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About Me

Welcome to the amazingly multi-faceted world of Tiffany. I am a paradox, dualities fighting for conciliation. Torn between the goddess within, and the choices without, my life is....interesting, to say the least.
I have constant arguments about my supposed beauty with my loved ones (I'm not. Dammit.) Luck has shined my direction, and blessed me with many wonderful people in my life, which I love to the ends of the earth...each in their own way :) I like to experience what life has to offer, and try out that which draws me...I'm also very serious about my religion, but that doesn't mean I'm closed minded, on the contrary, I'm incredibly open minded.
I have gypsy blood in me. my next destination is unknown, and no one person can ever pin me down to one place (minus maybe my son). my heart has been broken many times. now, I refuse to settle for anything less than exactly what I want, and to be honest... that doesn't include dating anyone right now.
I am extremely unique, without a question one of a kind. i'm very slooooowly working towards my Ph.D. in cultural anthropology, and hope to spend some time being a paranormal investigator (don't laugh). I'm starting over with literally nothing but a suitcase, have patience with me.
Intrigued? AIM me at xgentlechaosx, and let's parlay.
This is a quote I read recently... that struck something in me.
Everything is as it is. It has no name other than the name we give it. It is we who call it something; we give it a value. We say this thing is good or it's bad, but in itself, the thing is only as it is. It's not absolute; it's just as it is. People are just as they are.
-Ajahn Sumedho, "The Mind and the Way"

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

my face in thine eyes, thine in mine appears, and true plain hearts do in the faces rest; where can we find two better hemispheres, without sharp north, without declining west? whatever dies, was not mixed equally; if our two loves be one, or thou and I. love so alike, that none can slacken, none can die.
The ultimate enlightened version of myself, those people with qualities that transend this world, and anyone that I can really talk to... about anything from the biggest social and political issues of our time, to that cool rock over there.
...and then there's those damn famous people...
John Mayer, Dave Matthews, Rob Thomas, Damien Rice, etc.

My Blog

to clear my mind, and catch my breath.

days fly by with remarkable speed now.I suppose it has to do with the constant train of things to do during the day that go something like this:Raven wakes up - butt change, heat up bottle, feed, burp...
Posted by on Wed, 13 May 2009 14:46:00 GMT

oh, how we change.

even as I sit here writing this, I am left in awe of what my life has become... what I have become. there is a tiny human being sleeping in the distant bedroom that I am solely responsible for, someth...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Mar 2009 21:04:00 GMT

thanksgiving, missing home... and family confusion.

I do not believe that I have ever been more excited in my life to go home to Omak as I was this Thanksgiving. I hadn't really been gone from the area all that long (only a few years), but it seemed as...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Nov 2008 08:23:00 GMT

random rantings of a hormone induced brain, part one.

I realize now that I use to spend a great deal of time reflecting on my own life and who I was as a person. Those days are quickly fading away. ALL I can think about is Raven. It's incredible the amou...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Nov 2008 01:46:00 GMT

frustrations, happiness, and the things they dont tell you.

being pregnant is a challenge, to say the least. though I'm sure every last second is worth it in the end... the end isn't here yet, and until then, it still sucks, lol.many of the things that happen ...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Nov 2008 08:14:00 GMT

to rid my body of poison after a devestating night.

it's been a while hasn't it?the other night I learned a very valuable lesson.alcohol changes people.fucking duh, right?a lesson you would think I would have already conquered by now.but I hadn't.while...
Posted by on Wed, 28 May 2008 20:06:00 GMT

alright. look god dammit.

there is no way I can win.my life is going great.I'm having a blast, with the perfect man for me...doing all sorts of crazy stuff :)and yet, I'm a selfish bitch that is only tolerated.fucking bullshit...
Posted by on Thu, 08 May 2008 01:43:00 GMT

the city skyline at night.

denver is INCREDIBLE.I finally get it now.yes, it’s diiiiirty. but after louisiana...nothing is dirty. ha.a friend of mine was nice enough to let me stay at his house in downtown denver for a fe...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 18:25:00 GMT

for those almost perfect endings.

usually, I use myspace to rant my happy little head off.but tonight, I feel like actually writing something.there’s a lot going on in my heart, and my head.screaming notions and beautiful ideas....
Posted by on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 21:29:00 GMT

the unbelievable tragedy everyone should have seen coming.

so, today I’m not so sure what to think.my ex-boyfriend calls me today, only to tell me there was a double homicide.in fucking small ass Red Lodge, MT.a guy that I actually knew, and hung out wi...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 16:30:00 GMT