in the rye, summer sisters, twelve, sex drugs and cocoa puffs, watchers

Heroes:

Ani DiFranco. Margaret Cho. my best friends. .. width="425" height="350" ..
How Good are you at Certain Things?
Name
Age
Favorite Color
Nickname
Sex - 94%
Romance - 0%
Self - Control - 95%
Kissing - 94%
Cuddling - 52%
Kinkiness - 61%
This Quiz by KillianO - Taken 2322180 Times. New - How do you get a guy to like you?romance 0%. thats hilarious, and anyone who knows me, would agree!
How hott are you REALLY? by brokenrainbows
Name:
Fave Color:
Fave Type of Clothing?:
Stripper name: Monique
hottest part?: eyes
How hott are you?: SUPER HOTT
Girls think you are.. popular
Guys think you are... SUPER HOTT
Quiz created with MemeGen ! LOL. HAHAHA. MY EYES are the "HOTTEST". YAYER. GITTERDONE. thats how I do. omg, that is just fricken HILARIOUS.ign
You Are New York
Cosmopolitan and sophisticated, you enjoy the newest in food, art, and culture.
You also appreciate a good amount of grit - and very little shocks you.
You're competitive, driven, and very likely to succeed.
Famous people from New York: Sarah Michelle Gellar, Tupac Shakur, Woody Allen What American City Are You?
The Strange Questions Survey
Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?: i dont think so...but you never know i do odd things when i'm drunk
What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you’ve date: 10 years...i know i know but they were older! lol
Ever been in a car wreck?: yeaaa...not really a wreckkkk. but an accident
Were you popular in high school?: pretty much lol
Have you ever been on a blind date?: eh no
Are looks important?: yes...until i fall in love with you
Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more??: yes
By what age would you like to be married?: doesnt matter. when you actually WANT to marry someone...tommorow isn't soon enough...
Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?: not unless its RIDICULOUSLY high....like more than twice than i have lol
Have you ever made a mistake?: no i'm perfect
Are you a good tipper?: i'm gay boy lesbian...meaning yes
What's the most you have spent for a haircut?: i've never paid for a haircut...i have a stylist for an aunt and hayden =)
Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?: the naughty teachers at strip clubs lol
Have you ever peed in public?: i pulled over on the 15 on my way home from vegas once lol
What song do you want played at your funeral?: i'll follow you into the dark - death cab. WOW i am SO emo...and then play some marilyn manson please =)
Would you tell your parents if you were gay?: i am...and i wont lol
What would your last meal be before getting executed?: sushi, ny steak, and lobster, and crabs...pretty much EVERYTHING...oo and a pinks hot dog lol
Beatles or Stones?: beatles
If you had to pick one person on earth to die, who?: fagboy
Beer, wine or hard liquor?: newcastle, pinot noir/grigio, or don julio =) haha
Do you have any phobias?: yes and i cant even type the word
What are your plans for the future?: just breathe
Do you walk around the house naked?: no....i would if i lived alone lol
If you were an animal what would you be?: a dog cuz al they do is sleep eat and fuck =)
Hair color you like on someone you're dating?: brunettes do it better. sometimes with a HINT of auburn....
Would you rather be blind or deaf?: i'd rather be dead. not true.....deaf
Do you have any special talents?: wanna find out
What do you do as soon as you walk in the house?: put down my keys on the counter
Do you like horror or comedy?: comedy
Are you missing anyone?: always
If you weren't straight, what person of the same sex would you do?: i'm not straight so....iono i'd fuck keira knightley in a second.....or hours...or days =)
Where do you want to live when you are old?: new york...then back to cali cali
Who is the person you can count on the most?: katelyn marie nelson =)
If you could date any celebrity past or present, who would it be?: KEIRA KNIGHTLEY cuz i wouldnt want to deal with britney spears' babys mamas dramas
What did you dream last night?: yea it was WEIRD my ex was dating some guy drinking out of a dog bowl....it was actually kinda funny hahahahahah
What is your favorite sport to watch?: BASEBALLL YEAAABOIII
Are you named after anyone?: myself
What is your favorite alcoholic drink?: bloody marys, gin and tonics
Non alcoholic drink?: non what?!!!
Have you ever been in love?: yes
Do you sing in the shower?: sometimes
Have you ever been arrested?: no
What is your favorite Holiday?: christmas =)
Would you ever get plastic surgery?: nose please
Have you ever caught a fish?: yes
Take this survey | Find more surveys
Bzoink - The Original Survey Site

My Blog

a hotter touch a better fuck than any boy you'll ever meet

"i'm conceited, i got a reason" please excuse the following blog but after a full day of self loathing and emotastic self pitying i've realized that there is no reason for the self hatred or pity...be...
Posted by G on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 01:03:00 PST

here lays tower records....shed a tear

dude so as i'm sure you all know tower records is going out of business. EVERYWHERE so there having a huge out of business sale...and i'm in heaven. lol. i went yesterday and yes, they are pretty much...
Posted by G on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 09:39:00 PST

i can feel the blood rushing to my head

you know when they talk about the calm before the storm. thats what im feeling right now. if you can call it much of a calm. im still going hectic in my day to day life at work and school and trying t...
Posted by G on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 11:30:00 PST

she lets me drive her car so i can score an eighth from the lesbians out west in venice

YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA WHEN... 1) Your  monthly house payments exceed your annual income. 2) You  drive next to a Rolls Royce and don't notice. 3) You don't ...
Posted by G on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 10:53:00 PST

and the queens will come out for one last dance

so our beloved hamburger marys is closing their doors this friday. (i know they call themselves toucan's now or something or another but they will always be hamburger marys to us) for a long time that...
Posted by G on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 11:54:00 PST

oh pilot can you make this last

its only been three weeks and ill be back to vegas again on thursday till sunday. yea....i know...at this rate all the money im making is gonna be going straight to gas money anyways...i figure its my...
Posted by G on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 09:43:00 PST

ill be home for a night

so im going to be in vegas saturday through sunday. only one night. so i do NOT have the time to see everyone i'd like to sooooo EVERYONE get yo asses out to girlbar on saturday. like seriously. ill p...
Posted by G on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 12:09:00 PST

even tho you and i wouldn't change a thing...

it doesn't seem to matter whether your ready for it or not but things always change. either you change and the world stay the same...or the world changes but you stay the same. either way time and the...
Posted by G on Mon, 29 May 2006 09:16:00 PST

lemons...

i've always drank lemonade...like i liked it. but it has recently come to my attention that, in fact, i absolutely LOATHE lemonade. Its just retarded. Its all sour and it definitely doesn't quench you...
Posted by G on Tue, 16 May 2006 02:05:00 PST

my MLG tribute

ok here is a very be lated...MLG entry...... here we go....i dont remember the color codes so.....just guess who you are.... i miss talking about the new pedals and....any pedals, really, that we plan...
Posted by G on Mon, 27 Feb 2006 03:45:00 PST