Look at everyone around us. You've wondered why they suffer, why they seek happiness and never find it. If any man stopped and asked himself whether he's ever held a truly personal desire, he'd find an answer. He'd see that all his wishes, his efforts, his dreams, his ambitions are motivated by other men. He's not even struggling for material wealth, but for the second-hander's delusion--prestige. A stamp of approval, not his own. He can find no joy in the struggle and no joy when he has succeeded. He can't say about a single thing: 'This is what I wanted because I wanted it, not because it made my neighbors gape at me. Then he wonders why he's unhappy. Every form of happiness is private. Our greatest moments are personal, self-motivated, not to be touched. The things which are sacred or precious to us are the things we withdraw from promiscuous sharing.
Went to an awards banquet for the mall that we work at; rented suits and everything. Check Em out!!!!!
Here are some pics from Callums 21st birthday party we had on October 14th at our place. Lots of good times. haha...
Hey guys, I have found another song that I like. Ive had it on my iPod for a long ass time now, but I just listened to it the other day and I realize how much I like it, so I thought Id post it on here since that seems to be what I do when I have favorite songs.
Break
Shinedown
Let go of the mystery
And retrace all the steps where you've been
And forget all the history
And start over again
For as you can see
Its up to me
For as you can see
Its all on me
I can't erase it
Because it's with me everyday
The strangest feeling
That never goes away
And I have to face it
Because I can't walk away
And every time I'll
Go until I Break
Let go all confusion
And forget the hate in their eyes
And convince yourself it's illusion
Find a reason to survive
For as you can see
Its up to me
For as you can see
It's all on me
I can't erase it
Because it's with me everyday
The strangest feeling
That never goes away
I have to face it
Because I can't walk away
And every time I'll
Go until I Break
So many I can't be you
But i choose not to be
And maybe I don't need you
To show me how to see
What if the sky fell
And time slipped away
If these are my last words
Then here's what i say
I can't erase it
Because it's with me everyday
The strangest feeling
That never goes away
I can't erase it
Because it's with me everyday
The strangest feeling
That never goes away
I have to face it
Because I can't walk away
And every time I'll
Go until I Break
Ive found yet another song that explains what is happening in my life. Most of the other ones Ive found explain how Im feeling but this one is different, because it explains who I am (I think.) I dont want to be this person, but because of what has happened between me and everyone in my life over the past few months, this seems like the person I currently am...
Selfish and Cold
Revelation Theory
Your voice is killing me, your words are hard as they come
The thoughts that sit in here fall like bullets to the floor
Your heart is pulling me the cut runs deeper as it flows
The scars that cannot heal the hurt is covered to the bone
Cause every time it gets so complicated
While I'm laying down in doubt
I'll just tell myself I'm leaving here
Cause I'm selfish and I'm cold
And I feel like the world is ending
Faithless and I've fallen again
Cause I'm selfish and I'm cold
And I feel like we're all pretending
Careless and I'm lonely again
And I am torn on the inside
The trust is dead in me, walls close higher all around
The cross I cannot bear feels like pressure coming down
Until now the world was never jaded
Now I'm left here on my own to pick up the pieces
This time it tears right through me
I face the pain and I'm torn
(this time it tears right through me)
It's not so far away
Not far enough, not far enough
Just a bit about me:
The name is Ryan, but I prefer to go by Rocket (my Australian name.) I currently live in Australia and have for the past year and a half
Throughout my profile Im sure you will discover what I like, so its really actually pointless for me to waste my time and list it here. Anyho, check my shit out. I worked hard on this shit, so fuckin appreciate it!!!! :)
Duncan's 21st Birthday Party!!!
GOD BLESS GEORGE BUSH!!!!
I just thought I would put up a small tribute
to our Great President. I figure that since
he has done so many "great" things for our
country, this is the best I can do...
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